"How about it, have you finished listening? You can leave after listening, and don't come to trouble me in the future. Let's just go our separate ways." Huang Xiaobei crossed his legs and blew towards the starry sky above his head.
whistle.
Karl gently pushed the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose and said softly: "Senior, thank you for talking to me tonight. To be honest, I never thought you would have this kind of life before, but okay
Now, you can figure it out. If you don’t stay in the past, you can’t get out of it.”
"Do people figure it out slowly? Besides, I haven't seen other people's hearts very often in recent years," Huang Xiaobei said with a click of his tongue, "This is probably why I have become cheerful."
Speaking of this, Huang Xiaobei sighed tiredly and looked up at the silver starry sky above his head, his eyes showing exhaustion.
"Seriously, the human heart is really the most terrifying thing in the world. I never want to see other people's hearts again in my life. You should understand what I mean. After all, you have the magic eye."
Karl nodded and sighed in agreement.
"Yes, the human heart is really scary."
His eyes gradually lowered, and Karl murmured softly, "Senior, you may not know that when I was young, I once used my magic eyes to look into the heart of a relative, and I will never forget it in this life. Haha, this is probably why I don't advocate it.
The reason why Qianqian peeks into other people's hearts at will."
"Because some things are really not suitable for people to know."
"Is the human heart sinister? Oh my, the ancients really had great wisdom and their summary was so insightful."
Karl suddenly turned his gaze to Huang Xiaobei and said with a smile: "Senior, to be honest, I hope you won't be angry. Your heart was quite dark before."
Huang Xiaobei picked his nose and showed an indifferent look, "You said that I am so dark now. I don't object. Anyway, if you and Lao Wei die one day, I still won't shed tears."
Karl smiled and shook his head, "That's probably not true. Haven't you changed your previous thoughts now? Maybe you will change in the future."
"Only the devil knows."
"hehe."
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Looking at the empty balconies around him, Karl's face showed a hint of fatigue. It was the first time he showed such a lazy look in front of outsiders.
Stretching, the heir of the Bollen family and the future leader of the Camarilla was smiling at all times, but Karl Bollen, who was always tense at all times, suddenly relaxed himself.
Looking at Huang Xiaobei squatting on the ground, Karl said with a smile, but this time the smile on his face was not so sunny and he looked much more casual.
"Senior, after talking so much, should we talk about something interesting? After all, haha, how should I put it? It seems that some things cannot be understood without personal experience. Come to think of it, I used to be with you
His eyes are also very childish, right?"
Huang Xiaobei turned his head to the side and said sarcastically, "It's okay, okay, you are a wealthy young man who started to feel bored with the world after reading two shabby books. How can an ordinary person like me really understand the world?"
As for those so-called boring things. But who made you the rich young man, who made you the leader of the secret party in the future, which grandson dares to call you naive, haha, don't dare, don't dare at all."
Karl smiled, completely ignoring the sarcasm in Huang Xiaobei's tone.
Because in his words, he seemed to be a young man who didn't know much about the world and only learned about the outside world through books and newspapers.
Haha, I really want to be that kind of person, but unfortunately, the owner of the Magic Eye, the heir to the Bollen family, doesn't allow me to do that at all.
"By the way, did you just say that you wanted to talk about something else, something interesting? What topic?" Huang Xiaobei asked curiously.
No wonder Huang Xiaobei was so curious. It was mainly because Carl was so interesting that he inadvertently aroused some associations.
After all, if two men say the word interesting between them, Bao Buqi will think in that direction.
"Senior, I'm going down to get something and I'll be back in a while." Karl didn't answer Huang Xiaobei's question. Instead, he walked straight to the small door on the rooftop to get something.
Huang Xiaobei didn't pay too much attention and nodded, "Is it related to what I'm going to say next? Then you'd better hurry up, I'm sleepy now."
"Okay senior, oh yes..."
At this time, Karl suddenly stopped.
Under the strange gaze of Huang Xiaobei, Karl, who was tall and tall, slowly turned around and looked directly into Huang Xiaobei's eyes with his magic eyes.
Karl stretched out his finger and touched the open space next to Huang Xiaobei, with a deep expression on his face, and said softly.
"Senior, there is something I have always wanted to say."
Huang Xiaobei looked blankly at the open space beside him, "What are you talking about?"
"You should be kinder to your past self. He was not that miserable."
"You should accept him."
After saying that, Karl walked straight into the small door, leaving Huang Xiaobei alone staring at the empty space beside him.
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Looking at the blank space next to him, and looking at the person next to him who was squatting on the ground like himself, but with his head buried in his knees, Huang Xiaobei was stunned for a while, then slowly turned his head and curled his lips and complained.
