Chapter 860 of the main text of Proud Cang Shen: Let me die! “…………”
Long Xinglin reached for the door handle and paused before opening the door. He glanced back. Although he couldn't see it, he felt how intense the eager eyes of the seniors were. Although he didn't show it,
But you can feel it just by feeling it.
In fact, Long Xinglin didn't want to do this, especially under the eager eyes of so many senior students. This feeling was like dying. Fortunately, the senior student who had an objection to him now put aside his prejudice, otherwise
, it’s impossible to go now, and it’s impossible not to go, there is a tiger in front and a wolf in the back.
"..."
After Long Xinglin took a deep breath, he smiled bitterly at the door and gently pushed the door open against the intense gaze behind him.
Entering it, the familiar fragrance hits your nostrils.
Long Xinglin paused for a moment, tilted his head slightly and glanced outside the door. After retracting his gaze, he went inside. Long Xinglin also deliberately did not close the door. This was also convenient for the senior sisters if something happened.
Arrived quickly.
I walked past the screen to the other side, then gently opened the door and saw the person on the bed.
She curled up at the corner of the bed with her hands around her knees, her face buried in her knees, her fists clenched, and her slender shoulders trembling. Even though it had been ten days since she woke up, the grief in her heart did not diminish.
Seeing the cheerful and lively senior Qin Xin who had always loved to smile become like this, Long Xinglin felt a pang in his heart. In any case, the relationship between him and senior Qin Xin was the best among all the seniors.
, but there is nothing he can do about Senior Sister Qinxin like this.
"..."
Long Xinglin walked softly towards the bed. As he approached, he heard a small cry.
As if she felt someone approaching, Senior Sister Qinxin raised her head and looked at the person. When she saw who it was, her whole body was suddenly froze.
"...just like a little cat."
After meeting Senior Qinxin's eyes, Long Xinglin was stunned. Although Senior Qinxin had her back to the window, Long Xinglin still saw Senior Qinxin's eyes were red and she was obviously crying.
I have been crying for a long time, or these days. How can anyone not cry after losing a loved one?
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
Seeing Long Xinglin, the tip of Senior Qinxin's nose felt sour. After Long Xinglin's words, she couldn't help but shed tears, and cried loudly. The tears flowed down the snow-white jade legs.
And down.
The cry echoed throughout the entire pavilion.
"Senior sister..."
It was impossible for Long Xinglin to remain indifferent to Senior Qin Xin's appearance, so he quickly walked towards Senior Qin Xin beside the bed.
"..."
Then, he gently patted Senior Qin Xin on the back.
"...!?"
However, Senior Sister Qin Xin hugged Long Xinglin, buried her head in Long Xinglin's chest and cried loudly. This made Long Xinglin panic. Long Xinglin's first reaction was to send Qin Xin Xue to the hospital
Sister pushed away, but now Senior Sister Qinxin... He really... Senior Sister Qinxin needs someone to rely on at this time, will he be?
But that’s it for now. At least in this way, Senior Qinxin will feel better.
On the chest, Senior Sister Qin Xin was already sobbing, and her fists kept hitting Long Xinglin's back. Senior Sister Qin Xin's cries contained sorrow and questions.
"...I'm sorry..." Long Xinglin had nothing to say to Senior Qin Xin's question, and finally said softly.
"At that time!! I always...thought you would come! Always! Always!! But!! In the end it didn't!!"
Her voice kept getting louder as she sobbed, with a hint of grievance.
"……sorry……"
Long Xinglin really didn't know what to say other than saying sorry. At that time, he was still in the fantasy world and on his way back to the Luo world.
"...It's all useless for me. If my strength... is as strong as Dreamland Jade, I can protect my people!! It's just that I'm useless! I can't protect my people, I just watch them being killed.
I can’t do anything on my own!! I’m useless, I’m useless!!”
Senior Sister Qinxin blames herself in grief.
"..."
Long Xinglin didn't know the reason, so he really didn't know what to say. After that, he murmured to himself: "Jie, this is what you want, do you care whether she wants to live or die?"
At this time, Long Xinglin really wanted to tell the story about the recovery of the Linglong clan, but Jie said that he couldn't tell it no matter what, no matter how hard Senior Qinxin wanted to die, he couldn't tell it.
"Senior sister, don't blame yourself too much. This is not your fault."
Senior Qin Xin thought it was her fault, but it was not.
Senior Sister Qinxin cried for about ten minutes before she stopped.
"Junior, please kill me!"
However, the first thing Senior Qin Xin said when she stopped crying was to ask Long Xinglin to kill her.
"Senior, what did you say?"
Long Xinglin was stunned. Is this what Senior Qin Xin said? She wants him to kill her!
"You killed me!"
Senior Sister Qin Xin is already in despair, her beautiful eyes are filled with despair.
"I won't kill you! I can't do this kind of thing! Besides! Why should I kill you!"
Senior Sister Qin Xin finished speaking one second, and Long Xinglin retorted directly the next second with a very firm attitude. What kind of joke are you asking him to kill someone? Killing others is impossible, so he wants to kill Senior Sister Qin Xin? Impossible!
"Senior! Calm down!!"
