There are no good-natured people in this world. If they meet irresponsible parents and overbearing elders, no, maybe only by meeting such elders can they not become such adults in the future.
So, if there is really a kind-hearted person, then he must be a wolf in sheep's clothing in the future, right?
——Sheep in wolf's clothing
The wind melts and the dew hangs, and the hot flames gradually disappear.
His impulsive and bold move made "Zhi" feel a heat mixed with shyness and excitement. But when "Dagger" came back to his senses, his face turned red and he slowly but powerfully pulled out his palm from the warmth.
He quietly rubbed the back of his hand that was still warm a few times. The soft and hot touch kept flashing through his senses. As a normal man, he couldn't help but imagine it in his mind.
That white shape.
Although he was often attacked at night by "books" like a nymphomaniac, and he also shared a bed with Feng Xuyuan in his yard, but size is one thing. Although he often made pornographic remarks, to be honest, apart from kissing and touching non-key skin,
, and never did any deeper intimacy.
And I don't know whether it was because of his superb technique or his strong affection, but the unsatisfactory glutton always drank blood and enjoyed himself, and collapsed alone in less than ten minutes.
Of course, it's not that "Shu" has never done something deeper, but every time she starts to prepare for action, Feng Xuyuan suddenly appears from nowhere and is captured and taken back to her house.
Thinking of this, "Dagger" seemed to have that scene before his eyes. "Book" was being held by Feng Xuyuan's neck like a kitten, with resentful eyes, struggling to bargain, and saying that Feng Xuyuan couldn't eat the grapes.
acid.
Then he would be locked in the room by Xi Nian who was protecting his best friend. Every time he went to unblock him, he would grab his neck with tears in his eyes and suck hard.
Neither light nor heavy...
"If days like this were in the past..."
"Dagger" stretched out his hand and stroked "Zhi"'s head, as if he was petting a cute little pet.
He remembered when he was a child, when he was only three years old, he was sitting on the stairs, holding a big apple and chewing it, while the big wolf dog he had always kept at home looked on pitifully.
At that time, not only did he not even give it an apple, he couldn't even touch its head to comfort it.
"Master, I'm sorry...I...I'll go find Miss Second and Miss "Book" later...to apologize..."
"You want to kill me~ You stupid girl... In other words, this is not a prank, but...?"
"Zhi", who was squinting and enjoying touching his head, suddenly realized that he had reached the critical moment to decide his heart!
Be here...!
"Yes... I... I know this is a delusion, but, there are many people in our clan who eventually combined with their masters, so... so..."
"Zhi"'s voice lowered little by little. Her body was already so hot that it was red. Combined with the clothes on her shoulders that she had not yet had time to arrange, she had an alluring look that made me feel pity for her.
"Although I'm not qualified to say... After all, I'm a dabbler in relationships, but I think you can think about it carefully. If it's because I'm good to you and I saved you by coincidence, of course, you can also save me on this point.
Passed me many times, I mean..."
"Dagger" had a smile in his eyes, as if he was teaching his cousin who was much better than him.
"It's hard for me to repay your kindness to me. As far as I'm concerned, if I fall in love with you, then I'm really not qualified. Maybe I should say "excessive"? Haha..."
This man has an inferiority complex deep in his bones.
He has always been a good boy who tried his best to cooperate with others since he was a child. In the eyes of others, he is a child of other people's family in the normal sense, but in his own heart, he is just obeying what his parents and elders tell him.
When asked to be called, he would bark obediently. When asked to play with those naughty children, he would reluctantly put down the dishes and chopsticks, and endure the hunger that was not yet full because of the entertainment and performance talents to fulfill the orders.
Because it is right to respect the old and love the young, because treating others with courtesy is the foundation of the family.
As the eldest son and grandson, I have to behave in a manner that is consistent with the eldest son and grandson, keep in mind those rules that my peers have never heard of, and fulfill those rules that my peers disdain.
As long as you do this, you will be praised, but in the final analysis, you are just a traditional ordinary family, and the so-called family is just one of the main branches classified as one of the main branches when compiling the genealogy.
The so-called status and rules are iron rules that must be followed in the eyes of those who care about them, but many times, what other people see is whether you have real power, money, and connections.
In other words, in the eyes of many people, the rules that exist only in big families are redundant and ridiculous in an ordinary family.
"If you are interested in me, I will tell you what kind of person I am! As for whether such a man is worthy of your liking or even admiration, it is up to you to decide! For me,
If you haven’t had any unwanted thoughts about such a good girl, it would definitely be impossible.”
"Dagger"'s eyebrows were smiling, soothing the girl's lost heart. She raised her head and looked at the man she admired with curiosity and hope.
"When I was a kid, I always catered to my elders, because if I listened to them, I wouldn't get beaten or scolded. No, it was just that I wouldn't get scolded. If I were beaten, as long as my damn dad got drunk, he would always have a reason to come.
