There was a writer who sneered at this sentence. Because in the darkest moment of his life, other human beings only gave him bitterness. For him, the straw that supported his survival was never the turn of human beings.
He compiled, he deliberated, and filled the moments when he was hoarse with fantasy. He also thought about crying and giving up, but now that he has grown up, even if he sheds tears of pain, he will only respond to you with laughter and curiosity.
You are no longer a child, you must bear the weight on your shoulders, whether you are overweight or not, your only options are to give up (death) and live.
That was undoubtedly the darkest moment in Lin Shuwen's life. Before he could adapt to the weight of responsibility, the malice from mankind couldn't wait to push him into the abyss.
Relatives who are gradually becoming estranged;
A friend just to make him a scapegoat;
Deception, suspicion, calculation, resentment, hatred. In order to integrate into the human circle, Lin Shuwen gave up his loyalty to the right and left the upright camp step by step. He gradually learned the rules of this society - only (correctness) caught in the cracks (wrong)
) can gain a place in the human circle.
However, he was still alienated, with inexplicable charges and incomprehensible interests. When the peace of mind he had grown up in was deprived of the world, and he fell under the fist of "Hangwan" (father), staring at the drunken face laughing,
Chewed away tears.
Children will never stop looking forward to something like a hero coming to their side, affirming that all the pain they have endured before, and that their patience is worth it.
The "hero" did indeed appear in front of Lin Shuwen at that time. The hero who had protected him since childhood, and the last human being who represented that he was not alone, his father, was beating him without shame.
From that moment on, Lin Shuwen exiled himself from the world. He raised his fist and roared to fight off his former hero. The man in front of him was no longer his support. He was just a beast, relying on blood to oppress him.
A villain who unleashes his own force.
The ending of that battle was a little bloody. The child who rushed out of the door broke the bridge of the monster's nose and escaped from the last human circle that he could rely on with the cry of "You are not my father!"
Under the starry night, the boy chewing his tears threw away all the care from humans and followed the flash of light to the top of a certain hillside.
The hillside is called Phoenix Mountain. There is a pavilion built on the top of the hillside, which is the main place for outdoor activities of the nearby primary school.
Lin Shuwen, who had calmed down, sat quietly in the pavilion, tiredness and chill eroding his body. On a late autumn night, wearing only short sleeves, he shivered under the stars.
(Forget it if you die...)
Cold and heartbroken, the straw that kept Lin Shuwen's faith in living - his relatives were no longer enough. He looked at the cliff behind the pavilion and straightened up.
That's not an illusion, Lin Shuwen thought as he stared at the crystal elves.
When he completely faced the cliff, a group of ice crystals flying in mid-air surrounded him. They glowed with the silver light of the moon, weaving a dream in the child's eyes, capturing the belief in survival that was about to fall.
The coldness passed, and Lin Shuwen, surrounded by the elves, sat back on the stool in the pavilion. He quietly admired their dance, and a longing from the depths of his soul moistened the corners of his eyes.
"Canglian..."
Ice cave, silver hair, and flying ice crystal elves, blue-black pupils with resentment, waiting for someone's recognition.
Severe pain hit his mind, and Lin Shuwen hugged his body in pain
The scenes in my mind and around me suddenly lost their color, and darkness was like a tide, swallowing up everything.
Black and red vines wrapped around Lin Shuwen's body, and a ball of hot heat surged from his heart.
"It wasn't like that that day..."
Looking out from between his fingers, Lin Shuwen endured the pain and opened his eyes.
"That day... I only saw the shadow of the galaxy, and the rest of the scene was a dream I had after I was in coma."
Slowly releasing his palms, the black and red pupils engraved in the center of his eyebrows radiated light, and the pain began to spread throughout his body. Lin Shuwen held his breath and used the pain to gain consciousness. He woke up from the state of ghosts pressing down on the bed almost every day, and he had already learned to do so.
Learn how to regain the sense of reality from dreams.
The darkness faded, and ice crystals and white flames emerged from the darkness, falling into the ink color of Lin Shuwen's eyes.
"call……"
After forcibly twisting his neck, the crackling sound caused by bone friction sang a ballad of reality. Lin Shuwen sighed softly, somewhat understanding the current situation.
"Mo Wei..."
He couldn't feel the presence of the waning moon. Apart from the gradually dissipating pain, only the black rose tattoo on his neck was emitting increasing heat. Lin Shuwen knew very well that this meant that Mo Wei was using the contract to get closer to him. Thinking of this, he raised his head.
, began to call her name loudly to verify his guess.
"Kakakaka..."
The sound of bones colliding suddenly sounded from behind. Lin Shuwen felt the airflow caressing his back and smiled reassuringly.
His guess was not bad. He was no longer in an illusory dream. He was awake in reality.
"Can you let me go?"
Turning his head to look at the black and red Teng Man on his shoulder, Lin Shuwen, with a gentle smile, told his request. However, Teng Man increased his intensity as if he was angry.
"...Xiaoyun, I'm fine."
