After personally experiencing this relationship, I truly understood that it had long surpassed love and family affection. She was his salvation, the only one, and could not be replaced by anyone.
I even felt a little sore in my heart. I was able to be with Yuchen, and I really benefited from Yuling's glory. It's just that I'm not Yuling. Is it me that Yuchen likes, or is it just because I am the reincarnation of Yuling?
Although I also know that there is no comparison, women all hope that they are the only one in their boyfriend's heart.
This is like my boyfriend having an ex-girlfriend whom I remember deeply. They ended it long ago and will never be together again. But as my girlfriend, I still want to ask, does he love me more or more?
The urge to love your ex-girlfriend.
Thinking of this, I turned to look at Xiao Yuchen, stared at him and asked, "Do you like me?"
Xiao Yuchen was chewing chicken legs. When he heard me ask him this question, he was stunned, and then nodded vigorously, "Yes... I like it."
"You can only like me, you know?"
Xiao Yuchen nodded seriously again, "I only like...you."
I am now in Yu Ling's body. If Xiao Yuchen likes me, doesn't it mean that he likes Yu Ling? Thinking of this, I was a little angry. I was about to say something else, but then I thought about it and felt that I was sick.
Xiao Yuchen is only five or six years old now. I have instilled in him the idea that he can only like me. This behavior seems a little bit perverted no matter how you look at it.
Seeing that I stopped talking, Xiao Yuchen seemed to think that I was angry. He tugged on the corner of my clothes with his small hands and looked at me cautiously with his big eyes.
I glanced at his greasy little hands, then stood up, intending to fetch some water and wash him. Not only his hands, but his face was also dark, and his hair was all sticky, making him look like a little beggar.
Seeing that I was about to leave, Xiao Yuchen stretched out his hand to me nervously, but before he could catch me, he took his hand back. Then he sat obediently in the cage and looked at me with a pair of big eyes with longing.
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Because he was thin, his eyes looked particularly big. Sitting on the ground and staring at me, he looked extremely pitiful.
I looked down at him and said, "I'm not leaving. I'm going to fetch water and help you wash up."
Xiao Yuchen became happy when he heard that I said I wouldn't leave. He clearly didn't want me to leave, but he still didn't want me to stay because I was conscious of it. This awkward temperament turned out to be natural.
I turned around and walked out for a few steps, and then I suddenly realized that Xiao Yuchen wasn't having an awkward temper, he was afraid.
He has never had anything that belongs to him. From the time he was born to now, he has been arranged by others. It doesn't matter what he thinks. No one will listen to him anyway. So he dare not say what is in his heart.
He didn't dare to try to keep me, because he was afraid that it would be useless if he tried to keep me, and he was even more afraid that if he made a request, I would find him troublesome and I would never want him again. He lives too cautiously.
I turned back to look at him, and Xiao Yuchen was sitting in the cage, looking straight at me. When he saw me turning around, he gave me a flattering smile.
I felt so distressed that I quickly walked back a few steps, squatted down, and said to him, "If you want me to stay, you have to tell me, you know?"
Xiao Yuchen looked at me in surprise, as if he didn't understand what I meant by this sentence.
I continued, "You have to learn to express yourself. You have to speak out what's in your heart. If you don't say it, I won't know."
Xiao Yuchen looked at me and still didn't say a word.
I knew I couldn't rush this kind of thing, so I didn't force him anymore and turned around to get water.
As soon as I turned around, I heard Xiao Yuchen's voice coming from behind. He struggled to say every word clearly, "You... don't leave!"
I was startled and turned back to look at him.
In my eyes, the little Yuchen in the iron cage is almost the same as the Yuchen who was sitting on the bed, holding my hand and telling me, don't leave.
Thousands of years later, Yuchen has not learned to open up his heart. He keeps many things in his heart. But that day, he tried his best to keep me, just like Xiao Yuchen at this moment, as if I was everything to him.
