Yang Qingyin has never been in contact with Ling Ruonan, but she knows the temperament of this woman who is very famous in Yanjing.
People who know Ling Ruonan have a common impression of her, that is, this woman is very strong, does things vigorously and resolutely, and is a bit like an iron lady. In the Northern Group she controls, she is like a queen.
If you conduct a survey among people who know Ling Ruonan and ask them if they have seen Ling Ruonan look weak or shed tears, one hundred percent of them will shake their heads.
But today, Ling Ruonan shed tears and looked like her emotions were out of control.
Yang Qingyin, who was sitting opposite her, felt a little overwhelmed and felt very uncomfortable.
"Aunt Ling, why don't you just meet him and go to his room, so no one will know about it," Yang Qingyin made another suggestion in a low voice.
Whether as a woman or someone close to Luo Ziling, she hopes that the mother and son, who have not seen each other for twenty years, can face each other, talk together and have emotional communication.
Of course, she would definitely not yell out, and would also strictly instruct Xiaoli not to reveal the matter to anyone else.
She hoped that because of her existence, Luo Ziling and Ling Ruonan could make up for the shortcomings that had existed for twenty years.
But what surprised Yang Qingyin was that Ling Ruonan finally shook his head: "No, I think I am not ready to face him yet, and he is not ready either. I hope that our first real meeting,
It is in my own home, and I want him to know that he has a family and a mother, just like other children."
When saying these words, Ling Ruonan's eyes were still red and she wiped her eyes with tissue from time to time.
"Sorry, I made you laugh," seeing Yang Qingyin looking at her with complicated eyes, Ling Ruonan whispered sorry, "I can't control my emotions when talking about things related to him."
"Aunt Ling, I'm very touched to see you like this. I don't know what happened back then, so I can't judge right from wrong. Even if I know the things, I still can't judge right from wrong." Yang Qingyin said softly,
"But I know that if I were you and I met a man I like, I would pursue it at all costs. I am unwilling to accept the arrangements of my family and will not abandon my love because of political marriage. As a woman, I
I understand your decision very well. If it were me, I would make the same choice as you."
Yang Qingyin's words shocked Ling Ruonan extremely. She never imagined that Yang Qingyin would speak like this.
This woman from the Yang family, who was getting involved with her son, which made her extremely worried, actually said that she understood her choice.
Over the years, Ling Ruonan rarely heard others say that they understood the decision she made back then, so she was very surprised when she heard Yang Qingyin say this.
"Aunt Ling, I believe that the hatred will definitely pass and time will smooth everything out. I also believe that your family of three will eventually be reunited. If possible, I am willing to do something about this matter, although I don't know much about what happened back then.
Not much." Yang Qingyin said, looking at Ling Ruonan sincerely.
Ling Ruonan also looked at Yang Qingyin, and finally she showed a bitter smile, "Qingyin, thank you. I'm very grateful that you can understand me, but the turmoil caused by that incident back then was much bigger than you imagined. If it hadn't been like this
, things will not become what they are now. This is not something you and I can change. So, I still hope you can be more sensible. Otherwise, the tragedy will inevitably happen again."
Yang Qingyin did not interrupt, but listened quietly, looking at the cup in front of him with his beautiful big eyes.
Ling Ruonan smiled bitterly and continued: "Back then, his grandfather made an engagement with Ouyang Lingyun. I know that his grandfather hoped to use this engagement to get him to return to Yanjing. But in the end, I still rejected the marriage between the two families. I didn't want to
They were constrained by the marriage arranged by their elders, and I have suffered deeply from it. I don't want them to make the same mistake again. Of course, I don't like women like Ouyang Feifei to be his wife, because they are not suitable. What he needs is someone who understands him.
, a woman who is willing to take good care of him, because he has lacked maternal love since he was a child. He is very happy when you are together, in fact... I am also happy. If there is no grudge between the two families, I am willing to do everything possible to let you get together. But
,I can only..."
"Aunt Ling, actually I am a person who doesn't know how to take care of others, and I have not decided to end up with him. Now, I am willing to play and travel with him, just because it feels good to be with him.
"Yang Qingyin actually didn't know how to express her inner thoughts, but facing Ling Ruonan's gaze, she still said bravely: "But, this is the first time in so many years that I met someone who I saw at first sight.
I feel a good boy, I like to play and talk with him. On the day I knew he was your son, I also knew that our final ending was likely to be a tragedy. If I stop now, the outcome may be for the best. But I
…”
After glancing at Ling Ruonan who had been watching her, Yang Qingyin still expressed her thoughts seriously: "But I finally decided to let everything take its course. Maybe one day this feeling will disappear.
, then we will automatically stay away from each other. Also, if my family does not know about his situation, they will not intervene, and it will not be detrimental to him."
"I believe you will not reveal his affairs to anyone, but so many things have happened since he came to Yanjing. People in your family may already know something about his affairs, but no one has investigated it properly.
Otherwise, they must have interfered." Ling Ruonan smiled bitterly again, "I already owe him too much. Twenty years of separation have made me emotionally fragile between mother and son. I don't want to see him hurt anymore, nor do I want to be hurt because of it.
It will cause a bigger disturbance, so I still hope you can think rationally and make careful decisions."
After a pause, Ling Ruonan said again: "I have asked Wu Yue to tell him my thoughts, and I think he should consider it. I took the liberty to come here to see you today, just hoping that you can think carefully. Of course, I didn't
I don't want to force you to do anything. I just hope that you can... don't let him get hurt again, okay?"
Listening to Ling Ruonan's words that seemed like a request, Yang Qingyin couldn't help but feel a sore nose, and had the urge to cry, but in the end she just said softly: "Aunt Ling, I completely understand what you mean, don't worry,
I will deal with this matter rationally."
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