The time when self-awareness arose was when the parents were involved in a car accident in front of their own eyes. The children who witnessed that scene were left with huge psychological trauma in their hearts, and they woke up as an escape, as a face, as a reality, and as a time traveler.
After that, I attended a funeral. My cousin's family hosted the funeral for his parents who died in a car accident. He was also adopted by his uncle's family. Although they were very close blood relatives, their last names were different.
Her surname in this life is Isshiki, while the surname of her cousin and uncle is Miyoshi. Also, although her cousin is of the same generation, she is nearly twenty years older than her, which actually means she is an elder.
Children of this age are supposed to be monsters with endless energy and tirelessness, but she is different from those children with unlimited energy. On the days when she develops self-awareness and clearly understands who she is, she always stays in bed, tired.
She didn't even think about moving. This situation lasted for a year. She never went to the kindergarten during this year. Her uncle arranged a separate room for her, and she lived a lonely life for a year.
Then, when she reaches the age where she can go to school. In Japanese kindergartens, when the children are about to graduate and enter elementary school, teachers will start to mobilize parents to choose whether to enroll in private, national or public elementary schools. Both public and national schools are public.
But if you want to go to a national or private elementary school, you need to take an exam.
When her cousin, who was her guardian, handed her questions for primary school students, she filled in all the answers casually, although she had no memory of it.
"Our family is really talented. There will definitely be no problem in entering a national elementary school."
Is that so? Because I was always thinking about my own things, I probably filled out the exam paper as if I were eating and drinking, and it was all done instinctively, so I didn’t leave an impression. In fact, there is a phenomenon that it is difficult for people to remember when they grow up.
Maybe the things I did when I was a child were because I didn't even realize that I had done these things on a conscious level.
In April 2016, I entered school as a first-grade elementary school student. It was only then that my consciousness returned to the real world. Yes, I was just thinking about the past life, and before I knew it, a year had passed. I had no idea about the life I had been with before I was five years old.
The impression of his parents has completely faded, but the impression of his cousin who has taken care of him like his parents over the past year has become very deep.
Speaking of time travel, it is actually a very clichéd story. The cause of death in the previous life was an acute infectious disease. He left his newly married wife and went to the underworld alone. The time of death was also in 2015, which coincides with the self-awareness here.
It was about the time when I woke up. Unfortunately, I woke up too late, and was too shocked by the gender transition and the death of my parents. Even if I wanted to tell myself in this world to be careful about my health, I had no chance, because it is already 2016.
Now that we are 10 years old, even if we travel to the "past" in this life, there is nothing we can do because we wake up too late.
She only noticed that she was 7 years old when she was in the academic staff's office before enrolling and saw her cousin filling in the information for her as her guardian.
Isshiki Makoto, female, was born on August 30, 2009, in Kanagawa Prefecture. Being able to read before she went to elementary school is not because she is a genius or something, it’s just that she knew Japanese in her previous life. However, her previous life
There is little memory of what primary school students have to do, and different countries have different national conditions, so their experiences will definitely be different.
Different from when I was living in a small house, when I was in the outside environment, I really realized how much I had been to my cousin in the past. But on the other hand, that man was a little too doting.
"Then on the first day, get along well with everyone. I will pick you up at the school gate after school."
"Give me the fare and I can go back by myself."
"Huh?"
"Don't worry, you won't get lost. If you do get lost, I will call you on the mobile phone." He took out the communication tool that his cousin bought for him from his schoolbag. He was surprised, but he said the name of the tram fluently.
After telling her the name of the station, Miyoshi Naoki handed her the fare and left doubtfully.
Is he really a primary school student? The whispers of the academic staff and parents nearby reached her side. Yes, if it was really a primary school student, she would probably cry when she heard other people talking about it, but after all, it was not the case. She glared fiercely.
After taking a look around, Xiao Zhenxin went to where the classroom was.
