"Don't you be like that heartless person and abandon me halfway again so cruelly. Do you know? How sad I was during those days." Xiaohong said again. "At that time, I almost didn't want to live anymore.
, I feel like my existence is superfluous in this world, and maybe one day people all over the world will forget me.”
"Just rest assured, I promise I won't do that. Even if the whole world forgets you, I won't. I will sit next to you every day and chat with you, hold your hand and accompany you across the street.
Let me go shopping with you."?? I added. "Besides, how can one person's existence be redundant? Everyone is useful to this world and can change it."
"Really?" Xiaohong took it. "So, bad guys, evil people, can they also change the world?"
"Yes."? I said. "Some people can make the world a little better, and some people can make the world a little worse. In short, there are all kinds of people in this world, and there are all kinds of people."
Big world. Many people start to love life again after seeing ugliness."
"Yes, in this vast world, in this hurried age of youth, if you count it carefully, there is pain and laughter, gains and losses. As you walk slowly, you will gradually get used to everything, even though
Even if you are injured and in pain, you are still alive and well, right?"
"You are very strong. In fact, no matter failure or success, we must have a strong heart, so that we can live happily in this world full of love." I said.
"Yeah. Yes, I will be happy, and I will forget that unpleasant haze as soon as possible..." Xiao Hong nodded and said.
In this way, we talked about our youthful past and our wishes, and sometimes we hugged and kissed crazily.
At first, Xiaohong was cuddling in my arms, and then I was cuddling in Xiaohong’s arms.
She spoke, and I listened. As she spoke, I responded. The more she spoke, the more enthusiastic she became. The more I listened, the more entranced and confused I became. Soon, the god of happiness brought me into the world.
Dreamland.
In the dream, Xiaohong was by my side, and vaguely, I heard Xiaohong’s heartfelt words:
"...I've fallen in love with you since the first time I saw you. I originally thought that walking into your heart would be like having an unrealistic dream. Today finally..., today..."
How are you today? What happened today? Why didn’t she say anything? Why didn’t she say anything?
Is she leaving,..., no, she can't leave.
I opened my eyes wide in worry, but she didn't leave.
I rested my head in her arms, but her voice was broken.
It's like throwing a heavy object into the sky and expecting it to fall, but no, it actually hovered in the air.
Her eyes were wide open and her mouth was half open, as if she was a little stupid.
"What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?"
I was startled and straightened up suddenly.
"ah……."
She let out a soft sound, and her eyes became bright again from their dullness.
"You're already asleep." Xiaohong shouted softly in surprise.
"I fell asleep, I was still listening,... no, I fell asleep."
I reacted, so I said this again:
"Sorry, I really fell asleep just now..."
"It doesn't matter, it's too late."
Before I could finish speaking, Xiaohong took it again.
"Yes, it was too late. We didn't even look at the watch."
At this time, I looked at my watch, and before I knew it, it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night. While I was talking, Xiaohong's eyelids, which were leaning on the sofa, were also squeezed together.
"It's too late." I said. "Let's have a rest. You sleep on the bed and I sleep on the sofa."
As soon as I finished speaking, Xiaohong suddenly opened her eyes. Although she didn't say anything, it could be seen from her expression that she was extremely unhappy.
She bit her lower lip tightly and refused to let go. She spread her hands together and placed them below her lower abdomen. Her eyes were blank and she no longer looked at me. She looked like an angry child.
Suddenly, she stood up again, walked quickly to the bed, took off her shoes and got on the bed, quickly opened the quilt and covered her head and fell asleep.
Why is she angry? How can she be angry?
I stood up a little puzzled, and walked quickly to the bed. I gently opened the quilt, and Xiaohong's face was filled with tears.
I leaned over and tried to dry her tears with my face, but it didn't work, she had too many tears. I had to hold her tightly and wait until her sobbing stopped and the tears stopped flowing.
Then, I helped her take off her coat, got on the bed, and fell asleep next to her.
Xiaohong turned around, she was no longer angry, and we kissed each other again without feeling.
At this time, I inadvertently opened the zipper on her back. As soon as I touched her white and soft back, my hands began to tremble and I began to hesitate...
Finally, I controlled my greedy emotions.
Because, at the most critical moment, I may have thought of something. This is the first time. I have already experienced the first time. It was what happened on Yuanyuan's seventeenth birthday. I regretted it, although Yuanyuan did not.
She blames me and doesn't ask me to take responsibility for her, but my heart is still filled with guilt...
"Come on, baby. Be obedient and take off all your clothes..."
"Ah, it smells so good..."
There is a fragrance unique to women. The fragrance wafts from Xiaohong's body. I feel it smells particularly good.
Xiaohong's body is so white, as white as snow, and the two bulging lumps on her chest are even whiter and softer...
I held her hands and kissed her, covering her whole body. Finally, I suddenly turned over and held Xiaohong in my arms...