"This is the relationship I have with my father now! Strictly speaking, he is not my father, but my stepfather. My real father turned out to be one of his generals. Because of an assassination, my father died for him.
Myself. Before my father died, I asked him to take care of me and my mother."
"He was also alone at that time because his wife was assassinated on her way back to her hometown! His wife was still pregnant at the time, but luckily, the child was saved in the end. That woman was his favorite
He was a woman, so the death of his wife was a big blow to him, and he never married again."
"Until one time later, he drank too much because he was in a heavy mood, accidentally walked into my mother's room, and finally had an unconscious relationship with my mother. Brothers and wives are not to be bullied, and his behavior completely angered the gangster.
People up and down.”
"But at that time he made a decision that shut everyone up, which was to marry my mother. Although many people shut up on the surface, in their hearts they were completely ashamed of what he did.
.Because he was wrong in this matter first, and because she was his brother’s wife, after getting married, he loved my mother very much. Sometimes, my mother even surpassed him in his heart.
My favorite woman."
"But the good times did not last long. His identity was destined to lead an extraordinary life! Another assassination, my mother ended her life for him and blocked a fatal bullet for him. From that moment on,
I began to hate this man very much because my originally beautiful family was destroyed because of this man! My parents were both killed by him alone."
"Because of this, from then on, he loved me in every possible way, and the guilt in his eyes was very strong. But even so, I still can't forgive him. After all, he is the real murderer of my parents, a
The murderer who made me an orphan! So for him, I will never forgive him in my life."
"So now you know why he is so afraid of me! And one of the purposes of bringing men back every day is to stimulate him so that he will not dare to look for other women. Because as long as I am his woman, I will be away from death.
It's not far away, I can't just watch others die."
"I don't know if what I'm doing can make him calm down, but what I do can give him a deep reminder so that he doesn't dare to forget my mother. It's because of this, year after year, day after day.
As the days passed, my knot became deeper and deeper, causing me to completely deviate from the trajectory of a normal life."
"I tried to untie it myself, but it was just an idea and it couldn't be realized at all! So I could only rely on outsiders to help me untie this knot. And the best thing about this outsider is a man.
Because it was a man who made me like this."
"But so far, I have never met a man like this, a man who can help me untie my knot. But when I met you today, I felt something different from you. Especially at the most critical moment, you rushed
After leaving that man and the words you said, I felt that you were indeed different from the men I met. Maybe you can untie the knot in my heart."
"So even if you don't say anything later, I will bring you in! This is the knot in my heart and my inner demon!" Huang Shaoying slowly explained.
After hearing this explanation, Long Shaofeng was completely relieved! He didn't expect that there was such a rough story in it. I have to say that Sister Huang Shaodong's life was indeed very difficult.
If it were someone else, although the method might not be the same as hers, he believed that the final result and purpose would be the same. After all, the harm Huang Shaodong's father had brought to her was really too great!
However, this point also briefly illustrates that Huang Shaodong's father is not so cruel. At least in this regard, he feels very guilty.
Otherwise, he would not have allowed Huang Shaodong's sister to act so randomly. If he was really a cruel person, he would not care about Huang Shaodong's sister? Not to mention, he would blindly accommodate her now! In other words, Huang Shaodong
My father still has some conscience.
"What you are doing may be a normal method! But have you ever thought about the real purpose of doing this? Has it really achieved what you expected? Regardless of whether your purpose of doing this is to stimulate
He still reminds him! But in my opinion, your purpose has not been achieved at all."
"What you are doing is completely torturing yourself, not others. I believe you have discovered that your actions have not made him change anything, and he still lives his life as usual. But what about you? It has changed.
I was completely out of touch with my own life and completely immersed in my inner demons."
"Since you want to untie your heart knot, it means you don't want to torture yourself. In other words, your approach is completely useless. If you really want to torture him, then find his weakness. Only
Find his weakness and start with his weakness, maybe you can torture him! Not on yourself, because then he will only see it in his eyes and not remember it in his heart. So what you do is to him
It’s of no use.”
"Actually, you can also think about it from another angle. Your parents' death was all for him! Since it was all for him, it means that your parents were willing. As for your parents' thoughts, I don't think you will.
Resistance. Although you don’t want them to die, it’s something they are willing to do, so you should respect their thoughts.”
"That is to say, as a junior, you should not be able to interfere in matters between elders! Because in that case, as a junior, it will be really tiring. More importantly, the death of your parents is already a big blow to him.
It’s so tortured! The guilt in his heart explains everything.”
"The most uncomfortable time for a person is not how much pressure the body carries, or even how much physical torture makes you breathless! The most uncomfortable time is actually the human heart. No matter what factors, as long as you can
It causes some fluctuations in people's hearts, and even makes them immersed in negative emotions."
