"Oh, to be honest, I feel a little regretful now that I was so impulsive just now, you know? I just thought about those words in my heart and never said them out loud."
Huang Xiaobei laughed at himself, "Because of those words, I still feel very naive. I look like a person who has nothing. He is jealous and roars at people who have everything. Why do you have everything? Why should I?"
There’s nothing, it’s so childish.”
Huang Xiaobei curled his lips in disdain.
Carl leaned against the railing, his blond hair ruffled by the evening breeze.
"It will make you feel much better if you tell me."
"Haha, if you don't say it out loud, you will slowly forget it. A heartless person like me might be able to forget all about the past in about ten years."
"But it is still a knot in my heart. If it is not resolved, I will stay with you for the rest of my life." Karl stared at Huang Xiaobei.
"I don't care anymore."
Huang Xiaobei shrugged his shoulders, "Besides, I'm a heartless person. I don't have time to stay in the past. If you hadn't come to test me whenever you have something to do, I wouldn't be too lazy to think about the past."
Karl looked at Huang Xiaobei with interest, "Senior, what are you thinking now?"
Huang Xiaobei curled his lips.
"Let's make do with it. At least we have to pay off the money we owe uncle. Before that, just follow him shamelessly one more time."
Karl smiled and pointed at himself.
"What about us?"
"Which onion are you?"
"Well...Senior, can't you try to accept the world again? Why do you always choose to avoid and distrust? All of us should not be as dark as you think, right?"
Karl smiled and patted his shoulder, "And in my eyes, you are very powerful."
Huang Xiaobei sighed.
"If you had experienced what I have experienced, you would probably be suspicious and indifferent to everyone, but it is useless to say this. No matter how dark you are, I can't see it now, and I don't know why you are so happy. Besides...
.." Huang Xiaobei turned his head, "Besides, I'm not that powerful, but if you insist on treating me as someone powerful and want to get along, I'm too lazy to say anything, but don't expect me to treat you like that.
, in my eyes, you will always be a bastard who suffered a thousand blows."
Karl didn't care, but raised his eyebrows slightly and asked with a smile
"Then you want to try to accept everything again?"
"What do you mean by re-accepting it? I can't even see it anymore. As an ordinary person, I can just live like this. When everything in China is settled in a while, I will completely cut off all ties with you, this stupid clique."
It doesn’t matter, from now on I’ll wash my dishes and you guys will beat up your demon gang, and no one will know each other.”
Karl frowned slightly, "Senior, do you have to choose to leave us?"
"Nonsense, if I continue to hang out with you, I always feel that I will encounter some unimaginable misfortune. Besides, I don't like to solve problems when I encounter them. Do you understand?"
"Senior, don't you want to know why you have that ability? And is your ability really just about being able to see other people's hearts?"
Huang Xiaobei looked serious, "I don't want to at all."
The special correspondent touched his chin and said lightly, "Well, I am indeed more curious about myself, but I always feel that I may be more unlucky after being with you, so compared to curiosity, I would rather be honest.
It doesn't matter if you are an ordinary person and wash dishes all your life."
Karl was silent for a while, shook his head and said, "Senior, although you seem to get along well with everyone on the surface, it turns out that you have never regarded us as your friends..." After finishing speaking,
, Karl smiled and extended his hand to Huang Xiaobei, "Then from today on, can I be your friend?"
"No." Huang Xiaobei slapped Karl's hand away, "There are no friends in this world of special commissioners. The kind like Lao Wei are just people who can hang out together for fun. And if he really dies, I guarantee that he won't have any friends."
Any sadness can only be expressed with emotion."
"Senior Weslin will be very sad when he hears what you said." Karl smiled lightly.
Huang Xiaobei's face turned a little red and he felt like a bit of a jerk.
"Um, um, I don't want any friends, but, if shameless people like you insist on getting close to this commissioner, I can't say anything. By the way, superficial friends are really not good for us.
Let’s just treat them as superficial friends.”
"True friends..." Huang Xiaobei smiled, "I really don't believe these three words."
Karl patted Huang Xiaobei's shoulder and said, "If you put yourself in your shoes, I understand."
