"How is that possible?" Su Yizhi laughed at himself and denied it without even thinking.
This is strange. If you don't like him, why should you care about him and delete him?
The two were silent for a long time, and Su Yizhi added, "But he likes you. When he was at a low point in his life, when he wanted to commit suicide again and again, the messages you sent him became the motivation for him to live.
"
Su Yizhi turned to look at him. Although his eyes were still so indifferent, he was still much more serious.
But his words confused Lin Yan, "Who? Who are you talking about?"
Su Yizhi did not answer him and continued to talk to himself, "Maybe your previous words were just unconscious concern and careless warmth, but they were a rare life-saving straw for him."
"No one would follow someone else online for no reason unless they are relatives, but your words still moved him."
Lin Yan finally understood why Yan Zelin said that he was mentally ill. Judging from this, he should be seriously ill.
"I don't quite understand what you mean by these words. Is the 'him' you are talking about yourself?"
Su Yizhi fell silent. He met Lin Yan's gaze, as if trying to look into a hole in him.
Only then did Lin Yan realize that his eyes seemed to have no focus, and everything he looked at was empty.
But when he went to find Jiang Yubai and met him, he clearly saw a trace of innocence in his eyes.
How long has it been since then? Can a person change so quickly?
"Lin Yan." Su Yizhi suddenly called him again, "Are you serious about Jiang Yubai?"
Lin Yan felt like he was being judged. If he said no, Su Yizhi might push him off the tall building.
"Jiang Yubai is the only person he admires, so he is willing to quit. If you just play with Jiang Yubai like you play with other people, then I will definitely not let you go."
When Su Yizhi said this, a trace of cruelty flashed in his eyes, as if he could kill the person in front of him at random.
Lin Yan wiped the non-existent sweat on his forehead, "I wouldn't do that to Jiang Yubai."
He finally understood what was going on with Su Yizhi's brain illness, probably schizophrenia.
Yan Zelin said that something he had encountered before left a shadow, so it became like this.
"It's best like this." Even so, Su Yizhi's eyes still didn't soften at all, "If you really play tricks on Jiang Yubai, not only Jiang Yubai will be sad, but he will be sad too, and everyone will be sad.
Can't save you."
Lin Yan was not threatened by his words. If that time came, the original owner would probably be at the end of his life, so how could he be afraid of him.
"Can you tell me what happened to you before? Why are you like this?"
He was still curious about what Su Yizhi had encountered before.
"You don't need to know." Su Yizhi turned around and left quickly.
"But didn't you say he likes me? If it were him, he would tell me." Lin Yan looked at his back and made a bet.
Let's see if Su Yizhi really cares about his other personality.
As expected, Su Yizhi stopped and hesitated for a long time before telling Lin Yan the matter.
Probably, when Su Yizhi was about thirteen or fourteen years old, his father often went out to socialize and drink, and he got very drunk.
And every time he came home after drinking, he and his mother would be beaten and scolded.
But just like that, Su Yizhi would not have mental problems.
The key is that Su's father is a complete pervert. When he was drinking, he went online to search for various ancient torture methods to use on him and his mother.
His mother originally wanted to take Su Yizhi away, but when she was caught back.
The father that Su Yi thought of actually forced him in front of his mother in order to punish him.
His mother had a nervous breakdown and fainted on the spot. At this time, Su Yizhi also had a mental abnormality and another personality appeared.
Later, about two or three years later, his mother chose to commit suicide because she could not bear to watch her son suffer such torture.
Before he died, his mother told him that he was not his biological child.
Su Yizhi's spirit is getting more and more broken, so can he treat him like this if he is not his biological child?
On the day the police arrived, his father put on a good show and made everyone think that his mother had really committed suicide.
Su Yizhi originally wanted to tell the police all the truth, but another personality told him that it would be too cheap for him to do it hastily.
So Su Yizhi has been holding back.
It was not until later that Jiang Yubai's mother married into the Su family.