Why? I can't find any reason. Maybe it's because my family will be sad, maybe it's because I'm not brave enough.
in other words……
Would you believe that a person who feels sorry for someone even when negotiating a price would suddenly go robbing someone one day?
——Lin Shuwen’s wonderful metaphor
"Is that because the master is a good person?"
Hearing this answer, "Zhi" tilted his head and looked at "Dagger" with eyes filled with admiration.
"Don't hand out good guy cards at this time..."
"Dagger" smiled bitterly and shook his head. The off-line thinking of a writer would always lead to the topic at odd times.
"But to be honest, I have always regarded myself as a villain or a bad person. How should I put it? I always feel that people who go out of their way to meddle in other people's business are stupid. Yes, although they are cute and respectable, I don't think I can
Go do that."
But in fact, he has been meddling in other people's business.
When he encounters abandoned puppies, he will give them food. When he encounters naughty children who fold flowers, he will yell at them. He will stay up all night typing things about his online friends. He will also lend a helping hand to people he meets by chance.
He has a fierce look on his face, likes to wear black clothes, and always keeps silent because of social fear. He always thinks that the things he does are insignificant, but he is often used as a source of praise and envy by his family and others.
"It just feels weird. Compared with those nosy people, some people do things as small as, you know, help the cleaning lady push a cart, help the guy who moves the props sort out the things, so
Simple and trivial things will be praised and praised by many people as if they save the world. Every mouthful is like a little angel, and the evil is so bad."
"However, I am always asked by others to do such small things, and then they praise me in a serious way. I really can't stand it. It makes me feel hypocritical. It's just small things that I should do.
That’s all.”
"Protect those lovely things with little effort, lend a helping hand to those who are working hard, respect your elders and relatives, treat your fans kindly and guide them correctly, aren't these the things you should do?"
"Dagger" lay on his back on the grass, extending his palms to gesture directly above him, while "Zhi" beside him did hold his legs tightly together, lying sideways on his knees, looking at the person next to him
man.
"But, regardless of those irrelevant things, those relatives and elders have really hurt you?"
"Maybe, but just because they raised me, I have no reason to hate them, even if that damn dad turns out to be a scumbag..."
"Dagger" closed his eyes and recalled the night that made him afraid of driving all his life.
That was when he was fourteen years old, when the road was covered with thick ice and normal drivers dared not drive. His drunk father took him and his mother on the road.
In the end, the vehicle rolled over into a ditch on the side of the road, smashing the water tank of the vehicle parked on the side of the road. The mother in the back seat suffered a fractured coccyx, and the co-pilot suffered a slight concussion. However, the man ran away alone in advance.
The reason for the public is to treat a broken leg, and the reason for myself is to prevent others from discovering that I am drunk and lose my job.
The family member of the vehicle that was hit asked to wait for the traffic police. In order to prove that he was not in a hit-and-run accident, he and his mother stood in the cold wind for three hours, waiting for the arrival of the traffic police. In the end, the mother's pain worsened and she was sent to the hospital in advance.
He was left alone to show his attitude and wait.
When facing the traffic police, he gritted his teeth and finally chose not to lie or tell the truth, but to compromise: I don't know.
The women and children were eating in another room and did not know the situation at the main table.
In the end, I kept it a secret. After all, he was a very powerful guy. There were no casualties and there was no evidence.
However, looking at his mother who was resting on the bed and relying on himself to serve her to eat and drink, that guy confidently said to himself after drinking:
"Look, there's nothing your dad can't handle."
He could swear that that day, he raised his hands when he looked at the drunkard sleeping on the bed, smelling of alcohol.
He attaches great importance to the people he cherishes. After all, those are the beings who have brought him light in this shadow, whether it is his petite and strong mother, his kind and strict grandparents, or even his naughty younger brothers and sisters.
They are Chaoyangs who will respond to their warm sunshine as long as they perform well, and will humbly correct their mistakes when they point them out.
Just like what my mother said, people always need something to support themselves in living. For example, this garden full of flowers, as long as you take good care of it, it will bloom and give you a beautiful sense of accomplishment.
Feed the abandoned puppies, and they will follow you home; help the elderly who cannot go up the slope, and they will say thank you; say hello to the weeds and wildflowers on the roadside, and you will smell the fragrance on the way home;
Looking at the clear sky will give you a soothing tranquility; picking up the garbage scattered on the roadside, there will be less invisible filth tomorrow...
My mother once said: Everyone needs different things. Some people admire elegance, while others rely on vulgar jokes to keep their desire to live. You can hate garbage, but don’t forget that in some people
In his heart, this garbage is the motivation for him to live.
