From a very young age, your elders and predecessors are used to teaching you the multiplicity of things, from simple positives and negatives to complex superpositions.
Even the things that will always be correct in your memory appear empty, as if any kind of viewpoint can be added to it, and with it, your judgment on it becomes gradually blurred.
Philosophically speaking, this is because things develop in an upward spiral.
But for people, eventually, you will become numb and become vaguely convinced of a judgment that is beneficial to you, or you will no longer worry too much and judge "enough".
What I want to say is, never give up the heart of dialectical thinking. If you find it troublesome, you can ignore it for the time being, or you can make temporary judgments based on your own needs.
However, when one day you are required to elaborate on a certain point with a comprehensive and correct answer, please don’t forget:
Always active, always doubting, always changing.
——A certain philosophy professor’s first class
In the second when the knife fell, countless things flashed through Lan Ruxin's mind.
In her childhood memories, the bad sisters who took away everything from her left her alone. Whether it was joy or sadness, she was the only one licking her wounds every time she was scarred. In this dark world
It seemed as if everything was always hers alone.
(You are my sister...)
(You are older than them...)
(You have to be sensible...)
"I know your shit!"
Every child who is oppressed by all kinds of things that are "worthy of bragging" will unconsciously awaken themselves when they come to their senses.
From the "self" in appearance to the "self" in behavior,
From a vague emphasis on differences to a logically self-consistent worldview.
The adults who either "praised" them or didn't "praise" them would shout rebellion at such children who suddenly "turned bad" and would use more force to suppress this restless flame.
Like a phoenix burning its chicks, hoping to use tolerable false pain to make its children realize their enlightenment.
But what is fake is fake after all. The real nirvana that any life needs can only come from himself.
At that time, I hated my home very much for abandoning it.
I smoke, drink, and have no idea about money, so I don’t gamble or take drugs. If I’m not careful, I won’t be able to beat anyone.
Although I have always denied it, in terms of "rebellion", I have always maintained a very restrained range.
In my heart, or my original intention, my purpose has never been to be a bad person.
When I was a child, I was simply accustomed to violence. When I grew up, this violence was also locked in a yoke called "justice".
Only when I grew up did I realize that "justice" had no meaning at all, and had no effect other than as a high-sounding reason.
Later, she modified her code of conduct: she only relied on her own judgment.
I saw Wen Yu, who was as powerless as he once was, being played with, persecuted by men, and even about to lose everything because of this bastard.
I saw Yun Luoyan, who had been harmed by her elders in the name of justice, a rich lady who was once a little arrogant but had excellent both in nature and academics, was forced to the point where she could tear off someone's face with her own hands.
Seeing how good people "show mercy" who can't wait for good rewards,
I saw the "Jin Ming" covered with bloodstains on the river embankment.
There is also the "Morning Oriole" who was once deceived by a scumbag who knew the law until her family was ruined and her family was destroyed, and she made a living by picking up garbage.
There are many more…
Except for Qianhe and Xu Feng, I simply couldn't stand it.
After being liberated from the self-satisfaction of so-called "justice", my own code of conduct is just "not acceptable".
I couldn't stand it, so I intervened, so I supported it.
I don’t like it, so I reject it, so I hate it,
Many people grow up from simple to complex, but Lan Ruxin's growth from complex to simple.
The most complicated thing she owned was her general examination paper with a score of more than ten points, and the countless words "I can't stand it".
Therefore, when I saw the father who abandoned me, in order to bail him out, he faced the fat pig that ate oil and water, the pig that could make him doomed with just a few fingers... he got it again and again,
Being cowardly and expressing "cowardice" with a humble and incompetent look.
She once asked the police officer Bai, who was both the "Shadow Killer" and the warden, why the man who chose his sister over himself would be so hypocritical and put on a show just to deceive her.
The police officer who always treated her like a sister answered her like this:
"Because I don't want you to get hurt any more."
But that would erase what he had done in the past...
"Sister, give me a hug!"
"Wenxin..."
That was the first time Lan Ruxin saw the older third sister. She came with her father and was carrying a heavy schoolbag. She squatted on the ground and handed her her favorite snacks and toys one by one.
There are brand new dolls, and there are also dirty dolls that smell like milk. Those should be the companions she hugs to sleep every night, right?
The 11-year-old little sister opened her hands and asked for the embrace of her older sister with a bright and flawless smile. Her big, shining eyes revealed timidity and longing.
Those were the eyes of someone who was protected by many people who loved her deeply and who had not yet been exposed to or understood the world.