Long Xinglin broke away from Senior Qinxin's "embrace" and grabbed Senior Qinxin's shoulders with both hands, speaking in a serious but determined tone.
"I have nothing left! What's the point of living!... What's the point of my life! You are my junior, kill me!!"
Senior Sister Qinxin tilted her head in grief, and she was so weak that she was about to fall down.
"You have nothing? You are wrong! You still have it! Everyone in the Spiritual Academy! You still have everyone in the Spiritual Academy!! Everyone is worried about you!... Living is not meaningless! Living is better than anything else!
Isn’t that what people do to survive?... Why should I kill you to be your junior! Then I’d rather not be your junior!”
Long Xinglin shook his head and looked at Senior Sister Qinxin firmly.
"...!!"
Senior Sister Qinxin pushed away Long Xinglin's hands, took a dagger from somewhere, and stabbed her in the stomach.
"...!!Are you crazy!!?"
When Long Xinglin saw this, he reached out and grabbed the blade tightly. His palm seemed to have been bitten by something, and blood flowed out along the dagger.
"Junior..."
When Senior Sister Qin Xin saw this, she never thought it would be like this, and she was completely dumbfounded.
"Let go!!"
Long Xinglin arrogantly snatched the dagger from Senior Qin Xin's hand. Then he threw it to the ground, making a "ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding" sound.
"...I want you to kill me but you won't, and you won't let me kill myself!! What on earth do you want?"
Senior Sister Qin Xin's pretty face looked much haggard.
"...I want you to live!!...Hmph...Kill you...Then the other seniors will have to chase me to the ends of the earth...You have to know that it's scary when they go crazy!...Especially
It's that Mu Yueyun! Then go crazy, you
I have never seen it before. When Mu Yueyun goes crazy, she eats people without spitting out their bones. Moreover, her relationship with you is extraordinary. If you do this, she will kill me." Long Xinglin said.
More, just to make Senior Qin Xin think more openly.
…………
"screw you!"
Senior Mu Yueyun, who was on the other side of the screen, was unhappy when Long Xinglin said that to her. When did she stop eating people without spitting out their bones?
"..."
The other seniors also glanced at Senior Mu Yueyun. Long Xinglin's evaluation was like this. If you eat people without spitting out the bones, it's no wonder Mu Yueyun was unhappy.
…………
"...Then what do you want from me?"
Senior Sister Qin Xin just wants to die.
"Living..., only living, and living is better than anything else." Long Xinglin said.
"I'm like this... alive...?"
Senior Sister Qinxin cried and shook her head.
"..."
Long Xinglin knew that he didn't know how to communicate, especially about things like this. He really didn't know how to say it. All he could do was comfort Senior Sister Qinxin as much as possible without touching those sensitive topics. However,
This was very difficult for him. He was worried that if he accidentally said something he shouldn't have said, the situation would definitely get out of control.
"You do this! Are you worthy of the senior sisters who risked their lives to save you?! Are you doing this! Are you worthy of the senior sisters who worked hard to find your broken limbs?!"
Long Xinglin was serious and raised his voice. He also hoped to use this to calm down Senior Qinxin at this time.
…………
"..."
When the senior students outside the screen heard Long Xinglin talking about the broken limbs, they were all stunned. Wasn't he the one who found the broken limbs? How did they close it?
This "reward based on merit" thing...you don't have to "reward" anymore, right?
None of the senior students knew what Long Xinglin meant by what he said. The first part was right, but the second part was wrong. Do you want to be so unfair to yourself?
"This junior..."
The senior students just sighed.
…………
"Let me die!"
Senior Qinxin's pretty face was filled with sadness and tears, which made Long Xinglin not know what to do for a while.
"Okay, okay, let you die!"
After saying that, Long Xinglin slashed the back of Senior Qinxin's neck with his knife. When Senior Qinxin was about to collapse, Long Xinglin took the knife and let Senior Qinxin lie on the bed.
"You're going to die now..."
Long Xinglin breathed a sigh of relief. He also knew that it was wrong to do this, but Senior Qinxin's reaction just now was too exciting. If he didn't stop, he really didn't know what would happen next?
"Oh, this kind of thing..."
Long Xinglin really didn't know what to do, "Go talk to the seniors..."
After saying that, he helped senior Qin Xin cover the quilt, then got up and left.
However, when he walked to the screen and subconsciously looked to the right, he almost frightened him out of his wits.
"Senior sister, you..."
Long Xinglin glanced at it, then quickly turned around and looked at the eight senior students with different expressions. Long Xinglin lowered his voice very low and said, "...What are you doing?"
If this is the case, then all eight senior sisters have heard what senior sister Qin Xin said.
"..."
The senior students glanced at Long Xinglin who overreacted, especially senior Mu Yueyun, who only glanced at him because of the comment made by Long Xinglin just now.
"I was worried about Qinxin... so I came to take a look..." Senior Sister Mu Yueyun said.
"Then you heard what you just said."
Speaking of what he just said, Long Xinglin glanced at Senior Mu Yueyun and commented on Senior Mu Yueyun just now. Senior Mu Yueyun must have heard it too.
"well……"
In this regard, the senior students can only sigh, this matter is really difficult...