Ye Chuxia failed in the competition she participated in.
That's natural.
Ye Chuxia knew it as soon as she opened her mouth and saw the frowned and unhappy faces of the special guests. In other words, it was good to have a minute to show off to herself.
"Chu Xia, what are you thinking about?"
In the activity room, Taki Komori's face darkened.
Normally, she would never have a bad attitude towards Ye Chuxia, because Ye Chuxia has always been serious and clearly separated work and private life. Just like her before, she would do her job conscientiously without any supervision.
matter.
Before this, or before Su Mu appeared, she had always been very satisfied with Ye Chuxia.
"Normally, I won't stop you from having any feelings for Su Mu, but this is an event, this is a show."
Komori Tae said: "Can't you even distinguish between work and private life?"
This time she finally began to show her dissatisfaction with Ye Chuxia's increasing nonsense.
"I'm sorry."
Ye Chuxia lowered her head in shame.
"Think about it carefully. Let alone gathering connections this time, it will be a good thing if you don't offend those guests."
Taki Komori also doesn’t want to scold her loudly and harshly like the agent on TV.
"I think you should understand."
"If you can't even do your job well and are in a mess at work, there won't be any results emotionally."
"Maybe what I said is a bit cruel, but it is the fact. If you can't be better, how can you ask someone who doesn't like you or is even annoying to like you?"
Takui Komori is unkind, so if you want to stay empty, stay in this small space.
Ye Chuxia crossed her arms and huddled on the sofa without saying a word.
After a long time, she stood up.
Maybe what Komori said makes sense, but that's not all right.
At least emotionally and from my past life experiences, I have the experience of two people becoming excellent after being together.
If you were a gentle person like your senior, you would definitely give yourself some encouragement at this time, right?
At this time when you need your seniors the most, even if you don't like yourself, you still won't be stingy with those nice words, right?
Ye Chuxia staggered outside and ran faster.
She wanted to shrink back into that apartment.
I want to hear seniors ask with concern, ‘Are you hungry?’, ‘Why do you look so tired?’, I want to hear it.
I don’t care if my ugly appearance like a drowned dog is exposed in the eyes of the person I like.
Just want to see.
But no one was in the apartment.
It was so quiet you could hear a pin drop.
The door of the administrator's dormitory was open, and all of Su Mu's clothes that had been dried inside were gone. Some of Su Mu's personal belongings were also missing.
"Gulu."
Ye Chuxia swallowed hard and forced herself to calm down.
Today was originally the day for seniors to move out of the dormitory, and it was confirmed yesterday. It's not a big deal.
"Xiaoye?"
"?"
Ye Chuxia turned around and saw Su Ma's kind face.
"Auntie, are you here?"
The voice must be normal and not look ugly in front of the aunt.
"Hmm. Xiaoye, your face doesn't look right."
Mother Su put down the vegetables she purchased and put them in the refrigerator and said, "Is it okay that you didn't sleep?"
"Ah, I had a bit of insomnia last night."
Ye Chuxia rubbed her face and said.
"Well, I know you may feel a little uncomfortable right now."
Su's mother hesitated and said, "But that's what my incompetent son is like."
"Senior is a very good person."
Ye Chuxia forced a smile.
"No, I mean."
Su's mother poured a glass of water for Ye Chuxia and said, "He has a stubborn character. If it doesn't work out, just let him go."
“···”
Ye Chuxia's shoulders shook invisibly, biting her lip and said, "Auntie, what are you talking about? We haven't even started yet, so why should we let go?"
"If I had started, I wouldn't know how to talk to you."
Su's mother sighed and said, "To be honest, I quite like this child. But emotional matters are not decided by adults."
"Auntie, I don't quite understand what you said."
Ye Chuxia understood, but didn't want to understand.
"It doesn't matter whether you understand it or not now. That's right."
Mother Su turned to the kitchen and said, "Want to eat something? I bought fresh tenderloin and chicken wings today..."
"Thank you, auntie, I just had it at the show team."
Deceptive.
Ye Chuxia didn't eat anything. In order to stay in shape before the show, she only drank a little juice. From getting up to noon, or from last night's dinner to now, she had nothing but a few sips of juice.
"Oh, then if you are hungry or want to eat something, remember to tell auntie."
"No matter what, people's health is the most important."
"Okay. Thank you aunt for caring."
Ye Chuxia sat on the sofa.
I don't want to retreat to the room because there is no one there.
lonely.
So lonely.
Obviously in the past seven days, I returned to the apartment with such bright expectations every day, but that kind of brightness has never appeared again since yesterday.
My chest felt tight, as if something was blocking my blood vessels, which was very uncomfortable.
Very ordinary, Ye Chuxia's eyes suddenly caught a glimpse of something in the trash can.
It was probably a pink note that was stuffed into an envelope, crumpled into a ball, and thrown into a trash can full of garbage by those who saw it.
"ah···"
Ye Chuxia grabbed the clothes on her chest and stared at the ball of paper.
Small thoughts are thrown into the bucket as garbage.
Angry?
No.
Even she herself feels pathetic.
What I am thinking about now is whether my senior has seen it and whether he has left any message for me. Instead of why I want to trample on my own feelings as a girl.
Ye Chuxia panicked and opened her mobile phone, WeChat, text messages, and QQ, but there was no information. Oh yes, there was a message from the program team announcing that she had violated the rules.
The violation was because I did not sing the music provided by Komori on stage, but sang my own instructions. That was what I deserved.
"Ah ha ha···"
Ye Chuxia suddenly chuckled.
With a smile on his face, tears were rolling in his eyes, and soon they turned into big drops falling on his knees. The pleated skirt covering his knees soon became wet.
This is a silent sob.
Even now, Ye Chuxia doesn't want Su's mother, who is busy in the kitchen, to see her like this. What if she is disliked?
Ye Chuxia picked up the ball in the trash can, spread it out carefully, and tried to smooth it out.
"Hua Hua..."
I stretched out my little hand and wiped it over and over again, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't smooth out the wrinkles. When I wiped it, I could tell how much effort the person who cruelly kneaded it into a ball had used.
Hold the envelope to your face.
There is no special reason. It's just because the senior has touched it.
"Auntie, I'm going out for a while."
"go Go."
Mother Su in the kitchen was completely unaware of her state.
Ye Chuxia wiped the tears from her face, stood up and walked straight out the door.