Since he loves me so much and I am so important to him, why did he admit to killing my grandma? What is the reason and what is the truth!
I suddenly wanted to go back. In reality, I still have a lot of things to do.
Xiao Yuchen's big eyes were looking at me expectantly, as if he was waiting for me to praise him because he bravely spoke out what was in his heart.
I looked at him and said, "You have done a good job, and you must do the same in the future. Especially when you are facing someone you like, you must not hide anything. Do you understand?"
Xiao Yuchen nodded obediently.
I added, "Also, the person you like is meant to be protected, not hurt. If you want to protect the person you like, you must not hurt her, do you understand?"
Xiao Yuchen nodded again, but he looked confused and obviously didn't understand what I meant.
He is still too young, so it is normal for him not to understand. Moreover, I am now in Yu Ling's memory, which means that what happens now is history. No matter what I say or do, it will not really affect Yu Chen.
Influence.
On the contrary, I hope that I really exist at this moment. Xiao Yuchen is so well-behaved. As long as he is guided well, how could he do such things as massacre the dragon clan, betray the country of demons, and force Yu Ling to death!
I looked at him, and even though I knew what I said was useless, I still couldn't help but said, "Yuchen, you must be a good person when you grow up."
Xiao Yuchen looked at me and said with satisfaction, "You stay with me...I, I...I will listen to you."
Looking at it now, Yu Ling is everything to him, so why would he do something to hurt Yu Ling? Was it something that happened later that I don't know about?
I want to know what made Xiao Yuchen change, and at the same time, I want to wake up and return to reality.
But Yu Ling's memory is not under my control at all. It switches scenes by itself, and all the scenes it switches out are bits and pieces of her time with Xiao Yuchen.
Deliver meals every day, help Xiao Yuchen wash up, bring new clothes to Xiao Yuchen, teach Xiao Yuchen how to speak, etc. These are all trivial matters. If there is a change, it is that Xiao Yuchen's attitude towards me is getting better and better.
Now, his smiles have begun to increase and he talks more. Every time I come, he will happily call me Fairy Sister. If it were not blocked by the iron cage, I feel like he could throw himself into my arms and act like a baby.
Days like this have passed in the blink of an eye for more than a month.
Because all I saw were memories of being with Xiao Yuchen, and I had no contact with anyone else, so now I only know that I am a Xiao Xian'e from Ziwei Palace. I have not even looked in the mirror.
, or it was through the reflection in the water that I realized that Yu Ling looked different from me.
Yu Ling is very beautiful, even more beautiful than Long Ling. When people describe beauties, they often say they look like fairies in the sky, but I think if they had seen Yu Ling, they would know that there will never be any difference between mortals and fairies in the sky.
Fabian.
Yu Ling is more beautiful than all the fairies I have seen here. Maybe it is because everyone is a fairy. Even if the other fairies are beautiful, they still show a bit of dignity and righteousness. Just like a lady from a famous family, no matter how lively she is, her words are
There is also a sense of discipline in it.
But Yu Ling is different. Yu Ling's beauty has a hint of charm, her eyes are charming peach blossoms, and the ends of her eyes are slightly raised. Compared to a fairy, I think she is more like a vixen.
She looks only fourteen or fifteen years old now. Because she is young and has baby fat on her face, she looks a bit delicate and naive, and people can ignore the charm in her bones. When she grows up
Take away the bigness and naivety, and all that's left is the charm. You don't have to worry about it, just this face and figure are enough to seduce people.
The day I saw her face clearly, I felt unbalanced. She was reincarnated as me, and it didn't matter that I wasn't better than her. But in the end, I was still not as good as her in every way.
Seeing that I remained silent, Xiao Yuchen asked me, "Sister Fairy, are you unhappy?"
I nodded, "Yes."
I want to leave here and return to reality, but I can't get out. I want to know some other information, but I can't. It's like I'm trapped here. Can I not be depressed?
Xiao Yuchen thought for a moment and said to me, "Sister Fairy, shall I teach you spells?"