After calming down, Huang Xiaobei sat back on the ground and said as if he didn't care.
"So, it is not unreasonable for me to choose to be alone. When a good student dies and his father dies, everyone will run to comfort me. What about me? What can I gain?"
Karl watched Huang Xiaobei quietly.
Huang Xiaobei nodded and clapped his hands, "Of course, some people have indeed comforted me, but they are the kind of people who look good. Pay attention to their appearance. As for other people... Haha, what else can I do?
, most of them choose to turn a blind eye.”
"Maybe it's because there's nothing to say in the first place. It's a waste of time to comfort you. It's not as valuable as us talking about gossip and games."
"Look, this is what I had and got in the past. Did I do something wrong? Is it wrong for me to use my greatest malice to speculate on others?"
Huang Xiaobei stood up, patted Karl on the shoulder, and stared into the blue eyes of the blond man in front of him with a smile.
"Aren't you very pitiful? Do you think I am very pitiful? Am I completely different from a proud man like you? So, please don't torture me again in the future? I really don't
What is it that interests you?"
The smile on Huang Xiaobei's face made Karl's tall body tremble.
"Senior, it's not that everyone doesn't care about you, it's just that they don't know how to care about a person who has just lost his father. After all, their comfort may cause you excessive sadness to a large extent, and people should not be without you.
Just as I guessed."
Huang Xiaobei interrupted Karl impatiently, "Wait a minute, wait a minute, please don't rush to refute what I said, let me say, didn't you just say that you should be a silent listener? Okay, then
Just let me say it.”
Karl nodded and stood aside.
Blowing the cool night breeze and staring at the night view of the city in the distance, Huang Xiaobei took a gentle breath and exhaled it again.
His brows and eyes were full of exhaustion.
"I understand, I understand that you are suspecting that everything just happened is my fantasy. The so-called turning a blind eye and ridiculing are all the imagination of this poor guy. You must also want to tell me that this world is still very beautiful.
, life will leave us touched everywhere, but that is for you!"
Looking directly into Karl's eyes, Huang Xiaobei shook his head mockingly.
"For a proud man like you, life will certainly be good to you, and I..."
Huang Xiaobei pointed at his eyes expressionlessly.
"You know? I can also see some things, but what I see is not what I want to see, but what I least want to see. Those are what I have seen with my own eyes, do you understand?"
"That is the dirtiest and most hypocritical side of people. You can still see their bright spots, but I can only see their ugliness. I also doubt whether what I saw is true. I also
I don’t think they are that bad, but the scary part is that they are exactly what I saw!”
Huang Xiaobei, who was extremely gloomy, chuckled and said, "That's really what they think."
Turning to look at Carl, Huang Xiaobei stretched out his finger and tapped Carl's chest, mocking the handsome man in front of him who was as handsome as a god.
"Stop talking about good guys and bad guys. It's too childish. Also, do you think you are a good person? Yes, you do look good, but what are you like behind the scenes? A benevolent leader? Ah.
Bah! Of course, I am the same, and I am not a good person. Let me tell you bluntly, if you die and Lao Wei dies, I won’t even shed a tear."
"Because I have seen through it a long time ago."
Huang Xiaobei crossed his arms and smiled coldly.
"Junior, don't blame me for speaking harshly, because that's it. We all wear masks on our faces, and we are not good people."
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Karl was not angry because Huang Xiaobei's words were very interesting.
He is right. I am indeed not as beautiful as I appear on the surface. I also have my own dark side. For example, I am unwilling to accept the leadership of a person who is worse than me, or lose something that belongs to me.
.
Everyone is like this, who dares to say that they don’t have a dark side?
I feel a little sympathy for him. No wonder he was so extreme before, because he and I saw completely different worlds.
I can use my magic eyes to selectively look at the world, but he can't. He just passively looks at the ugliness of human nature and the horror of the world.
He didn't want to see those ugly things, but those things appeared uncontrollably in front of his eyes, and he could only look at them.
Karl couldn't help but sigh in his heart. He really didn't know how he spent these years, and he really didn't know why he still looked so optimistic on the surface after experiencing so much.
Perhaps, he is the person with the most masks on his face.
At this point, it is finally not difficult to understand why he was so extreme before. He was already sad because of the loss of his father, but he saw the true thoughts in people's hearts. He really didn't have even a little room for maneuver.
No wonder he was so angry when I peeked into his heart, because what he hates most is probably seeing other people's hearts.
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"Senior, when did you see those things?" Karl asked quietly.
Huang Xiaobei was silent for a while, then turned his head and said, "The day my dad left."
Karl nodded and asked again.
"Senior, you are just an ordinary person now, right? Or does it mean that your ability requires certain conditions to be activated?"
Huang Xiaobei said with a cold face, "This has nothing to do with you."
The corner of Karl's mouth curved slightly, "Really, but I think you have lost that ability now, or you have deliberately buried it. Only when your mood swings are particularly large, such as being beaten,
Only when you are angered will the huge power appear."
Huang Xiaobei's body trembled subconsciously, but he still didn't say a word.
Seeing this, Karl lowered his head, pushed up his sunglasses, and spoke seriously.
"Senior, I have no intention of exploring your secrets. I just want to confirm one thing, because you look very good and normal now, so I guess you must have lost that ability now, even though you were still used by me before.
Affected by everything, but you are just an ordinary person now, right? Otherwise, you wouldn’t be happy with Senior Weslin and the others every day.”
"Have you finished farting?" Huang Xiaobei asked impatiently.
Karl shook his head seriously, "No."
This time, Huang Xiaobei was stunned.
"Senior, because of your past experiences and the warmth and coldness of the world you have experienced in the past, you stubbornly huddled yourself into a ball, like a tortoise using its strong shell to protect yourself. Because you feel that everyone will only hurt you.
you."
Carl pushed up his sunglasses.
"Senior, I don't mean anything else. In fact, I think you did the right thing. Pretending not to know when someone hurts you is not kind. But fighting back in the same way after being hurt is the same.
Not the right way."
"Are you done talking?"
Looking at Huang Xiaobei's angry eyes, Karl looked directly into Huang Xiaobei's eyes and said seriously,
"Senior, I have only one question. The speculation you made about your uncle earlier... I want to ask you, do you think he is equally ugly? Or, he also said in his heart
Is there anything that makes you feel uncomfortable? If that is the case, you don’t need to answer and just pretend that I have never asked this question.”
Huang Xiaobei fell silent.
After a long time, under Karl's waiting eyes, he squatted on the ground and said weakly.
"I, I don't know, I haven't seen him for a long time... I just think he should be..."
Karl smiled faintly and pretended to say casually.
"You don't have to know some things. You can actually see them by looking at them. After all, you don't need to look into his heart to find someone who is truly good to you, right?"
Huang Xiaobei's cheek couldn't help but twitch, "You, you are right."
Carl smiled happily.
"Not only is he nice to you, but has he also helped you in the past?"
Huang Xiaobei turned his face to the side.
"None of your business."
Under Karl's thoughtful gaze, Huang Xiaobei pouted and picked at the laces of his white sneakers.
You don’t need to look into your heart to know someone who is nice to you, right?
Well, although he didn't say it or admit it, it was probably my uncle who gave me a hand back then, and I...
I really want to say thank you, but I can’t say it, and I don’t want to say it...(To be continued)