Fortunately, the headache came and went quickly, and it lasted only a few breaths.
Bingyue sorted out this sudden memory for a while.
It's so amazing, this is the memory of a little girl with the same name as her.
This little girl is about to turn fifteen. In my memory, she was born on an early morning in spring. On the day of her birth, the east was shrouded in haze for a long time. The elders in the family said that this was an auspicious sign.
Unfortunately, less than an hour after she was born, her mother Yan Hua passed away due to postpartum weakness, which added a lot of gloom to the Bing family's joy of having a baby.
A few years later, when the little girl was five years old, her father, Bing Wuji, who loved her, died unexpectedly while out handling family affairs. The reason has not yet been identified.
Her father was a leader among the unknown members of the Bing family, and several clan elders planned to wait for her father to gain experience for a few more years before proposing to designate him as the young master of the Bing family.
But he passed away so suddenly...
I don’t know which courtyard of Bing Mansion the news first came from, saying that Bing Yue’s horoscope was too strong and was born to defeat relatives.
Thinking about it, she lost her mother when she was born, and lost her father five years later. In just five years, her biological parents were killed one after another. Who will be hindered in the future...
Immediately afterwards, the rumor that Bingyue was destined to defeat his relatives quickly spread throughout the entire Bing Mansion, and then spread throughout the entire Imperial City. Now, I'm afraid it has spread throughout the entire Yeyue Kingdom, right?
The five-year-old Tong Bingyue, who originally experienced the pain of bereavement, is becoming increasingly depressed. Coupled with the spread of such unbearable rumors, she gradually becomes the target of bullying by some cousins in the clan.
The brothers and sisters of the Bing family either ignored her or thought that little Bingyue would bring them misfortune. They would either avoid her or bully her when they saw her. Anyway, the brothers and sisters were caring and caring.
Bingyue never dared to hope for anything.
As for Bingyue, she has never cared about them. Firstly, others don't need her, and secondly, she is afraid that the more she cares about someone, she will bring undue misfortune to someone...
In Xiao Bingyue's memory of the past fourteen years, it can be said that she was very unpopular with her brothers and sisters in the Bing family, and she did not dare to see others if she had no chance.
Nowadays, except for Bingyue's biological grandfather and the fifth elder of the Bing family, Bingshan, there is no one in the Bing family who loves and protects her.
Devastated by the successive deaths of her parents, even Bingyue herself thought she was an ominous person for the past ten years!
Without friends to play with, a childhood that was especially marginalized was full of shadows, and Bingyue, who gradually denied herself, had no idea of survival.
Because of this, Xiao Bingyue, like Bingyue, is also born without love.
The two of them really have a close relationship!
Although the poor child was beaten to death by her cousin, there was no resentment in her mood, but a hint of relief.
The most distressing thing is that the child's subconscious is full of hope. She hopes that after death, she can return to her parents smoothly. Although she has never seen her mother, she is absolutely certain that her mother will
Mother must be the gentlest and gentlest woman in the world...
Xiao Bingyue felt that after she died, she would no longer be able to hold back her parents. She could live with the parents she longed for, so what if she died? Anyway, she was an unlucky person, and she shouldn't have stayed here in the first place.
No more harm to others in the world.
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In what kind of desperate state of mind could a little girl under the age of fifteen have such heart-wrenching expectations? It’s too much! Even a little girl without a father and mother is not spared, and
Inhumane?
The poor little guy didn't know why she was beaten to death until her death. She could only guess that the fourth sister probably disliked her as an ominous person and beat her to death for the good of the family.
An ominous person? Humph, Bingyue doesn’t believe in this evil!
I don't know where this poor child's soul is now, and why she chose to pass this memory to her. Bingyue feels that she is just a ghost now. Even if she wants to fight for this little girl, she can't.
I'm afraid that my heart is full but my strength is not enough.
At this time, Bingyue's whole body was still tormented by pervasive pain. She didn't know whether it was because the pain lasted for a long time and her soul was unbearable or because she was numb from the pain. Anyway, there was a trace of tiredness, and it didn't take long.
Son, she actually felt confused. She didn't know whether she fell asleep or fainted...
I don’t know how long it took, but when Bingyue opened her eyes again, she was extremely surprised to find that she was actually bathed in sunlight!
Sunshine? Really sunshine!
Shouldn't she have turned into a ghost? According to legend, isn't the soul most afraid of seeing the sun? Is this a flashback? God, even her soul will not be spared? Is she about to die?
Bingyue turned on the random thinking mode again, and she found that she was really not like the person she was before her death!
In the past, she was always so indifferent no matter what happened, even if the mountain collapsed in front of her, she would not be moved at all. How could she be so easy to think about now!
Now that he has just died, he is still thinking wildly over and over again!
Feeling that she had been humiliated, Bingyue quickly closed her eyes and waited quietly for her complete dissipation from this world...
Time passed by minute by second, and Bingyue felt that she had been lying on the green grass waiting for her soul to fly away for at least two quarters of an hour, but why was she still there? Could it be that her soul was extremely powerful, so powerful?
Aren't you afraid of the sun?
Forget it, before your soul dissipates, let’s seize the time to take one last look at this lush green prairie!
Thinking this, Bingyue naturally opened her eyes, subconsciously turned over and sat up, and subconsciously supported her head with her hands... (To be continued)