That day, while handcuffed, I held my youngest sister in my arms and cried for half an hour.
Warm and fragile, exuding beautiful light.
That day, she found the other half of light she wanted to protect.
"Sorry, sister, I have already arranged it, if you want..."
The second sister who had been sitting next to her, the sister she had hated for five years, was slim, elegant and reserved, with the dignity and "motherhood" in her bones, and she came close to Lan Ruxin's ear, with a general expression in her erratic eyes.
Girls tell little secrets playfully.
"Just ask that police officer Bai to tell me. You can go out at any time. And that fat pig, I have all the negative evidence for him. Mom, please tell me, take good care of yourself."
"I'm here too, you have to take good care of yourself! Sister!"
"Click!"
As if Lan Ruxin's arm suddenly grew, the bone knife that "Silent" fell towards Ye Lanxin's neck was instantly smashed into pieces by an invisible hard object!
"Kuah!"
A rare scream came from the throat of the returnee who still had his head. "Silent" covered his broken arm and retreated, successfully entering Lan Ruxin's range.
She jumped up, and her back foot instantly switched to the position of her front foot, drilling a small hole in the ground.
The next second, a front kick driven by his waist broke his neck!
"Click! Plop!"
The sound of broken bones was mixed with the roar of the fall, and the rising storm blew the two strands of black hair that fell in front of Lan Ruxin's ears, like the fluttering neck feathers of a phoenix.
"core……
No, you protect the medical area."
Lan Ruxin looked indifferently at "Siyu" who was holding the severed head from the waist, and moved forward.
One step, two steps, four steps...
The black swift shadow arrived in front of "Siyu" in an instant, throwing away Zhihu's heavy fist and slamming into his collarbone.
"Boom!"
The hard fist turned into a claw, clasping "Silent"'s collarbone from the inside and pulling back, and the following knee directly built a hill on his back!
"Hehe!"
The syllable representing Fa Jin was the opponent's miserable howl. At this moment, Lan Ruxin had no intention of shouting Jin. Her body and face were like cold iron. The second blow that followed directly hit the knee of "Siyu".
Fly into the air.
The barnacle parasite seized the rare moment of respite and hardened a hard shell on "Silent Whisper"'s body, getting ready for the next blow.
On the ground, Lan Ruxin raised her right arm upwards and aimed her left leg at the target.
"Click!"
The left knee rose to the sky, deeply embedded in the heart of "Silent Words". At the same time, the raised right arm clenched a fist and struck down!
The carapace that could withstand sniper bullets shattered to the ground like glass. Lan Ruxin stopped her movements, and the completely softened "Silent Whisper" fell to the ground feebly.
He lowered his head and looked down, his calm pupils reflecting his trembling body until the moment he stopped.
In that blow just now, Lan Ruxin really "used" her ability for the first time.
Including the invisible "punch" that saved her sister, she also "used" her own super-nullifying ability.
Simply conceptually reject the barnacle parasite and banish it from the planet.
Lan Ruxin looked up at the sky. An invisible rain of feathers seemed to fall on the blue sky.
(elder sister.)
(elder sister!)
(Big sister!)
(Sister Lan.)
(Miss!)
…
Lan Ruxin looked back and saw that the "Silent Whisper" corpse on the ground in front of her began to decompose and twist. Then, all the superpowers saw that the barrier that protected them flashed a ray of gray lines.
Through Lan Ruxin's newly awakened power, the outer god Hydra gained a "pass" from this barrier to the unified ones.
"Miss!"
"Those who cannot fight should evacuate to the cellar! The others...cough!"
Ye Lanxin's voice sounded at the critical moment. Ye Lanxin and Mo Wei supported each other and stood at a high point with a wide view.
"Follow my instructions and kill them!"
The elder sister took the younger sister's order, and stood one high and one low. Lan Ruxin and Ye Lanxin were completely connected at this moment!
"for……"
"Everything we watch for!"
"For everything we are watching for!!!"
The two sisters raised their arms and shouted together, and the rising flame storm was the battle flag that ignited their souls!
All humans roared, all members shouted, the drumbeat of battle can only be beaten by oneself!
We are weak, we are desperate, we are pathetic, we are useless!
But if it’s for the warmest piece of pure land.
Those lives we cherish the most.
No matter how weak, no matter how incompetent, no matter how desperate, no matter how powerless!
We will do our best to fly!
That is the bottom line that we weak people must never violate!
As long as human beings can find the slightest possibility, they will rush forward courageously.