It should be said that it was unexpectedly boring. I introduced myself and talked about my dreams in a serious manner with the children. I couldn't get along with them. When I heard "I want to be a scientist", "I want to be an astronaut", "I
"I want to be the Prime Minister" is something that only a child can say easily, and I don't know how to deal with it anymore.
"Then it's the turn of the kid Isshiki Shinshin to introduce himself."
Ah, it's my sincerity's turn. I don't know what to say, so just use the values from my previous life to deal with it.
"My name is Isshiki Shinshin, I am 7 years old, and my dream is to be a rich man." This kind of realism full of copper smell is really in line with the rhetoric of corrupt adults, but the teacher doesn't seem to notice this, and neither do the classmates.
It can be seen that there are probably not many people of the same age who have a concept of money.
Frankly speaking, class is boring. After reading the textbook on the first day, it becomes idle. Even in national elementary schools, teacher preparation courses are still for middle-level students, and for top students whose academic ability exceeds their peers, Japanese schools
Most of the time, they are asked to be patient. Moreover, they are not allowed to read extracurricular books during class. If she hadn't been able to deal with the matter subconsciously, she would have been so distracted that she probably wouldn't have been able to cope with being called up by the teacher to answer questions.
After class, the boys in the class discussed popular games and animations, while the girls talked about dolls and clothes. Neither of them seemed really interested. Even if someone came to invite her, she couldn't.
If you are not interested, there is nothing you can do about it. In my previous life, I was a man, so I should have been interested in games. Unfortunately, my interest only lasted until I graduated. After I joined the job, I became busy, and even if I bought it, I would just leave it aside.
, I became busier after starting a family, and I fell out of the trap before I knew it. Even if I go back to my student days, it is difficult to regain the touch that the game brought me back then.
If you have nothing to do, why not go for a run on the playground. It’s not that she likes sports, it’s just that she can’t find a better way to spend her time. In this sense, she doesn’t stop her behavior because of the surprised looks of others.
, she has become very different from the first day of school.
Because the phone had GPS enabled and the situation could be confirmed at any time through video calls, my cousin felt relieved after his worries lasted for a short time.
It’s not difficult to get first place in school. It’s just a question that you can remember after just a few glances. It’s nothing to show off. I obviously didn’t run because I liked it, but my body did become stronger. Probably for this reason,
That's why she didn't notice the looks in her classmates' eyes at first. No, it should be said that she didn't take it to heart at the beginning. In fact, it was because she had been isolated since the first grade of elementary school, or in other words, she took the initiative to choose a lonely position.
The graffiti "Muscular Girl" on the desk happened when I was in the third grade. I didn't know who did it, so I erased it silently. I am good at both character and study, with good grades and good sports. I am sensible and respect my teachers.
She often borrowed words from her cousin, and she maintained such a reputation among school teachers and other classmates' parents. She didn't mean to be complacent, it was just that it was more convenient to live this way. So when she was targeted by a small group in the class,
Only then did I realize that this aspect of the operation had been neglected.
If she remembered correctly, this was probably the so-called campus bullying incident? Although it was trivial, the boring days became interesting for the first time.
When they met for the second time, she still didn't do anything. Instead, she took a picture of her scratched desk with her mobile phone and sent a text message with the picture to her class teacher and teacher with whom she was close. The text message said she didn't know.
Who did it? I hope the teacher can help me take care of myself. Although in fact, she has already identified the suspect.
There are five girls and four boys. They have learned some introductory lessons in karate and judo. It should be okay for one to fight two, but they will definitely be punished if they really fight. In this case, just scare them next time.
So, after school when the third incident occurred, when a group of people gathered around her desk, she, who never went back late except as a student on duty, appeared in the classroom.
He took out the razor blade, and when the boy in the lead plucked up the courage to ask, he sincerely slashed his arm.
Just as prepared, the red liquid flowed out. With one stroke after another, Zhenxin's left hand was already bright red, causing the girls to scream one after another.
Although in her own opinion, the effect of ketchup is not very good, but thanks to the darkness, the threat is quite effective. Not only the girls, but also the boys are too scared to go online. It is really the right time to threaten.
