Back in the room, I leaned against the window again, Xiaohong's eyes and all the scenes last night, all of this was still wandering in my mind. Leaving the window, I sat down on the sofa.
When I was thinking of Yuanyuan again. But I don’t know how to tell her about my relationship with Xiaohong in person? If I told her all this, would this be a huge deal for her?
What about the harm? Although she said that she didn't want me to be responsible for her, there was no promise between us.
Despite this, I was still thinking that I should explain to her that we are no longer ordinary friends...
Three days passed in a flash. In these three days, I felt like I was having a very confused life. I was thinking about some things every moment, and some things were not something I could figure out at once. Maybe, I was just that kind of person who was looking for the three.
Mu Si's man had Yuanyuan in his heart, but he still had to accept other girls and let Xiaohong break in with her heart. I admitted from the bottom of my heart that I fell in love with Xiaohong so quickly.
I have decided to tell Yuanyuan about Xiaohong and me.
These days, I always feel very conflicted and have no courage. At the critical moment, I remembered wine. Isn’t wine the friend of cowards?
I took out a bottle of white wine, a bag of oil-burned peanuts and started drinking it by myself. After drinking the wine, I went directly to Yuanyuan's house.
When I arrived at Yuanyuan's house, I opened the door and there was a chair at the door. I sat down on the chair. Yuanyuan, who was sitting there knitting a sweater, greeted me and smiled at me. But I became a change.
It became a wooden stake and a puppet man, with his eyes straightened, looking at her foolishly without saying a word.
"What's wrong with you?" Yuanyuan said in a little suspicious manner. "Have you drunk?"
I just hey
He smiled foolishly, without saying anything. Yuanyuan poured me a glass of boiling water and said:
"It's better to drink less wine, as drinking too much will hurt your body."
I still looked at her intently, always looking at her intently. Yuanyuan also looked at me like this. Finally, Yuanyuan sat down beside me, very gentle and thoughtfully:
"Where is the man's sharp spirit going? What do you want to say to me? Tell me, do you still need to use drinking to strengthen it?"
My head lowered and I was thinking to myself: "What do I want to say to her, what do I want to say to her?"
"Isn't it very uncomfortable?" Yuanyuan asked with concern again. "Do you want to lie on the bed for a while?"
I raised my head and looked at her eyes foolishly again. Yuanyuan also looked at me like this. She just relied on her face for a long time, for a long time...
My heart was excited, and an invisible impulse surged into my heart. I suddenly wanted to extend my arms to hug Yuanyuan, or kiss her. These thoughts kept coming and going in my heart. But my body
It seemed like something was fixed, and I sat still and didn't move at all...
"Yuanyuan, you said that if he wants to choose the best thing for him, would this be wrong?" I asked suddenly hesitantly.
"Of course it's right to choose something that suits you. Your clothes are suitable for you, your shoes are suitable for you. And, the people around you are suitable for you..." Yuanyuan said, as if her tone became more and more
No confidence.
"I'm sorry, I..."
"What's sorry? There is no need to say sorry in love. Because if a person truly loves you, he will use his life to protect you..." Yuanyuan
explain.
"Oh, sorry, I, it's time for me to leave..."
I stood up and moved slowly as I stepped back. Yuanyuan seemed to be stupid. Her eyes were wide open and her eyes became dull. I turned around suddenly, staggered for a moment, and suddenly felt that my brain was very clear.
Get up. Even walking is much smoother.
I turned around and looked at Yuanyuan again.
"Oh! What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? I said nothing wrong." Yuanyuan seemed to be full of fire, and she threw the sweater she was knitting heavily on the ground...
I didn't care about the a little angry Yuanyuan, and I turned around and left.
When I got home, my body softened and fell on the sofa. When I closed my eyes, I kept flashing like a movie. I was drunk first, and then I struggled all the way to Yuanyuan's house. When I met Yuan, I met Yuan.
After Yuan, her expression, her eyes and my conflicting reactions were revealed until her departure. These all appeared vividly in her mind. And her sudden departure, Yuanyuan would feel very uncomfortable.
She will be hurt and scolded:
"The cowards of love, the cowards, the hypocrites..."
This night, I had insomnia. My mind was full of confusion and was in a mess. Xiaohong, Yuanyuan, Yuanyuan, Xiaohong, these two names kept floating in my mind, and two shadows kept lingering in front of me.
They are like two apples placed next to my eyes, each with a sour and sweet taste. I will like any one of them. However, they are not apples, and they cannot put them all in their stomachs.
Besides, life is not as simple as eating an apple...