Yan Luyi stepped forward and wanted to help Guo Jiu up. Guo Jiu grabbed the armrest of the chair and refused to get up. He looked at her and smiled. Smiling, laughing, and then laughing wildly, until the lenses of his glasses were slightly foggy.
Because the tears have already come out.
Yan Luyi panicked and comforted: "Okay Guo Jiu, stop making trouble and go and have a rest..."
Guo Jiudao: "Lu Zi, why are you still here pretending to care about me?"
Yan Luyi was confused: "Ah?"
The corners of Guo Jiu's lips raised. He was still smiling, but his voice was trembling with a hint of crying: "You already knew that, didn't you? Lu Honglin is definitely a smart man. After he found out about my situation, he and
If you take a breath, you can guess everything that has come and gone. You know that our relationship is also deliberately arranged by Guo Minghua, but you still choose to continue to hide it from me, cut off contact with Yan Luyi, and agreed
What are your plans to get married as soon as possible? Please tell me, do you want me to live in such a muddle and continue to provide you with lifelong warm services?"
When Yan Luyi heard this long sentence, he was startled again and stammered: "No, no, Guo Jiu, you are drunk, don't think too much, Azi... must be afraid
You broke down emotionally after knowing the truth, so you kept it secret for the time being. When she comes back, she will naturally choose a suitable time to tell you."
Guo Jiu laughed wildly: "Didn't the last time you failed to lie teach you a lesson? When will you be able to lie to a certain level, and when will you talk to me again, okay?"
He reached out and pointed toward the door: "Get out of here, pack your things and get out of my house now!"
Yan Luyi took two steps back, too frightened to say a word.
Yan Yue said: "You have recognized the wrong person. She is Yan Luyi."
Guo Jiu was stunned for a moment, stretched out his hand to adjust his glasses, and looked at Yan Luyi again. His eyes were dazed for a while, and after a while, he said: "I'm sorry, my above remarks are all to Lu Zi, not to you. If you
If you can contact her again, please tell her that the emotional relationship between me and her is over, and there is no room for redemption, and please don't make any more futile attempts after she comes back."
Yan Luyi said cautiously: "No, Guo Jiu, you think too badly of her..."
Guo Jiudao: "Forget it."
He leaned over to the corner of the workbench, grabbed a pair of surgical scissors, and went to cut his own hair with his backhand. His hands were trembling unsteadily. After cutting off a small strand, his hair slipped away, and he opened the scissors to chase after it.
The blade of the knife was so bright that Yan Yue always felt that he would pierce the carotid artery with the sharp tip in the next second. He hurriedly pulled his wrist and tried to take the scissors away. Guo Jiu refused. The two of them fought for it.
After two blows, Yan Yue took a breath of cold air. Immediately, a few drops of blood gushed out from the gaps between his fingers and dripped on the floor. Guo Jiu's expression changed. His movements froze. He opened his fingers and allowed him to cut off the surgery.
go.
There was a deep wound in Yan Yue's palm, and blood gushed out, dyeing half of his palm red.
Guo Jiu hurriedly turned around to get medical supplies from the freezer.
Yan Yue handed him his hand to treat the wound and asked, "Stop making trouble?"
Guo Jiu wiped away the blood with a decontamination towel and wrapped the wound with a medicinal bandage: "I'm sorry."
Yan Yue said: "Go back to your room and sleep."
Guo Jiu agreed: "Okay."
He stood up and walked out obediently. His steps were frivolous and crooked, and he almost knocked over the skeleton that looked human but not human standing on the side of the door. Yan Luyi gave him a hand, but Guo Jiu turned to the side again.
Hide: "Didn't I just tell you to get out?"
Yan Luyi quickly stepped back.
Yan Yuan took over and helped Guo Jiu out, saying, "Senior Guo, you can't tell who is who."
Guo Jiu's voice was like falling ink floating in clear water: "I'm sorry. But... what about me? Who am I?"
Yan Yuan didn't understand his question: "Huh?"
Guo Jiudao: "Guo Minghua arranged everything for me, so my personal consciousness is just his deliberate fabrication and extension of his will. The original me should have been me without his deliberate fabrication, but it did not exist from the beginning..."
Yan Yuan was confused when he heard that, and turned around and shouted: "Brother, what does he mean by this?"
Yan Yue sighed.
Guo Jiu continued talking to himself: "Then who is using this body now? A usurper with the label of Guo Minghua? What about the original me? What is it like? Will it never be the same?
Maybe you got me back?"
Yan Yue said: "Your current situation is not suitable for thinking about these issues. Your behavior is already chaotic. Being too entangled in these will make you fall into depression and develop suicidal tendencies."
Guo Jiudao: "In a sense, the original me is dead long ago. And what is the need for this consciousness that Guo Minghua deliberately created to continue to survive?"
Yan Yue said: "It may not be that you are dead, it is very likely that you are just suppressed. Maybe it will be reflected in the deep subconscious. We have a lot of time and a lot of patience, and we can slowly get you back."
Guo Jiu choked up.
Yan Yue said: "In just one day, I was confirmed to have been manipulated and betrayed by two extremely important people. I was really sad and couldn't accept it, so I just said some angry words, right?"
Guo Jiu didn't reply. He walked out of the elevator quietly, closed the secret door, and restored the bookcase to its original state. Yan Yue said, "I should comfort you at this moment, but I'm not good at doing this kind of thing. So I suggest
You need to rest and remove the influence of alcohol and drugs to sober yourself up. When you are sober and calm, you should not need me to comfort you."
Yan Luyi couldn't help but tease him: "Yan Yue, when can you recharge your emotional intelligence?"
Yan Yue said: "Can you please give me a demonstration?"
Yan Luyi said: "Forget it...forget it, I will wait until he wakes up and then demonstrate it to you, otherwise I will always be regarded as Lu Zi and it will be embarrassing."
She said and ran away quickly to help Mo Li clean up the tableware. Yan Yue waved Yan Yuan over to clean up the dishes together, helped Guo Jiu towards the bedroom, and continued: "I will seriously discuss your self with you after you wake up."
Cognitive issues. If you still feel extreme pain and believe that death is the only relief, then we will discuss how to end your life with dignity. The road to hell is long, and I will walk with you."
Guo Jiu was frightened by him: "What did you say?"
Yan Yue said: "There are two reasons for this. One is that Lu Honglin's resurrection has made me more interested in the world after death; the other is that I have become accustomed to your existence. If you are no longer here, I will have no interest in life."
Guo Jiu's lenses seemed to light up, and his hand on Yan Yue's shoulder tightened.
Yan Yue helped him sit down on the edge of the bed, leaned over to remove his shoes, and said: "I will use the drone to express the tableware back, and then take them to buy daily necessities. Everything will be taken care of, you don't need to worry. You can rest assured