It was not a calming statement like "Don't mess with me again", but a script that she had not even thought about in advance. Instead, she said, "From now on, just do whatever I tell you to do, but it doesn't matter what you do on the surface."
If it didn't happen, you won't be allowed to come to school tomorrow. I'll let you go if I hear it."
Yes, it would be troublesome if someone was too scared to come to school, so this was also added to the conditions.
After school, I rinsed the ketchup off my arm in the bathroom, but I gasped in pain. I was still excited, so I didn’t realize it. As a result, I didn’t control my strength well, and my hand actually got scratched three times.
A long bloody mouth came out. So I ran to the infirmary and carefully made up a reason to ask the teacher on duty to bandage it. By the way, during the bandaging, I saw two girls peeping outside. They probably gasped when they saw the gap on their arms.
He ran away with a breath of air-conditioning. It seems that the ketchup was indeed suspected. He will have to go to school wrapped in gauze tomorrow. Thinking about it, it seems a bit too much.
In the end, the most troublesome thing was when I returned home and was questioned by my cousin. I used the certificate I got from the infirmary to confirm that it was an accidental scratch by a wire, but my cousin still didn't believe it.
Look.
When I went to school the next day, I acted as if nothing had happened, but after lunch I gave the members of the former bullying group an order to stay after school.
She took out a ruler for the math class and slapped each of them on the palm three times as punishment. Not only the girls, but also the boys cried out in pain, and then she took them to eat ice cream sincerely. Because it was the first time.
Once, so the funds were spent on the pocket money she had saved to buy books. But she made a stipulation that the three people who cried the most today would pay for the ice cream next week.
From this day on, the younger brothers and younger sisters began to call her "eldest sister". Yes, from this day on, she became the most vicious villain in the school.
Compared with other countries in the world, Japan is a country where child protection laws are in place. To put it bluntly, school bullying is not a big deal. However, if given the choice, Isshiki still does not intend to be the one being bullied.
Suppose there is a situation like this. Even if you can solve the problem on your own, if someone else you know is bullied, will you lend a helping hand? I have never really encountered such a thing, so I can’t tell.
, but according to the hypothesis, in this case, Zhenxin will choose to die without saving, and will later hate himself for not helping the weak.
It has nothing to do with choice, it's a matter of situation. The very idea of helping the weak means confrontation with the bullying group. Even if you successfully help the weak, your position will be skewed, and you may have a good sense of yourself and feel that you are great.
, but does that really make sense? Frankly, it’s not funny at all.
But what about the reverse situation? This country is a country with a strong collective consciousness, and subconsciously choosing to add insult to injury is probably the result of the blind obedience of the masses. If the bullying party chooses to stop, in terms of consequences, the bullied party will
You will be treated better than the worst-case scenario. Tolerance is a virtue, but only if you are able to be tolerant.
The opportunity to really become the bully is based on this kind of thinking, and the inspiration is the legal underworld in the country in reality. As for the theoretical basis, this was written in The Monarch 500 years ago.
In fact, she was not the only one who had encountered bullying in the class. Even if her own position changed, it did not change the position of others. It was just that she stopped her excessive behavior. It was limited to the level of verbal threats, which was enough to
The primary school student who had been bullied before was obedient. After all, unlike her, the other two punching bags in the class were already domesticated. Trying to forcefully change them would destroy the current class environment.
Starting from the third grade, Isshiki's time to go home became late. He was surprised for a while when he told his cousin that he was going to a classmate's house or playing with his classmates. Compared with going to the game room for extracurricular activities, it was better to go to the playground.
I borrowed school facilities and departments to organize clubs that should not appear in elementary school. It seemed that there were some parents who were worried about them, so I spent a lot of time to deal with it. In this country, elementary school students are strictly restricted from activities outside. I think
It is extremely difficult to work part-time. It is not impossible, but there is no need to go around in circles for that kind of unavoidable thing. After all, we are already in the age of developed Internet. If you take orders online and do some online part-time jobs, you can get some pocket money even without a contract.
