Their kindness to themselves comes entirely from their past lives.
Or it could be said that it was because the soul's strength in the previous life was so shocked that he couldn't think of anything else.
So,
What are their thoughts on this life?
Logically speaking, with the soul of the previous life supporting you, you must be so happy that you are almost floating?
I don't feel that way at all.
I always feel melancholy in my heart, or maybe their status in my heart has dropped a bit.
At least, until I understand the real facts, I won’t dare to believe it easily even when facing Huang Jinyan.
There is no other reason.
After all, the soul of the previous life is still there.
My current self is useless, or rather, useless.
Although, the past life and the present life are the same me.
However, in consciousness, personality, and thoughts are completely different.
I don’t want the soul from my previous life to dominate my consciousness. In this life, I just want to live for myself.
Maybe, some people will ridicule and say that no matter whether in the past life or in the present life, they are still the same person after all. How can they tell the difference so clearly?
In fact, although what he said is correct, it is the only thing that was overlooked.
Two consciousnesses.
Give a very simple example.
When you sleep, use surveillance to record it.
You will find that when you sleep, every unconscious move will make you feel that the person you are sleeping with, although it is you, is completely the most familiar stranger.
Of course, this is just the difference between the unconscious and the conscious.
Then, it is not difficult to imagine that you are facing a mirror and fistfighting with you in the mirror, but you lose.
Although it is the same person, do you really regard it as your true self?
Everyone has only one independent thought. No matter how big your heart is, you can completely accept the existence of another independent consciousness.
Then, here comes a simpler example.
Do you want your beloved partner to be in contact with another independent self, or even do what you like?
At that moment, you will realize that only you are the real yourself. Even if another person is a complete copy of yourself, because of the difference in consciousness, you will eventually regard it as another person, not a completely different person.
It's myself.
The facts, like the examples cited, are hard to accept.
He turned around, glanced at Li Shuangjing, said nothing, and returned to the bedroom.
A thought suddenly came to my mind.
Live the life you want, not for anyone, not for anything, just for yourself.
I am the dividing line...
As soon as it dawned, I didn't stay in bed and got up early.
I want to find a job and support myself.
Don't rely on any of them.
It is better to rely on yourself than to rely on others.
What Huang Jinyan, what Li Shuangjing.
You are all just people related to your previous lives.
In this life, you are living for yourselves in the previous life, while I am living for the present life.
You take Yangguan Road, I'll take Naihe Bridge.
Well water, not river water.
"Brother Xiao, where are you?"
As soon as he walked out of the gate of the community, Wei Ziqing called.
"The gate of the community."
After saying this, looking at this colorful world, I couldn't help but feel a little emotional.
No matter what kind of relationship Wei Ziqing had with him in his previous life.
At least, in this life, only he is the real good brother, not the brother who got together with him because of his soul in the previous life.
He said that he had contacted me and would look at the house at noon and then sign the contract.
I thought about it and said just follow the instructions. If you have any difficulties, just call me.
"OK!"
Hang up the phone and turn off the phone in a blink of an eye.
Looking at the house and signing the contract probably won't cause any trouble.
One and a half million, Wei Yan can accept it.
Each room in this community has its own characteristics. Basically, there is nothing wrong with it.
The main reason for shutting down is that I want to be alone and clean, and don't want to get entangled in things.
I came to this convenience store again, and the young owner was still typing on the keyboard.
"Boss, please lend me a computer."
He took out ten dollars from his pocket and put it on the counter.
"Um?"
He was stunned: "What are you doing?"
"Help me find places that are hiring."
"Oh." He suddenly realized: "Are you looking for a job?"
He stood up and pointed toward the door.
I looked over and saw a piece of white paper taped to the glass door.
It vaguely resembles the word "recruitment".
I walked up and took a look. This convenience store was looking for a clerk. The price was 3,000 yuan a month with full attendance and two meals included.
"When do you go to work?"
I don't care whether the salary is high or low.
Find a job first and save some money before you can think about finding a high-paying job.
If you look for a high-paying job from the beginning, won’t you starve to death on the streets?
It’s not that I don’t understand the truth that everything is difficult at the beginning.
"I ask
boss."
He picked up the phone and dialed.
After a while, he nodded and hung up the phone.
"The boss said that the probation period is two days, and if you do well, you can continue to work."
"OK."
I nodded in agreement, took out a pack of cigarettes from the cabinet, and added another ten yuan.
"May I have your name?"
"Xiao Chen."
He nodded and smiled: "My name is Wang Shaochen, and we will be colleagues from now on."
He is only twenty-two or three years old, about the same age as me. This enthusiasm makes me a little surprised.
"You stay with me to take care of you for one day first. Tomorrow you will work the day shift and I will work the night shift. We will change once a week."
"OK."
This episode actually made me smile with satisfaction.
As soon as I left home, I found a job, which was quite close to home.
All morning, he sat at the counter and typed on the keyboard.
I glanced at the screen and asked him what he was writing.
"novel."
"Oh?" I became interested: "I can't tell that at such a young age, he is still a novelist!"
"I can't afford the title of novelist!" He shook his head repeatedly and said with a wry smile: "In my spare time, I just work hard on my ideal journey."
"Are you writing a ghost story?"
Simply, he moved the chair and took a look aside.
"Luring souls?"
When I saw the title, I was stunned.
"Yes, attracting souls means bringing ghosts back to the underworld."
"Take it back to the underworld?" I was shocked.
Could it be that this kid is also a sinner?
But there are no traces of evil anywhere on his body?
"Do you believe there are ghosts in the world?"
He turned his head and asked me softly.
"..."
I am too lazy to recall how many people have asked me this.
Seeing that I didn't say anything, he smiled and said, "It's normal not to believe it."
"So, you've seen it?"
"That's not true." He shook his head: "There are many folk rumors, and there are also many on the Internet."
"What if it's made up?"
"Making it up?" He suddenly smiled: "Nothing in the world is groundless, why don't you make up something that the world doesn't know?"
I was stunned. What he said did make some sense. Without reference or what really happened, it was really difficult to imagine something out of thin air that the world didn't know.