Therefore, even in the darkest days, he would pick up the fallen leaves that were holding tears, look at the withered or green leaves, and meditate on the romance of the fallen leaves returning to their roots.
Even if his father is a scumbag in the eyes of outsiders, he will overlap him with the "hero" figure of his childhood when he is awake.
This is his hopeless kindness.
"Even if he is a scumbag, as long as he does not violate the unforgivable bottom line, I may forgive him or even defend him. Just like he always said, he is my only father, and you see, now I am "dead"
After the divorce, didn’t he get better? He even stopped drinking..."
"Ahem..."
"Why are you crying? Is the wind not warm enough or the sun not warm enough?"
Now is the season between spring and summer, the summer wind is warm and the sunset is red. The girl's eyes are red, and the boy's eyes are filled with a naughty smile.
"I don't know why, when Master you paused, I seemed to see your past. The kind of person who deserves revenge the most clings to the beauty of living and treats the world so well... Although it may be mine
Hallucination, but I’m sorry, I still feel...so sad..."
"That's an illusion. You're just feeling sorry for the little grass and flowers that we crushed."
"Dagger" maintained a supine posture, spoke calmly, and denied in a firm tone, identifying the facts as hallucinations.
"Tell me something else? Because I was anxious, I offended the girl I had a crush on when I confessed my feelings, and was scolded as a pervert by the whole school. It was just a hug; I was once used as a shield by my most trusted classmate, and was almost beaten to death by a gangster.
, he ran away alone..."
"Many times, many things that are absolutely unbearable in the eyes of others, when you have actually experienced them, you will find that it is useless to hold people accountable and clarify the facts. The key lies in how to be strong and still act as a person.
Keep your identity alive, and protect those you hold dear by not letting them
It’s such a painful experience to have.”
"Dagger" put one hand on the ground, sat up from the grass, and took off his mask. The sun shone through his warm smile, deeply engraved in the girl's eyes and mind.
"It is precisely because he has overcome the sadness and pain that he must protect his loved ones from even the smallest pain. This is the real man in my mind."
"It is precisely because of this selfishness that I will never be a hero, because a hero gives up these people and chooses all people. Whether it is protecting everyone's smile or holding on to the light in the human heart, it is aimed at the majority.
people."
The boy, who was as bright as light, raised his arm, and gently pressed the girl's head with his dark-gloved palm.
"And it's enough for me to protect you."
"Too cunning..."
"well?"
"Zhi" lowered his head and murmured softly, followed Lin Shuwen's example and took off his mask, his pink lips trembling on the milk-like skin.
You Ling silently took the palm from the top of her head, and suddenly overpowered Lin Shuwen, who was stunned. Her hanging hair outlined her body, and her pure eyes were full of aggression.
At this moment, Lin Shuwen seemed to feel that the chronic heart disease he had before awakening had struck.
"Having learned about such a master, besides truly falling in love with you, is there any other possibility?!"
"However, I am such a hypocritical, scheming, violent, selfish guy, and because of my desire to be in love with women, I am merciful and philandering..."
Lin Shuwen stared, his cheeks were flushed, his mouth was slightly swollen, and his heart was beating fast.
"I really...don't deserve..."
"Chirp..."
It's like eating a soft QQ candy, the clumsy tongue is probing in the mouth, and the bewildered kiss only remembers to take away the other person's breath.
In less than ten seconds, You Ling clumsily parted her pink lips for a forced kiss, and swept her soft tongue across her lips. The girl who looked at the other person lowered her head again with the intention of making amends.
This time, it was kissed on an index finger.
"Don't you regret it? I'm really not a candidate worthy of you..."
"that's not important."
"but……"
"I want to kiss you, I want to love you with everything."
"You are the cunning one..."
Lin Shuwen smiled bitterly, feeling a warmth well up in his heart that was filled with chills due to memories, as if the unreserved hug he had longed for since childhood had surrounded him in the happiest posture.
He stretched out his hand, relaxed You Ling's arm that was supporting the ground, and hugged her tightly in his arms. He sniffed her elegant fragrance greedily, and he finally had what he longed for most as a child.
In every injured night, in every lonely moment, he longed for a hug, a hug that knew everything about him and was willing to love him unreservedly. Whether it was his mother or someone else, they all
Because of his Anxin lies, he was unable to fulfill the conditions and could not give such a warm hug like You Ling.
Perhaps, he has always been kind to others just for this hug that can make him cry.
I know everything I have, and I know the little boy who has always been alone and miserable.
Lin Shuwen pressed tightly against You Ling's left cheek, and unsatisfactory tears kept falling from the corners of his eyes. He just rubbed the soft side of his face, the warmth and tenderness that he was unwilling to let go of.
At that moment, he received the warmest ray of sunshine.