I'm fed up with the days when I'm powerless, I want to cultivate myself, I want strength!
To put it bluntly, I just want to avenge my grandma, but I don’t have the ability now. I regret that I wasn’t with her when something happened to her, but I was with her, what could I do?
I don't know how to do anything but ask for help. I have always relied on others, and I don't want to do this anymore. I want to be able to protect myself, and I also want to be able to protect the people I care about.
Grandma's death really stimulated me. I have no intention of hurting others, but this does not mean that others will not harm me. Having cultivation and strength is the safest thing!
Yun Ling probably didn't expect that I would suddenly ask for fusion. He asked me in surprise, "Xiao Linxi, have you made up your mind?"
I looked at him, "Didn't you say that after the fusion, I will still be me? Then what should I hesitate about?"
Yun Ling looked at me for a while and then said, "After the fusion, in addition to your cultivation, your memories of your previous life will also come back. There will be many things in your mind that you have never experienced before, which will make you feel confused.
You need time to digest and accept these memories, and you also need time to adapt to the powerful cultivation. Xiao Linxi, you are busy with grandma's funeral now, so it is not suitable for fusion. After grandma's funeral is completed, if you still want to fuse, I will help you.
"
Yun Ling's words were objective, but I still heard that he meant to advise me to think carefully.
I looked at him strangely, "Yun Ling, don't you want me to remember what happened a thousand years ago?"
I felt like I was asking nonsense. Of course Yun Ling wanted me to remember what happened a thousand years ago. He had always hoped that I would remember him and the days when we were together.
I was about to say that I had never asked this question, but suddenly I heard Yun Ling say, "Yes, I don't want you to remember it."
I was startled and looked at him in surprise, "Why?"
Yun Ling curled her lips and smiled evilly, "Because I want to challenge you, Lin Xi, to fall in love with me. When I went to ask for the elixir, the medical fairy asked me a question. He asked me, in the next life
Is Yu Ling still Yu Ling? I thought about it all the way, and it wasn’t until I saw you that I had the answer to this question. Xiao Lin Xi, you are twenty-year-old Lin Xi, you are not Yu Ling. You don’t have to force yourself to accept that you are not
Memories that belong to you and emotions that don’t belong to you. You have your own love and hate and shouldn’t be affected by other people.”
Yu Ling hates Yuchen and loves Yun Ling. Once they merge, if I am affected by Yu Ling's emotions, then I may really leave Yuchen and be with Yun Ling.
This was beneficial to Yun Ling, but he persuaded me to give up the fusion because he cared about my personal feelings. He didn't regard me as anyone's substitute. I looked at Yun Ling with mixed emotions.
Yun Ling's choice reminded me of Chu Yuan. Chu Yuan loved Long Ling deeply. When he misunderstood that I was the reincarnation of Long Ling, he tried every means to remind me of the past. Later, after learning that Wu Jie and Long Ling were the same person
, Chu Yuan rescued Wu Jie. He stayed with Wu Jie and dressed Wu Jie up according to the appearance of the dragon spirit in his memory. He regarded Wu Jie as a substitute for the dragon spirit.
Chu Yuan doesn't love me, nor does he love Wu Jie, he only loves Long Ling.
But what Yun Ling loves is not just Yu Ling, what Yun Ling loves is this soul. No matter what this soul is reincarnated into, no matter what it will become, he loves it deeply and accepts it.
There is no distinction between high and low in love, but I feel that Yun Ling definitely loves her more deeply than Chu Yuan.
I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say.
At this time, Gu Han came back from outside carrying a bag of steamed dumplings. When she saw Yun Ling, her eyes lit up, just like a hungry wolf seeing a little sheep, and she was filled with excitement from the inside out.
"Shang Shen Yun Ling, we meet again." Gu Han ran over and smiled at Yun Ling, "I bought steamed buns, will you eat them?"
Seeing Gu Han's positive attitude, I thought she was interested in Yun Ling. But the next thing she said, I knew I was overthinking it.