Beat me, euphemistically called education."
"He was beaten with broken bones and a bloody head. He was smiling there and kept saying that I was his only child. He couldn't hear my cries. Even the mother who stood in front of him would be thrown away by him.
When I turned to the side, she was only about 1.5 meters tall, so in order to protect her, I kept my mouth shut and didn't scream in pain."
The new body no longer has the old injuries and diseases of the past, but when occasionally recalling the past, "Dagger" will always feel the residual pain in those places.
"My father, as usual, is a talented director. He is loved by his subordinates and treats us well. So, if you can't communicate when you are drunk, then you can tolerate it until you sober up the next day before criticizing him. Anyway, he
You can’t even kill me.”
"Dagger" sat on the grass with his legs apart, playing with the thatch roots in his hands. Although his expression was hidden by the mask, his helpless eyes were smiling bitterly and crying.
"Then the next day, his memory seemed to have been cleared by the memory team, and he didn't remember anything at all. What we said and the injuries he suffered seemed to be other people's business. The two words he said the most were: "I'm sorry."
and "Tears can't solve the problem, boys must be strong."
"But this problem has no solution..."
The boy's cry seemed to span time and space, and the tears would no longer fall from his wet eyes.
"He caused my grandparents to fall down and be hospitalized, made the car hit the tree, and made me kneel in the cold farmyard. The funny thing is that I, who have been living carefully according to the rules, have not made any mistakes and have been waiting for him to come back.
The grandparents who were able to fall asleep did not make any mistakes, nor did the mother who was woken up by him at one or two o'clock in the morning to instruct them to cook."
"But I resisted him and punched him, who had turned into a scumbag after being drunk. It was just a punch that caused slight bleeding on the nose. Other people who had made no mistakes kicked me out of the house."
"Because he is my dad...
…”
"Then I have to realize my mistake, I have to admit that I did something wrong! I have to realize that I am wrong! Then I can go home, because I have to go to class like a good student the next day, and the teacher will blame me for being late...
"
"Dagger" stretched out his left hand and clasped his forehead tightly, his drooping head made his hair stand up, and his eyes were red.
"So I learned how to pretend that I'm fine. I'm still the same good student and kid as usual. There's nothing different about me. It's just that when I don't have any expression, my face seems to be downcast, as if others are always indebted to me.
It’s the same as your own money.”
"So when I first saw you, I seemed to see myself, hiding my own pain in my heart, in order not to interfere with other people's lives, being alone with a straight face, like a heartless machine
Living like that is actually not pleasant."
"Dagger" tilted his head to look at "Zhi" with red eyes, raised his other free hand, and gently stroked her head for the second time.
"I am actually a very hypocritical person. I am good at pretending and withdrawn. I will not correct myself when I suffer a loss. I will always use the excuse "It is not easy for the other party" to relieve myself. Others call me a fool, and my family also calls me a fool.
stupid."
"At the same time, in addition to the hurt from my father, there were also the silent cold violence of my mother; the unbridled teasing of my classmates; being followed by idiots, blocking the bridge, and almost losing my virginity; being beaten by gangsters, oh, and then the three of them
I couldn't hit me with a thin pole, so I threw me to the ground and hammered me hard. I even poked their leader blind in one eye. As a result, I was isolated by the whole school and was regarded as a violent maniac, hahaha..."
He smiled softly and said scary words:
"In my mind at that time, they were not related to me, and there was no surveillance there. I was underage and it was self-defense. So, even if I killed them here, it would be no problem, right?"
"It was also after that that I discovered that I had unknowingly cultivated a bloodthirsty demon in my heart. In that moment, I had already figured out how to stab them through their eye sockets, ears and throats.
I even know how to kill someone by pressing their Adam’s apple to their head.”
"If I really did that that day, then our fate should be that I had my head cut off by your own hands, right?"
"Owner……"
"Just call me by name or code name. If you want to pursue someone, the first thing you have to do is to put yourself in the same personality position as him."
"Dagger" patted "Zhi" on the back of her head, and when she looked over, she hit her forehead with a slap in the face.
"Ouch!"
"Zi" closed his eyes in pain and looked at "Dagger" with a slightly aggrieved look.
"Even slaves have been cherished by someone. Regardless of their status and status, when they will not be hurt by others, they should put themselves in the same position as others."
"Why……"
"Um?"
"Why, even though you have such a past, Master, you are still so kind to us, and even to this world?"
"Is this past very sad? What's more, this is only a small part of the past. Don't be so naive to define others, you guy~"
"Dagger" stretched out his hand and made a gesture in front of "Zhi"'s forehead, as if he was going to die. The girl closed her eyes, but the expected pain did not come.
"Bang~"
Her forehead hit something hard. The girl opened her eyes and fell into the boy's warm and clear eyes.
He then tapped his forehead twice and said with a smile: