I was in a bad mood yesterday and made the room messy. I listened to music, watched TV, wrote random words in my diary, and tossed until late at night. Later, I fell asleep on the bed.
When Yuanyuan came in, the room was so messy.
The room after tidying is different. Several messy clothes on the bed have been tidied up and placed again beside the pillow. The piles of quilts have been folded into a square shape, the pillowcase has been laid straight, and the sheets have been flattened.
The books piled up on the table beside the bed have become neat. The books I threw yesterday were picked up and put back on by Yuanyuan, and the whole house suddenly became tidy...
….
"I have to go now."
Yuanyuan tidied up the house and said. Seeing that she was leaving, I felt a little anxious and my heart began to get messy. I was excited and didn't want her to leave. My lips were trembling slightly, trying my best to squeeze out to represent this
The words you want to say in your heart for a moment.
Finally, I murmured:
"You..., don't leave, don't leave."
After I finished speaking, Yuanyuan stood obediently and stood quietly. She seemed to understand my words. She might have understood my heart and felt the chaos and contradictions in my heart.
I also stood quietly, standing foolishly. Apart from having to smile at her reluctantly, I don't know what he should say or do to her, so that it will look more natural.
.
"I'm really leaving, I have to go back and take care of my mom."
This time, Yuanyuan said that she really left. When I realized that she had arrived at the door. I watched her go out until she walked far away.
I returned to the room again, and the not-so-big room suddenly seemed empty. I sat down on the sofa, feeling weak all over, and I was too lazy to move, and my heart was even more empty.
I thought, what was going on? They all came all of a sudden, and they all left all of a sudden. All this seemed to be acting, but the protagonist in the play was myself. The cause of the story was also caused by me, and all the consequences were all
I have to bear it. I have to face all the mistakes. I have to face all the pain and injuries. I have to face all the pain and injuries.
If you blame someone, of course you blame yourself.
I blame myself for being too stupid, so that I can backfire and make three people angry at the same time. Although something that shouldn't have happened has happened, reason tells me that I will never be defeated by setbacks in life.
"Hey, this is another romance. Finally I sighed...
I went to Xiaohong's house in the afternoon, but she refused to see me for a long time. I told Ximei about the incident, and Ximei said:
"This is a misunderstanding, it's okay. Xiaohong is a little excited now. I will persuade her after she calms down."
The next day, I went to Xiaohong's house again. Ximei told me that Xiaohong went to her aunt's house and said she would have to play for a month before she could go home.
I think she will really play for a month before she will be willing to go home.
In lonely days, sometimes, I would still go to see Yuanyuan and help her do something within my ability. Yuanyuan often asked if there was a possibility of a turnaround between Xiaohong and me, and she also encouraged me to have
Confidence, time is the best medicine to cure pain.
A month later, I went to find Xiaohong again. This time, both of their sisters were not at home, saying that they were going to the city to do business, and it was Xiaohong's father who met me. When I went there, Xiaohong's father was on the side.
I was watching TV and rolled up a horn cigarette. The cigarette was rolled up, and I licked some saliva with my tongue and held it in my mouth. Before I could even ignite it, he went to make hot tea for me.
Xiaohong's father is tall and strong, with a sallow and resolute face. I always feel that he is a very kind person when I go to the battlefield to prepare sand. But this time I feel completely different. I hold half a cup of hot tea and feel a little bit Nervous, if he hadn't smiled at me first, I wouldn't have even dared to talk to him or chat with him.
"Boy, have you been asking for trouble for my daughter again? You know, my daughter is annoying you now, so you better stay away from her."
"No, no. I'm here to order sand on your battlefield..." I said.
"Okay, there is so much sand recently, so you can just install it. Recently, it's the slack season. We have been stocking up on sand. If we have the chance, we will introduce some customers to me."...
Xiaohong's father is a very talkative person. After a while, we started chatting easily. Before leaving, Xiaohong's father sent me out again...
As winter comes, transportation is the busiest time. However, if I can’t see Xiaohong, I can’t feel happy. I wrote in my diary:
I've loved you,
And I'm loving you,
It is so deep and so unforgettable.
Because of your appearance,
My dark world has become infinitely brilliant.
I fell in love with you silently and loved you.
Love you, the love is getting deeper and deeper every day.
Why?, you have to hide from me and not see me!
Your love is always so cold.
Can your love be so cold?
When will you come back, I really want to see you.
Don't care about me anymore, don't neglect me.
Don't let my heart that loves you always linger...
This winter was very cold, and the first snow was very heavy. I stepped on the thick snow and pushed the snowflakes. I walked through the snow field. The cold wind blew up and hurt my face like an iron brush. It hurts my heart. I really want to watch the snow with Xiaohong. I hope that our love will be like snowflakes falling on the ground. It is said that when watching the first snow with my beloved, their love will be like falling on it. The snowflakes on the ground turn into water and form ice. In this way, the lovers will never be separated.
Soon, the Chinese New Year was coming, and on this happy festival of thousands of families, I was even more anxious. I was thinking about Xiaohong most of the time, and I thought she would definitely go home for the Chinese New Year, so I wrote a letter and sent it. When I went out, I began to look forward to her reply.
After the first month of the year, my hopes disappeared.
I missed her, but couldn't see her. At this time, I thought of a friend's words:
‘Any weak woman who looks delicate and weak on the outside has the strongest heart and the most personality.’???? It is not easy to see her...