Chapter 86 There will always be choices in the road of life
"What?" Wang Lan looked at Xingfeng in shock.
"I surrender!"
"Wow"
But Xingfeng raised his head and looked at Wang Lan seriously as he said those three words.
The entire audience exclaimed in surprise, and some even stood up unknowingly.
"Admit defeat? How can you admit defeat? I paid for the ticket? Are you admitting defeat even if you don't even fight?"
"Yes, I voted for you, and I still want to see your lightning steps, and you actually admit defeat?"
"Damn, I won by betting on you, but you actually made me lose money?"
"It's okay if you can't beat me, but you're going to admit defeat even if you don't even fight?"
The audience's excitement was not loud, but not quiet either.
But the thread of needle passed through the protective nodule and reached Xingfeng's ears. At this moment, Xingfeng's heart was truly hurt.
If a person has no heart, he will not be sad; if the heart is numb, he will not feel pain.
But Xingfeng suddenly realized
I once gave up on myself, gave up my dream when I first became a star warrior, and was willing to sink into being a mortal far away from the world. To put it nicely, it is called seeing through life and death, and seeing through the mortal world just to live the rest of my life. In fact, it is nothing more than a cowardly escape.
The audience's words were like sharp knives piercing Xingfeng's heart.
Star warriors are not actors, and the battles of star warriors are not for you to watch or for you to gamble.
But, what reason does Xingfeng have to refute, and what qualifications does Xingfeng have to quibble.
Before that, just before Wang Lan turned around and left to save Cheng Qingzhu, whose limbs were cruelly twisted, wasn't this what Xingfeng thought? What he did?
You came here to be an actor, how can you blame them for treating you as an actor?
Is it wrong to give up Star Warrior? Is it wrong to think about being famous and making money easily by becoming a star? Is it wrong to get tired of fighting and want to spend the rest of your life in peace? Yes.
What's wrong is what your ideological consciousness is.
Good people hate because of their evil, and evil people hate because of their good. Xingfeng's thoughts have changed, so he hates himself who once surrendered to self-destruction, and hates the heart that lost its faith due to numbness.
Only by staying true to your original intention can you achieve success. Is it still too late for me to return to the battlefield?
Xingfeng asked himself, slowly turned around and left.
"Wait a minute, Xingfeng player, are you sure you want to admit defeat? It's the semi-finals of the Star Martial Arts Tournament now. As long as you win this game, you will not only get a bonus of one million, but also have the opportunity to become the hegemon of the Star Martial Arts Tournament. 's throne.
Do you really want to give up these honors that are just around the corner?" the host asked redeemingly.
"In your eyes, this is an honor, but in my eyes at this moment, it is not. I took the wrong path and I want to go back. I give up the game!" As he said this, Xingfeng silently looked back at Wang Lan.
"Brother Xiaolang, I know you should be very young. As someone who has experienced it, I will give you a piece of advice. Never get lost in the years to come. If you feel numb, please think about your experience participating in the Star Martial Arts Tournament this time. Are you What are you here for? What is your original intention? Weather the wind and rain and forge ahead."
Xingfeng disappeared at the end of the ring, and the program team was busy adjusting the rhythm of the game in an instant.
"Successfully entering the finals will reward you with 4,000 experience points and 400 skill points." A reminder sounded in my mind.
At this moment, the Internet was instantly abuzz.
"What's going on with Xingfeng? Why has it suddenly changed? He was obviously full of fighting spirit before. In the last game, he was asked if he had confidence in the championship. He also said that although he was not absolutely sure, he would try his best with all his strength. Play well."
"Yes, Xingfeng's strength is actually no worse than that of Wolf King. Thunder attribute is not restrained by fire attribute. His star martial level is higher than that of Wolf King. His combat experience and basic skills are not inferior to that of Wolf King."
"If we have a serious fight, it's not certain who will win and who will lose."
"Yes! Why did you suddenly admit defeat?"
"You must be scared, Xingfeng trash."
"It's probably not because I'm scared, but because my mind has changed."
"Are there any psychological analysts here to analyze what happened to Xingfeng? Why did he suddenly give up?"
"Same request!"
At the same time, in order to ensure the live broadcast time for the finals of the Star Martial Arts Tournament, the TV station also left a backup plan for possible uncontrollable emergencies.
After all, this kind of thing has happened many times.
Celebrity guests were invited to perform. There were heavyweight celebrities performing at the beginning, and corresponding preparations were naturally made in the middle.
But do millions of viewers care about celebrity performances now? No, what they care about is how this much-anticipated game ended so anticlimactically.
The semi-finals are only half an hour away from the championship game. Even if you have something to do, you are not in a hurry right now?
While the whole Internet was debating, a post analyzing the psychological journey of Xingfeng players caused endless waves and was reposted by countless people.
"His name is Xingfeng, a member of the 5002nd Star Martial Awakening Class. That year, he was young, and that year, he looked up at the stars with high spirits. That year, Emperor Yan of the South achieved enlightenment in a battle, overwhelming the Sky Blue Star, with an invincible appearance
Became one of the youngest Five Emperors.
In 5005, Xingfeng did not get into the four major Star Martial Arts academies that all Star Martial Arts practitioners dream of. He did not even get into the top tier Star Martial Arts Academy. Instead, he went to a Star Martial Arts Academy in the northwest that many people had never heard of.
Finished college.
In 5010, Xingfeng retired from the Northeast Military Region. After five years of military career, Xingfeng was no longer the high-spirited young man, but a common being in the army of two million star warriors.