It is not meaningless to unite students. At least when fighting in groups, organized groups are more effective. In fact, in this legal society with good security, it is outrageous for elementary school students to participate in fights. Junior high school students can still say that,
It is almost unimaginable for adults to see elementary school students participating in fights. That is an illusion. Some big cities may have good security, but the place she studied in is a small city after all, and the people are not that kind.
The cause was that Saburo's brother who was in junior high school was beaten, and Saburo happened to be at the scene and was implicated. When he came to school with bruises on his face the next day, he immediately angered Zhenxin, the eldest sister of the small group.
I ambushed, attacked, and beat up those junior high school students. Although I got a bad breath and my reputation spread, I encountered a lot of trouble afterwards. The most troublesome thing was the time when several girls were alone.
Zhenxin was also slapped in the face. Taking this as an opportunity, the boys began to practice karate, and the girls also began to learn anti-wolf skills. When Zhenxin reached the sixth grade, he was obviously an elementary school student, but he beat all the nearby junior high school students to the ground. This
It also provoked adult interference.
"I didn't expect that the leader of this group of people is actually a brat like you." Several people on the other side have tattoos on their bodies and are real members of the underworld. To be honest, it's not that I have never dreamed of this situation, but I still have that innocence.
It's also true.
The opponent had a pistol, and the previous method of fighting with the junior high school gangsters was useless. It is not shameful for an adult to bully a child, but it is even more shameless for an adult to be beaten by a child.
As a price, I used myself in exchange for calming down the trouble. I was bullied quite miserably that day, but it was considered a self-inflicted fault. It was the result of trying to stand out when I was not strong enough. It is not unexpected that it turned out like this. I was lucky if I didn't have my fingers chopped off.
Maybe the underworld here doesn’t have this habit.
She thought about it carefully, and her reaction after that incident was really terrible. She used the excuse of staying at a classmate's house and not coming back tonight to tell her cousin, and then wandered outside like no one else all night.
When she returned to school the next day, neither the boys nor the girls dared to look up at her. The elementary school fighting class that had been showing off in the neighborhood for three years was also disbanded after that.
To be honest, being bullied didn't make her feel too humiliated. The explanation she gave herself was that she was probably a man in her previous life, so she didn't feel enough shame. But the rough and tumble game should be over, carefully.
If you think about it, I haven't studied hard in the past few years. Even if I can maintain my ranking in the class, getting into a good school is another matter.
Lack of money is another problem. Although she once said in a childish way that her ideal is to be a rich person, she has not taken any practical actions in these years. In fact, she knew early on that the idea of becoming a rich person cannot be achieved step by step.
It's enough to study and find a job, but you also need to have a career foundation.
Because he is a new office worker, Miyoshi Naoki's life has become very busy in the past few years. Although he knew that his cousin had been the monitor of the school since the third grade, he would not have imagined it.
His cousin was a ruthless person who was known throughout the school and even on several streets. When he heard from her that she planned to study in Tokyo, he intuitively told him that something was wrong, but he had no idea what had happened.
"Is it okay to start studying now? It's really not difficult to get into the best school in the county if you are qualified. Why do you have to go to Tokyo?"
"I want to study at Qingda University, so it would be better to start working in that direction from junior high school."
"Hey!? My cousin is indeed amazing. But since you are so delusional, why don't you just set the target at Tokyo University?"
"That's not the case. I just read a few biographies of people who were born in Qingda University. It would be more handsome if I could go to the same school as them."
It's not entirely perfunctory, part of it is a life ambition that has been considered in the past few years. And it is also good to be independent as early as possible. After all, my cousin who is about to run away from home has just recently got a girlfriend. If he stays here all the time, he will be criticized.
Maybe my sister-in-law will be a lightbulb.
He ignored what was going on outside the window and only focused on reading teaching aids. After spending half a year improving his exam-taking ability, Isshiki Makoto also said goodbye to the stronghold where he had lived for seven years.
In April 2022, Isshiki moved into a low-cost apartment in the suburbs of Tokyo.