Gu Han said, "Shangshen, my cultivation has improved rapidly during this period. Are you interested in competing with me?"
Sure enough, it was never men who excited Gu Han, but Taoism.
Yun Ling raised her eyebrows and glanced at Gu Han lazily, "Little Taoist nun, sparring refers to people with almost the same strength. If I fight against you, it can only be called bullying."
Seeing Yun Ling looking down on her so much, the smile on Gu Han's face dropped. She rolled her eyes at Yun Ling, then knelt down beside me, handed me the bun in her hand, and said somewhat unhappily, "Lin Xi, can you
You can't control the immortal family in front of your hall, look at how he looks down on others."
Hearing these words of Gu Han, I remembered that Yun Ling was no longer the immortal of my palace. He had been reborn from nirvana and had left my palace with Chu Yuan. I accepted Chu Yuan again, but not yet.
he.
I looked at Yun Ling, intending to ask him if he still wanted to come into my room. But before I could ask him, Yun Ling smiled at me and said in a gentle and sultry voice, "Xiao Lin Xi, I listen.
Yours, if you ask me to compete with her, then I will play with her. In this world, I will only listen to you."
Gu Han shuddered and said, "It makes me so sad. Yun Ling, when the Third Master is away, you always poach me. I am really touched by your perseverance."
Because he didn't agree to compete with her, Gu Han didn't even call God anymore.
Yun Ling didn't care about her. He turned around, sat on the floor, sat next to me, and said to me, "Xiao Lin Xi, I will accompany you to watch tonight."
There is no need to accompany me to wake him up. I have other things I want to trouble him with.
I looked at him and said, "Yun Ling, I would like to trouble you to find someone for me."
"who?"
"Zhu Jianming." I said, "Zhu Jianming has been staying at home to take care of his grandma, but after his grandma died, Zhu Jianming disappeared. He is a wandering spirit and is very weak. I am afraid that something will happen to him."
Zhu Jianming is my hall's ghost fairy. If he is gone, I, as a fairy, will know it. I don't feel anything, which means he is still alive. But I can't invite him, so I worry about who he is.
Caught.
I didn't tell Yuchen about this. Firstly, I couldn't calm down after the accident. I couldn't help but lose my temper when I saw Yuchen. Secondly, I was worried that Zhu Jianming was in the hands of the Liu family, and I didn't want Yuchen to be caught in the act.
I am in trouble with the Liu family.
Yun Ling once stayed in my hall, and he had met Zhu Jianming. So after hearing that the person I was looking for was Zhu Jianming, he didn't ask any more questions. He just asked me to wait for his good news and left.
.
After Yun Ling left, Gu Han bumped me with his elbow and asked me gossipingly, "Lin Xi, I was moved by Yun Ling's passion. You didn't feel it at all? Anyway, grandma is against you and San.
If we are together with you, you might as well break up with Third Master and get along better with Yun Ling."
I looked at Gu Han and said, "When Yuchen comes back, you can say this again in front of him."
"Then I'm not looking for death!" Gu Han said, "I don't mind my longevity."
I asked her, "Do you think I am someone who dislikes my longevity?"
"I asked you, right?" Gu Han smiled triumphantly, "You don't want to be separated from the third master at all."
When I heard what Gu Han said, I realized that what she just said was trying to trick me. People's first reaction is the most true, and my first reaction was not to separate from Yuchen.
Gu Han continued, "Lin Xi, since you don't want to separate from the third master, then don't be entangled. Seeing you entangled makes me feel uncomfortable with you. Just listen to grandma, separate from Yuchen, and then marry an ordinary man.
Man, can you guarantee your happiness for the rest of your life? Domestic violence, cheating, and not doing your job properly. Lin Xi, everyone in the world is suffering. If you worry too much, you will only make your life tiring."
When I didn't say anything, Gu Han said again, "You like Third Master, and Third Master also likes you. When grandma sees you two happy together, she will change her mind and agree to you being with Third Master. Lin Xi, if you don't believe it
I said, then I will call my grandfather out and ask him to go to the underworld to ask your grandma what she wants from you!"