That year, the idol of the year was still as bright as the sun, but he was no longer the young man who once chased his dreams. After that, Xingfeng joined the pioneer army.
Over the past eight years, former comrades have fallen one after another. Many brothers who were chatting and laughing together yesterday died on the battlefield the next day. Many brothers who were still fighting bravely on the battlefield the day before yesterday packed up their belongings and said they wanted to go home and get married.
Give birth to a child.
Fighting, disappointment, disappearance, parting.
Xingfeng is tired of this kind of days where he doesn't know if there will be tomorrow after today.
Getting more and more tired.
Finally, in 5018, he made a decision. He quit the land reclamation corps and returned to our big city, giving up the glory of being a star warrior and becoming an ordinary person again.
If he wants to be an ordinary person again, debuting and becoming famous is naturally the most comfortable way of life. He chose to participate in the Star Martial Arts Tournament, which is a very fast way.
But, is he really resigned to this?
He thought he was, but he wasn't!
When he saw Xiaolang competing anonymously and asked Xiaolang why you came to participate in the Star Warrior Competition, Xiaolang simply replied that it was to practice actual combat. Such an innocent answer touched Xingfeng's heart.
Such a pure reason? Just like when Xingfeng first became a Star Warrior. At that time, Xingfeng was as pure as a little wolf.
Just as many people think of Xiaolang, although he wears a mask, he allows us to see purity. Although Xingfeng and the others do not have masks on their faces, they wear a mask of numbness all the time.
Cheng Qingzhu's limbs were twisted off by Chang Shuangyue, which reminded Xingfeng of his comrades who had fallen beside him on the battlefield.
At that moment, Xiaolang stood up, because he was a medical star warrior, and it was his duty to treat his comrades. But what did Xingfeng say at that time? If you go now, what will happen to the competition later?
Little Wolf said, It doesn't matter. Then he turned around without hesitation.
At this moment, Xingfeng was ashamed in front of Xiaolang's pure personality, not only ashamed of Xiaolang's pure personality, but also ashamed of Xingfeng's former self.
Back then, he was the same as Little Wolf, but I don't know when he lost his former self and became what he once hated.
Xiaolang is a star warrior of the medical system, and he is also a very strong medical system, because he only went there for a few minutes, and then Cheng Qingzhu came back intact.
Such a powerful medical star warrior can obviously rely on his talent to live a life that even Xingfeng cannot envy.
But what about Xiaolang? He has great strength. Whether it is fighting skills, star martial arts skills, or actual combat experience, he is not inferior to any professional star warrior who has experienced hundreds of battles and experienced life and death.
Xiaolang is just a medical student, a medical student, but he has the heart of a warrior. Xingfeng, as a warrior, has the heart of a retired uncle early on.
Little Wolf is like a mirror in front of Xingfeng, and his conversation with Little Wolf is more like a conversation with his former self.
He once had a dream, a dream like Emperor Yan of the South. Even if he could not stand at such a high height, he hoped that he could get ahead with his hard work.
But reality drowned him in the vast sea of people.
He thought that it was because he was born ordinary and destined to be unable to realize his dreams. But when he saw the little wolf, he realized that it was not because of unfair fate, but because he didn't work hard enough, at least compared to the little wolf, he was like that.
The extinguished heart was rekindled with flames.
He doesn't want to waste his life on this stage, not even for a second.
Therefore, he chose to admit defeat and leave the stage to Xiaolang, and he...maybe went home to pack his bags and plan to fight on the battlefield again.
Xingfeng, I wish you the best, may you be able to take advantage of the wind and reach high in the sky!"
This post is very long, but it seems to be a reflection of Xingfeng’s soul.
But everyone understood that it was definitely not Xingfeng who wrote this post. Because at this time, he might not have gone home yet.
So, who is it?
Everyone was curious about who posted the message, but in the end, all they could see was an ID named Star Tears and no other substantial information.
In an old-fashioned community in Sioux City, a young girl stood up gently, opened the curtains and walked to the balcony.
Raise your head and look up at the sky.
The sky was clear, but there were no stars.
A tear slowly slid down the girl's cheek. She cried silently, but suddenly laughed, wiping her tears and smiling at the same time.
"Ding dong"
The doorbell rang, and the girl hurriedly wiped away her tears, came to the door and looked through the peephole.
Then, she opened the door with a gentle smile, "A Feng, are you back?"
Xingfeng stood at the door, not daring to look into the girl's eyes. He lowered his head silently, "Tears, I have to leave."
Tears overflowed from the corners of the girl's eyes again and fell to the ground with a thud, "Are you going back to open up wasteland? When will you come back?"
"At the end of next year. I just had a phone call with the boss. He said he is short of manpower. I will go over and lead the team. I can lead twenty people."
"Well, clearing land is very dangerous. You have to be careful. Don't be careless, and don't force it. If the beast is ferocious, you must wait until a large force is assembled before going with everyone. If you encounter danger, hide..."
"Tears, there is something... I want to ask you..."
"What?"
"Let's... get the certificate tomorrow, okay? I've delayed you for so many years, and you're almost thirty... I heard that grandma has started to introduce you to partners. Although... I can't forgive you for being so hasty, but... then
There is a huge shortage of people, so I have to go tomorrow night.
When I come back next time, it will be another year and a half. I'm afraid that when I come back next time, you will be married..."
"Okay!" the girl said softly.
"real?"
"real!"
Xingfeng scratched the back of his head and smiled, smiling just like the fool he did eighteen years ago.
"What are you doing standing at the door? Come in."