"As long as a person has this kind of mentality, no matter how good he looks on the surface, he is suffering more than anyone else on the inside. Whether it is guilt, sadness, or something else. But as long as it is a negative emotion, that person's heart will be affected by it.
Very traumatized.”
"Why do people like to drink when they are lovelorn? Why do they get angry when they are hit? Why do they want to vent when they feel aggrieved? It's not because of anything else, it's because your heart is stimulated! Once the heart is stimulated, then
Anything is possible. If you can think about it openly, it will be fine, but if you can't think about it, you may pay your precious life."
"I think you should know this very well! So the heart that has been stimulated is the most uncomfortable time for people. Especially the person you hate the most, the three most important people around you sacrificed themselves for him
Life. This kind of heart that is being hit so hard, I think it should be the worst!"
"Even though his qualities are better than ordinary people, no one can let go of this kind of blow. So the pain in his heart is worse than anyone else's now. He even thought about killing him once and for all! In fact, to be honest, killing him all at once is a kind of
It's a very liberating method. At least once you are liberated, you don't have to think so much at all."
"But he has no relief, no relief. In fact, he is the worst, and the heartache he bears is the deepest. So in fact, you don't have to do anything, he has already given himself a lot of torture! This kind of torture will not
If it disappears, it will remain in his heart forever."
"In other words, the knot you have is completely a kind of pressure you put on yourself. As long as you can choose to relax, this knot will be automatically lifted, and there will be no knot in your heart. If you don't
Believe me, you can ask him face to face. Based on your intelligence, I think you can clearly find out whether he is like what I said." Long Shaofeng simply smoothed out his thoughts, and then said calmly
He opened his mouth and explained.
"This is no small amount of pressure. It's not that easy to relax!" After hearing Long Shaofeng's words, Huang Shaoying's eyes suddenly flashed with surprise, but then returned to normal, and then said lightly.
"For me, it's a piece of cake! As long as you trust me, I can let you take off this burden right away." Long Shaofeng suddenly said with confidence.
"What do you want to do?" After hearing this, Huang Shaoying slowly drank a glass of red wine, and then asked with interest.
"The best way to relax is massage! As I said just now, as long as you trust me, I can help you untie this knot right away." Long Shaofeng said again.
"How long do you need?" Huang Shaoying stared at him for a while, and then asked!
"Half an hour is enough!" After hearing this, Long Shaofeng hesitated slightly, and then said directly.
"Then I'll give you half an hour. If you don't let me let go of this inner demon as you said, then don't blame me for being rude! Because what I hate most is deception!" Huang Shaoying said calmly.
opened his mouth and said something.
"Then let's get started! But you'd better change into loose clothes first!" After hearing this, Long Shaofeng paused slightly, and then answered directly. But when he saw Sister Huang Shaodong's professional butt-covering skirt,
Long Shaofeng felt a little hot immediately. He took a deep breath, and then slowly spoke.
"Speaking of clothes, you seem to still owe me an answer? How did you do that action before?" Huang Shaoying immediately asked, with deep curiosity in his eyes.
"How can you be so sure that it was me and not a ghost?" After hearing this, Long Shaofeng was speechless, so he spoke.
"This is the first time I heard someone say that I am a ghost! Although I don't know how you did it, your behavior left a bad impression on me. If you hadn't let me know after half an hour,
I'm satisfied. Sorry, I'll settle the old and new accounts together!" Seeing that Long Shaofeng didn't want to answer, she didn't continue to ask, but instead threatened lightly.
After saying that, she went directly back to her room and started to change her clothes, while he walked directly into the room next to his, which was the room guarded by the bodyguard just now.
Sure enough, as soon as she entered, she saw Guo Ling'er. At this time, Guo Ling'er was sitting on a stool in a daze with an anxious and bored face. When she heard the sound of the door opening, she immediately turned her head.
After seeing the person she was longing for, she stood there for a few seconds, then flew directly into Long Shaofeng's arms. She hugged him tightly with both arms, wishing she could melt directly into Long Shaofeng.
in the body.
"Uh-huh, Guo Ling'er, how did you know me?" Seeing Guo Ling'er's behavior, Long Shaofeng was stunned and couldn't help but ask.
He was an unfamiliar face now, but Guo Ling'er suddenly threw herself into his arms. It was obvious that she had seen him, otherwise she would not have acted so excitedly. I have to say that this made her
He was very curious.
"I don't know either, but my intuition tells me that the person in front of me is you! Long Shaofeng, I miss you so much. I'm really afraid that I will never see you again." Guo Ling'er shook her head and said casually
He replied, staring at Long Shaofeng with affection on his face.