The two thick exercise books were placed on the heavy glass coffee table. Su Mu said that one was a textbook he had used and filled with notes, and the other was carefully selected by him.
He also said that when these two things are used together, they are like a fish in water and get twice the result with half the effort.
"Crack."
Ye Chuxia grabbed the exercise book and stared at the two gilded characters 'College Entrance Examination'.
If this matter were summarized into one paragraph, it would undoubtedly be the senior saying to himself: "You are just a child."
right.
Fundamentally, in the eyes of my senior, I and he are not in the same circle at all.
Not only the social circle, but also the age.
"Do you want anything more to eat?"
The key is.
Ye Chuxia felt very awkward.
Just like now, sitting on the sofa, whenever Su Mu asked this question with concern, he immediately smiled like a puppy wagging its tail.
But when he lowered his head and glanced at the two books of information, another burst of jealousy rose from the ground.
Just like when I was asked about those two girls yesterday.
Why?
If the whole thing is a game, why should I be excluded and become an NPC at the entrance of the village to guide the players?
"Why does senior have to give me something like this?"
Ye Chuxia bit her lips and did not look at Su Mu's face.
She was not well-received. If she was noticed at this time, wouldn't she be even more disliked? She didn't want that.
"Actually, I originally planned to give you earrings or something, but think about it, aren't you a fashionista? You're probably not very interested in ordinary gadgets."
While cleaning up in the kitchen, Su Mu said: "It just so happened that my sister took me to meet some students yesterday. I thought it was right. Although you are in the modeling circle, you are still a student after all. You will take the college entrance examination soon.
, I think for students, the most suitable thing is to learn something."
"Don't underestimate the review questions in the book I took notes on. I relied on them to pass the admission exam of Dongshi High School."
"All in all, I think a mixed circle is a mixed circle, but knowledge is equally important. It can change a person's cognition."
Su Mu said seriously: "The more you learn, it will definitely help you in the circle. Don't fall behind in learning just because you are in a circle. At the very least, it is good to at least have a person who loves to learn.
Well."
"Then what senior means is that I am classified in the younger sister's line?"
Ye Chuxia lowered her head and stared at the words "College Entrance Examination".
"If it can be less noisy, having a sister who is involved in the modeling circle doesn't sound bad."
Su Mu smiled.
"Oh, that's right."
Ye Chuxia smiled and stood up.
"Thank you, senior."
"No. If you can use it well, I will be very happy. It can be regarded as fulfilling a long-cherished wish of mine."
"Long cherished wish?"
"Ah, it's just a past that I can't bear to look back on. It's not worth mentioning."
Su Mu smiled bitterly.
There was once a recommendation spot placed in front of him, but he didn't cherish it. If we could come together again, he would definitely write the words "Winter University" neatly on the application form.
"oh."
Ye Chuxia was not in the mood to learn about the past. She grabbed the two exercise books and said, "Senior, I'm a little tired. Let's rest first."
"Um."
Ye Chuxia silently took a peek at Su Mu. She could only take a look when Su Mu's back was turned to this side.
He will leave tomorrow.
"By the way, has senior's new job been settled?"
Before entering the door, Ye Chuxia asked.
"I haven't found one officially yet, but I have a good part-time job as a tutor."
"Tutor. It should be quite suitable for seniors."
Ye Chuxia praised and retreated into the room.
yes.
A senior who likes to preach to others is really suitable for tutoring.
Ye Chuxia was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling motionless.
"So, do you regard me as a student who can study conscientiously?"
"Senior, isn't studying just to make more money in the future?"
"But I can already make a lot of money just by being in this circle."
"Why do I have to take the materials sent by my seniors and review them carefully?"
"Why do I have to ask for a gift like this?"
"I do not need."
"I don't need it, I don't want this."
"Obviously earrings and other gadgets are enough, why should senior deny it?"
"Why do you think I will look down on you?"
"The things sent by seniors are much more meaningful than those fashionable but worthless things. Why don't you understand?"
Ye Chuxia's eyes fell on the two exercise books placed on the bedside table.
disgust.
Very annoying.
Their existence is like reminding Ye Chuxia all the time that you are just a child in his eyes, a child who is not even qualified to compare with those two girls. You just need to study hard and wait obediently.
Asking your seniors to praise you for "you work really hard" is like praising a child.
child.
child.
Who is the child?!
"Snapped."
She grabbed the exercise books, ran to the window angrily, and threw them out.
There was no one in the dark suburbs outside, and no one knew where the two exercise books had fallen.
They disappeared.
It has indeed disappeared, at least it cannot be seen from Ye Chuxia's sight.
But the hollow feeling in her heart became bigger and more impatient.
Even if she throws it away, she can't prove to her predecessors that she is not a child. She thought.
Senior will leave tomorrow.
I have to leave this place. The new place is a tutor somewhere.
Something must be done.
Something must be done.
Just throwing away the gift childishly is just like a child. Ye Chuxia grabbed the phone and wanted to send a message to Mori Xiaolu.
But I don’t want to post it.
As Mori Xiaolu said before, she can only be a wingman and make suggestions. At the most critical moment, she still has to rely on herself.
It's not that my sister is falling in love with her senior, it's me.
Understood.
Ye Chuxia put down her mobile phone and sat upright in front of the desk again.
She wants to compose lyrics.
My career is missing a song of my own.
I am missing the emotions I want to express clearly to the important people.
If you want to write something, you should write out your feelings, put it in a message in an envelope that clearly expresses your feelings, and put one in tomorrow's performance list.
I don't care what makes people laugh.
I don't care about childishness.
Just to express.
You can even hug your senior’s lap on the street, so why should you be so timid when it comes to expressing your true feelings?
I want to express.
You need to write a song that can truly interpret yourself, and you need to write a love letter that allows your seniors to see through your true nature.
Otherwise, it would be too pitiful to just watch your seniors choose between options a and b, excluding yourself from option c.
She wants to write an interpretation manual about herself.
“···”
"This is an instruction manual for me."
Ye Chuxia wrote without hesitation: "Please read this manual carefully before getting to know me."
"Please forgive me for being willful and unreasonable."