With two parts of temptation and eight parts of expectation, Lin Shuwen directly said the protagonist's nickname for the Blood Demon Vine in the novel "The Law of Life". If everything Ye Lanxin said before is true, combined with some of his own feelings,
This Vineman should be the Blood Demon Vine and Qianlingyun.
In the previous life, he was the innocent child that he saved with his heart.
"Shashasha..."
Tengman finally weakened its strength, and slowly let go of Lin Shuwen's body, carefully placing him back on the ground. A stinging pain came from the center of the rose on his neck, and Lin Shuwen subconsciously covered his neck and stroked it.
The blood demon vine is implanting tissue into his body.
"Sure enough... you all exist."
When he was alone, fantasies and dreams, hallucinations and feelings became the pillars of Lin Shuwen's heart. Ever since he fell into coma that day, he began to have dreams about his past life, whether it was Qianlingyun and Lingdu, or Mo Yao and Faxia
, each of the extremely real dreams dispelled the haze in his heart.
He wrote them down and told himself that as long as people remember their words, they will exist.
He desires, he wishes they all existed.
"very nice……"
The white bone wings tore through the darkness. Lin Shuwen let go of his hand stroking the vines and opened his arms facing the direction of the bone wings.
The warmth and softness in his arms caused Lin Shuwen to take a small step back due to the huge impact. He hugged the trembling Mo Wei tightly in his arms, his eyes full of apologies.
"sorry……"
The choked voice vibrated the knight's eardrums, Lin Shuwen gently rubbed Mo Wei's dry silver hair, and gently comforted the queen who was sobbing softly.
"My wife, I
My body hurts a little now, can you help me heal it with vampire kiss~"
Grinning, Lin Shuwen blew softly into Mo Wei's ear, trying to divert her attention. He took a few glances at his naked body and found that there were still crystallized blocks of dark elements remaining in some parts.
After hearing Lin Shuwen's murmur, Mo Wei gradually stopped sobbing. She lowered her head, her red earlobes looking particularly attractive among her silver hair.
"so you……!"
"Hmm!"
Mo Wei suddenly raised her head and kissed Lin Shuwen's lips. The sharp tiger teeth pierced the skin, and the tip of her tongue swept open the closed teeth, sweeping freely in the knight's mouth.
The crystals dripped down the corners of their mouths, and time passed quietly for five minutes. Finally, after being kissed with a wild vampire-style kiss until her mouth was blood red, Mo Wei pulled out the tiger fang that was clasping Lin Shuwen's lips.
The two people's tongues reluctantly pulled out the thread and collapsed it between their lips.
"Ha ha……"
Panting heavily, Lin Shuwen pursed his blood-red lips a few times, and used dark elements to sew up the skin that had been scratched by the tiger's teeth.
The black mist around him had gradually become transparent. Lin Shuwen held Mo Wei hanging on his body with one hand and looked at the petal-shaped ice crystals floating in front of him.
"Thank you...Canglian."
“Bang bang bang!”
With the final sound of the word "Cang Lian", the floating ice crystals began to explode one after another. The ice powder reflected the gradually brightening light and condensed in front of Lin Shuwen.
Finally, an ice lotus as big as the rose tattoo on Lin Shuwen's neck appeared in front of him. He stretched out his hand and caught the ice lotus. A familiar yet unfamiliar female voice echoed in his mind.
"After the matter is settled, come to the Heilongtang milk tea shop to find me. Also, before me, you are not allowed to sleep with other women, not even female plants or female vampires!"
"Ahem!"
After hearing the last sentence, Lin Shuwen coughed twice in embarrassment. The ice lotus in his hand floated in the wind, and finally turned into ice powder again.
"I never thought I could have a Shura field in my lifetime..."
Silently complaining to himself, Lin Shuwen recalled the "dream" that prompted him to wake up. Loneliness and happiness came to his mind. That night, he did see those ice elves after he fell into coma. But before he fell into coma, he also
I have seen a phantom, with waterfall-like blue hair, and a pair of very beautiful blue-black eyes.
Memory is like a chain. When you notice it, you will find that many things have been tightly connected together to form a world called reality.
"Next..."
Lin Shuwen lowered his head and looked at the heart on his left chest. Hot heat radiated from his heart, gradually cooling down as the darkness dissipated. He raised his head, looked at the white flames around him, and covered his heart with his left hand.
"Thank you, little demon..."
The white flames dissipated, and the warmth that surged in his heart disappeared into the gray time and space. Lin Shuwen suddenly felt that the little demon was inside his body.
"Mo Wei!!"
Feng Xuyuan's voice brought Lin Shuwen back from his thoughts. He turned around and faced the direction from which the voice came.
"Book……"
"Long time no see, I'm sorry, Master."
The apologetic smile dimmed his eyes, and the "Hui" sword fell to the ground, beating the footsteps of Mercedes-Benz.
In the main control room, Ren Ming curled his lips, took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and silently held the hand of his cousin Ren Xi to zoom in on the surveillance screen. There were differences between men and women, but Lin Shuwen was still naked at this time...