When I was three years old, my mother said goodbye to her.
My mother died by hanging, which was a very disgraceful way of death, and it has always been a shadow demon in my heart. After my mother passed away, I was left with my sister who was two years older than me.
Later, we had our stepmother Huang Nianxiu. In the first year, our stepmother was okay with us. She made us delicious food and made us new clothes. Later, our stepmother gave birth to a younger brother. From then on, our stepmother gave birth to a younger brother.
From then on, the stepmother's attitude toward us was like a completely different person, and various barriers and conflicts began to arise between the stepmother and my sister and me.
So, from then on, my sister and I no longer called her mom, but instead called her aunt.
The stepmother began to treat us badly. My sister and I were often beaten and scolded by the stepmother. My sister Lu Qingru was very obedient in front of the stepmother, but I often made her angry. I grew older day by day.
As I grew older, my personality became more and more stubborn. I started to often contradict my stepmother.
When I was ten years old, my father, Lu Jiayou, went to another place for a while.
That day, my sister and I had just returned home after school. My stepmother asked me and my sister to go to the flour mill ten miles away from home to grind flour. Although I was ten years old, I was born small and had no strength.
Even with half a bag of wheat, I was still swaying one step at a time. When I was crossing the river, I fell into the river with both the person and the wheat, making the wheat wet, so I made a mistake.
"You two damn things can't even do this little thing well. Let's see how I deal with you today."
The stepmother used the old family method, that is, the constant wooden stick, and hit the two siblings on the head several times. The elder sister Lu Qingru screamed, "Ouch, ouch, ouch." However, no matter how hard I hit the stepmother, she still couldn't do it.
Bear it without saying a word.
Finally, my stepmother locked my sister and I into a dark room and knelt on bricks for the whole night. She also didn't allow us to eat. In the middle of the night, I was very hungry, so I went over and leaned on my sister's shoulder.
superior.
"Sister, I'm hungry, are you hungry?"
"I'm hungry, I'm hungry too." My sister added, "There are steamed buns in the kitchen. Let's go over and steal two to eat..."
"Okay, sister, then go quickly."
"Keep your voice down, be careful that aunt hears you." My sister said again. "This
The door is difficult to open. There is a sound when it is opened. Brother Hua, come here and help me lift the door leaf a little with your hands and open it slowly."
"oh……."
The two siblings finally ate steamed buns when they were hungry. After eating the steamed buns, they both felt very sleepy, so they got up secretly and squatted against the corner to sleep. Later, they were discovered by the stepmother.
"You are too courageous, who told you to stand up!" the stepmother shouted sternly.
"My legs are so painful from kneeling. I want to stand up and kneel again." I explained to my stepmother.
The stepmother didn't tolerate my explanation at all, so she took great action again, and all her fists and kicks fell like raindrops on my weak body.
Then, the stepmother used her family trick again, and the wooden stick kept falling on my body. My thin body was only strong enough to be beaten, and I had no strength to resist. Suddenly, my skin and flesh blossomed and blood dripped.
At this moment, blood dripped through my heart, and the blood stains blurred the door of my heart. I started to roar like a slaughtered pig:
"Why hit me!
Why hit me?
I didn't make any mistake, why should I be beaten?
If you want to fight me, just beat me to death.
Just beat me to death!..."
My sister curled up in the corner and cried. I would rather die than give in. I wanted to fight my stepmother to the death, but my stepmother had no choice but to take advantage of me, so she yelled at me:
"You have grown up, have you grown up? How dare you resist me! Get out of here, get out of here! Get out of this house!"
"Get out of here!" I said harshly again. "If I get out of here, this home will feel spacious to you, won't it?..."
As soon as I finished speaking, my stepmother slapped me twice hard in the face. The slaps made me deafened and dizzy.
Dragging my extremely painful body, I rushed out of the house in one breath. In the dark night, I only knew how to run very fast. I ran across the fields and through the woods in one breath. Finally, I came to my mother’s grave.
I touched my mother's tombstone and cried for a long, long time...
Later, I hid in a small cave. I fell asleep in the cave. I dreamed that my mother came to me. She stayed with me. My mother stroked my head and said to me:
:
"Hua'er, my mother will never leave you again. She will stay with you and protect you every day. She will cook you delicious food every day, send you to school every day, pick you up, tell you stories, and sing to you.
, I also want to make you new clothes...
I leaned lazily on my mother's arms, feeling extremely happy in my heart. That kind of happiness was like the spring rain, nourishing my heart; like the summer breeze, blowing my hair;
Just like the sunshine in autumn, shining on my body; like the warmth of winter, warming my whole body...
I slept in the small cave all night and all day. When it was getting dark, I woke up from my dream. I thought for a long time that my mother in the dream had brought me so much happiness and beauty.
Why, all these beauty and happiness suddenly disappeared? I really regret that I will wake up...
"Mom, are you okay in heaven? I miss you, I really miss you. I look up at the sky and whisper..."
I was so hungry and panicked that I sneaked back home. My stepmother happened to be not at home, so I wolfed down some cold rice. However, my luck was still not good. After eating, when I was about to sneak away, another
Let the stepmother catch her.
This time, the stepmother tied me up with a rope and beat me severely again. This time, as a young child, I howled and screamed like a slaughtered pig. The neighbors gathered around me, and many people were pointing and pointing.
:
"It's too cruel, how could she be so cruel? This stepmother is too cruel, how could she bear to beat the child like this..."
"Get out! Get out! Get out! You all get out of here, it's none of your business here." The stepmother scolded the street like a shrew. After scolding, she shook her butt and went back to the house...
In fact, the relationship between the father and the stepmother was not very good. They often quarreled. One day, the father and the stepmother had a big quarrel because of something. After that, the stepmother took her brother and ran away from home.
After her stepmother ran away, she never came back. Her father kept looking for her, but he never found her whereabouts.
As for where the stepmother went, it is still a mystery to this day. When the stepmother left, I happened to be in the second grade of elementary school, and from then on, my sister and I became real orphans.