Huang Xiaobei suddenly raised his head.
"By the way, I forbid you to reveal everything I told you tonight, and you must not do anything unnecessary. What I hate most is the kind of people who have plans and purposes, especially you!
"
Carl couldn't help but smile.
"Senior, you seem a bit arrogant..."
"If you dare to say the word arrogant, I will kill you and feed you to the dogs right now."
Karl shrugged, "Okay, senior, as long as you are willing to accept it again."
Huang Xiaobei picked his nose, pinched his teeth and said, "Do all people mature? Besides, I have not accepted it again, I just have a wait-and-see attitude."
"If you were compared to a cub that was abandoned by a wolf pack since you were a child, you should now be watching a brand new group of wolves, hoping that they will accept you again, but in fact you have been accepted by the wolves.
It's just that you doubt or don't want to admit that you are accepted. To put it bluntly, we have always been your friends."
Huang Xiaobei touched his pocket.
"Oops, I forgot to bring my knife. Congratulations on saving a dog's life."
Facing such a normal Huang Xiaobei, Karl breathed a sigh of relief, sat next to Huang Xiaobei, changed the topic without leaving any trace, and said.
"Senior, I remember I told you before that the world is beautiful, but it earned your contempt. I want to say it again now. Senior, my definition of beauty is not perfection, but sunshine after rain.
The splendor after that.”
Huang Xiaobei scratched his head blankly.
"Please speak human language."
Pushing up his sunglasses, Karl looked at the gorgeous city in the distance and said softly.
"The world is not as perfect as in fairy tale books. Although it appears beautiful on the surface, it is actually very dark."
"Senior, I have also experienced despair, but when I was most desperate, I saw a brilliant light appear in my scarred eyes."
"This world is beautiful because there is still hope in desperate situations, and what we see after surviving desperate situations will be light."
"The rainbow after the rain is the beautiful part of this world, which is what I call beauty. It is perfect just because it is imperfect. Senior, I said that we just see the world in different ways. What you see is the world itself.
, what I see is its essence.”
After finishing his words, Karl turned to look at Huang Xiaobei.
"Senior, you must have had a similar experience, right?"
Huang Xiaobei said nothing.
Karl smiled and said again.
"Senior, you should have seen the splendor after the rain, right?"
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head and still said nothing.
Standing up, closing his eyes tightly and placing his hands on the railing, Karl breathed in the chill in the air and exhaled a breath of timidity.
"After the great sadness, when I opened my eyes and looked at the world again, its lines and colors were so perfect. The previous suffering and its current splendor seemed not worth mentioning at all. I like this world very much.
I also cherish the feelings it brought me. Seniors should look at problems more comprehensively in the future."
Huang Xiaobei sat on the ground, curling his lips.
"How dare you say such nonsense."
Karl sighed, then squatted in front of Huang Xiaobei with a smile, stretched out a finger, and said with a smile in his eyes.
"By the way, senior, haven't you noticed? The people around you are actually very proactive towards you. I think you won't be disappointed again this time."
Huang Xiaobei blinked in confusion.
"Ah? You mean uncle, right? Well, he takes the initiative to take whatever he doesn't want, and Old Wei can do it too."
Karl smiled happily, "What about the others? There is a girl who seems to be very proactive towards you."
"Shut up! She is just taking the initiative to have fun with me!!"
When Huang Xiaobei was loudly complaining to him about how hateful a certain girl was, Karl nodded secretly and looked at him with a much relieved look.
Although I am still burdened by the past, I can finally understand that I am not wandering in the maze of the past.
good.
After standing up, Karl glanced at Huang Xiaobei next to him who was complaining loudly about a certain girl. Looking at his hateful look, Karl turned around slightly.
The moment he turned around, the expression on Karl's face became much more solemn.
It was not unreasonable for the demon party to come to him, and it was not unreasonable for the principal to recruit him into the academy himself.
Senior, I can't see through you more and more.
Karl, expressionless, reached out to push up his sunglasses again.
The blue magic eyes emitted a faint light. (To be continued)