"Shen Ji..." After Jiang Yan got dressed and took out the two ties he couldn't decide on from the closet, he turned around, but there was no one behind him.
The person who used to wake up and sit on the bed for ten minutes, dazed and cute, and would let himself come over and kiss him non-stop after washing, was no longer by his side.
On days when he was not intoxicated, Jiang Wei would not know which tie to wear with his suit. He struggled endlessly, and finally chose a decent black tie that was not one of the two ties.
He felt himself very clearly and resumed his previous life alone.
After work, he was sitting at the dining table, alone. Jiang Yan ate the meal in depression, and his mood gradually dropped.
On the sofa, the TV was blaring, and he was alone. No one would come over to sit in his arms, numb his arms, and watch a movie together.
When I went to bed, there was no warmth for the baby in my arms. Jiang Jian began to find it difficult to fall asleep again.
When he fell asleep, all those Shen drunkenly told him about breaking up, and he woke up like a nightmare. He turned his head, looked at the street lights outside the window, and began to think about Shen.
Shen is no longer Shen Yun.
Not funny.
In the beginning, he was very close to Shen Yun because of Shen Yun's resemblance to Shen Yun. Now it is Shen Yun who he misses so much.
Shen Yun, who was out of reach at first, came to lick him.
Every weekend, Shen Yun would appear at his home, acting like the main character in the house, changing out some small things from time to time.
Jiang Yan doesn't care about these little things. For example, tissue boxes, ashtrays, a few extra pots of green plants, a few extra Shen Yun's coats...
When he walked into the master bedroom belonging to Jiang Wei and Shen Ye, put on Jiang Wei's white shirt, and Jiang Wei opened the door.
"Change it and throw it away." The man looked at him coldly.
Shen Yun's eyes were moist, "I..."
He didn't listen, so he walked over wearing a white shirt that reached above his knees and reached his thighs, looming. He walked up to Jiang Wen and leaned gently into the man's arms.
"Jiang Wei, when I see you again, all the love I had for you comes out." Shen Yun's eyes were red with tears and his hands were shaking, "I know I shouldn't tell you this now, but...but I can't bear it. live……"
Shen Yun gently held the man's face, stood on tiptoes, and slowly squinted his eyes.
The man took a step back, and Shen Yun staggered, feeling extremely embarrassed, ashamed and angry, "Jiang Wei!"
"Because you are Shen Ji's younger brother, that's why I let you come into the house. Don't go too far."
It was Jiang Wei's turn to reject Shen Yun's confession.
He didn't refuse just now because he wanted to test whether the youth he had always missed was really so profound.
Shen Yun's approach made him clearly know that even though Shen Yun was not drunk, his body and heart were rejecting him.
Do I really still have undying feelings for the boy in the white school uniform in my youth?
But in fact, it has long since disappeared with the passage of time.
What I can't forget is the unbearable feeling after being rejected.
Now Shen Yun's treatment of him made his unbearable feeling disappear.
But his rejection made Shen Yun unbearable.
Now, Jiang Wei has no feelings for Shen Yun. The only connection with him is Shen Yun.
During the days he was with Shen Ying, he had quietly fallen in love with Shen Ying, fell in love with Shen Ying as a person, and fell in love with him without using him as any substitute.
Although at first, he did take pleasure in mischief.