What you find is good for a thousand days, but it is not as good as withering in one night.
The more you cherish it, the more suddenly the time when you feel happy will disappear. And the moment it disappears, it is like all the joys and sorrows come. It was sweet at the beginning, but now it is bitter.
After experiencing the pain of losing a loved one, she knew better that she should cherish the people who are still with her at the moment. This heavy lesson made Lu Yunqian, who was not silent about the world, understand that everything around her might be possible when the sun rises the next day.
She has changed since she was young, but even so, she is full of enthusiasm and hope for life and is still unwilling to accept the worst outcome. She questions the outcome from her heart, rejects and resists, and even makes herself look a little uncomfortable.
normal.
Lu Yunqian stared blankly at the screen, but the bright colors on the screen were all gray in her eyes, like a colorless desert. Just when her nose started to feel sore, she suddenly remembered the promise she had made to her brother over the phone in the morning.
She would cry again, so she immediately sniffed and held her breath tightly, holding back her tears, but her eyes were red.
It was exactly two months ago that this kind of thing happened last time, in early September before he came to school. At that time, Heng Dao Yijian had a big quarrel with her and then disappeared from the game. He did not appear until a month ago, but he
She has forgotten many things. Lu Yunqian is very aware of how difficult it was for her during the time when he disappeared, so now she is even more afraid that the scene at that time will reappear, so scared that even her breathing begins to tremble.
Did I do something wrong? Are you going to punish me in this way again?
If you are ignoring me on purpose, can you give me a chance to make up for my mistake, even if you just say a word...
She looked at the figure in the Hengdao Yijian game and asked herself desperately, wondering if he had done anything recently that made him very angry. However, she couldn't think of anything that could quarrel with Yue Yue.
This crisis was comparable, and she believed that Hengdao Yijian would never leave without saying a word this time.
Because, he promised himself.
"Hey, stop playing. I have promised my brother that I will not cry again. Don't force me to break the agreement with my brother. I admit that I am stupid. I don't know when I will make you angry again. If you are doing it for
Can you please forgive me if I left in anger? Because you are really, really important to me, really, really, really important, so important that I hope to be with you for the rest of my life! Even if I don’t find a boyfriend, even if I don’t go to school
, Even if I starve to death here holding my computer, I don’t want to be separated from you..."
"It's so cold, Hengdaoyijian. I've been sitting here for three hours and haven't done anything. I haven't finished today's training. Why don't you come out and reprimand me? Where are you?
"
"...Did you pretend to disappear? You just refused to talk to me and tricked me into leaving. If you are really here, you can even scold me and make a sound!" Lu Yunqian was almost collapsed.
He bit his lower lip tightly, stretched out his trembling hands and hugged his body tightly. His whole body was curled up in the chair, and his defensive egg-shaped posture appeared again. Only his eyes, although red, still refused to shed a single tear.
Staring at the screen blankly, expecting that familiar voice to appear again.
Minutes passed, and when she saw no response in the game, she finally lowered her eyelids in disappointment: "I'm so stupid... You would never lie to me, so why would you deliberately avoid me at this time? You always
You think about everything for me and do everything so rationally, so you have no reason to leave me for no reason, unless..."
unless……
He was taken back by someone, someone who gave her this gift.
Thinking of this, Lu Yunqian felt a chill in her heart. She didn't know whether to pray or curse the person who controlled the Heng Dao Yi Sword. Although even a living life would be taken away by God at any time, let alone someone like the Heng Dao Yi Sword.
Such a weird and supernatural existence. But if you look at it this way, his departure and his arrival are not just accidents of fate. There must be some reason for such a result, and this reason is very important.
Maybe it has something to do with myself and my brother.
If you can find this reason, you may be able to retrieve the Hengdaoyijian!
Lu Yunqian's eyes suddenly became determined from the loss. She raised her head and looked at Heng Daoyijian and said calmly: "You will come back. I will wait for you. I will wait for you. I will wait for you here. You must
...I want to come back!"
At three o'clock in the morning, it was already dark outside the winter window, not even the scattered moonlight. Liu Jiangqing moved her tired shoulders, picked up the unopened takeout lunch box that was placed on the table, and walked out of the bedroom, preparing to go to the kitchen.
Heat it up in the microwave for a snack. As soon as he walked into the living room, he found a piece of white light shining from the right side. When he turned around, he saw that it was a large piece of light shining from the side where he was lying. He couldn't help but take a step towards that side and found that it was on his side.
The entire door of the bedroom was open, and one could even directly see Lu Yunqian curled up on the computer chair.
This girl, sat in front of the computer all night?
Liu Jiangqing looked at her back and suddenly had questions in her heart, but she forgot that she had also been sitting in front of the computer all night.
He didn't like to step into other people's rooms and didn't want to get into trouble. He pretended not to notice and went to the kitchen. He heated up the rice and returned to his bedroom. However, even though he was back in front of the computer, he felt a little unappetizing.
Lu Yunqian's somewhat sickly figure was always shaking, as if sending a distress signal. After eating half way through, he wiped his mouth, dropped his chopsticks and walked out, standing uneasily in the living room and glancing at the side lying on his side.
Even if you have to stay up late playing games, there is no need to open the door so wide.
Dong Dong...
Liu Jiangqing politely stood at the door of the side bed and knocked on the wide open door next to her. When she was about to open her mouth to ask, she saw the petite figure sitting in front of the computer slowly turning his head this way like a robot.
I saw that the originally pink face had a gloomy complexion, with long hair draped messily on the shoulders, and huge white headphones on both ears, which made the face even more bleak and lonely, and the red and swollen eyes made the face even more bleak and lonely.
It looked terrifying, as if a delicate flower had just been bullied by wind and rain.
He was shocked when he saw this. He knew something must have happened, but he couldn't express his concern immediately, so he asked calmly:
"Why aren't you sleeping yet?"
"...I'm waiting for someone."
Lu Yunqian opened her mouth and replied in a hoarse voice. The sound took three or four seconds from the time she opened her mouth to the time it came out. It seemed that she had to use a lot of effort to say it, and it sounded like two pieces of sandpaper being slowly rubbed together. It was so dry.
It was completely different from the soft voice she used to speak in, but it was a little more penetrating.