"It's really disgusting. If you were kinder to your past self, would he say such disgusting chicken soup?"
Huang Xiaobei looked at the person next to him again.
"Whoever wants to be nice to you, look at your dead look, they are really unworthy."
"However, you still have some advantages, right? Although I don't know what advantages you had before... But rather than saying that you are a bastard, it is better to say that you are pitiful. You are just...
I just want to get more things."
Huang Xiaobei took out a big breath and shook his head feebly.
"Forget it, I'm a big-bellied commissioner, and I don't have the same experience as you. Let's just leave things as they were in the past. Come and give way, and I'll sit down for a while."
"Have fun, have fun, damn, if I give you some sunshine, it will shine brightly, stay away from death!"
Looking at the guy squatting on the ground next to him, holding his knees, Huang Xiaobei was stunned for a while, then nodded thoughtfully.
"I forgot, you are me. You can't stay away from me in this life. Then, just continue to sit next to me."
I still don't like him, even though he is myself, but I just don't like him. If you can, hit me.
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Karl threw a can of juice cocktail to Huang Xiaobei from a distance, and Huang Xiaobei hurriedly caught it. After cursing Karl's ancestors in his heart, Huang Xiaobei turned his attention to the cocktail in his hand.
Seeing that what Karl threw to him was actually a can of wine, Huang Xiaobei couldn't help but feel a little stupid, and said: "Didn't you say you don't drink? Then why... Also, I don't know how to drink."
Karl opened the cocktail, took a slight sip of the blue liquid in the jar, and chuckled: "Senior, I never said that I don't drink, I just don't drink it often. By the way, senior, this brand of wine is delicious.
Yes, just like juice, you can give it a try."
Huang Xiaobei opened the cocktail hesitantly. After taking a sip, Huang Xiaobei gave it a thumbs up. It was indeed delicious.
"By the way, what do you want to talk to me about? I've told you a lot tonight, haven't I? Do you understand me well enough? Then I'll make it clear to you."
Huang Xiaobei put on a business-like look and said, "The reason why I'm talking to you so much tonight is actually nothing else. First of all, I was too impulsive yesterday, so I should just apologize to you as compensation."
Huang Xiaobei licked the corner of his mouth mischievously, "Secondly, I also want to find a listener to express my feelings. No, it's the depression in my heart before. Just like what you just said, some words are really painful to say.
Comfortable."
"As for the third time..." Commissioner Huang pretended to be a big brother and spared his life: "I beg you not to use your energy on me in the future! As you said, I just follow the crowd.
A person is just a person in a desperate situation, either waiting to die or waiting for others to save him. There is really nothing worthy of your concern."
Seeing that Karl ignored him and just drank by himself, Huang Xiaobei sighed.
"Okay, let me make it clearer. The reason why I'm talking to you so much tonight is that I hope you can see it a little more clearly and don't think that I am someone like you who is born to save the world.
I really don’t have anything, and I’m not afraid to tell you, no, you can think about it for yourself, if I really use those things every day, would I be as miserable as I am now?
"
Commissioner Huang patted Karl on the shoulder and said righteously: "So, you'd better treat me like a fart and let it go. Next, I'll sweep my land and you save your world. What?
Can we please not disturb each other?"
Karl, like Huang Xiaobei, leaned on the railing and sat on the ground.
He ignored what Huang Xiaobei had just told him very bluntly, "Don't have any hope in me. I'm really useless at the critical moment, and I decided to leave you alone to escape at the critical moment." Instead, he said
He asked with a smile.
"Senior, have you ever had a girlfriend?"
Huang Xiaobei was stunned for a moment, then touched his chin.
After careful consideration, Commissioner Huang said seriously.
"Does it count as fantasy?"
"This, what I am talking about, seems to be a human being who actually exists in the real world." Karl wiped the cold sweat from his forehead.
Commissioner Huang suddenly looked embarrassed: "Oh, it's hard for me to answer you like this. Your question is a bit too tricky."
Karl looked at Huang Xiaobei strangely, "Senior, your appearance should be considered average among humans. There should be many girls who have liked you, right?"
Why don't I even ask if I have a girlfriend or not and just jump to the point of why I can't find a girlfriend?! Do I look like a bachelor!!
"It's best for you, old man, to speak more gradually in the future..."
"what did you say?"
"Ahem, it's nothing, it's just, it's just..." Huang Xiaobei hesitated for a long time, and finally shook his head, "It's nothing, I'm just stupid. Very few girls would like someone so stupid as me.
of."
Karl looked at Huang Xiaobei quietly, looking at his eyes that he actively avoided whenever he found himself looking at him. Karl didn't say anything.
While drinking the wine from the can, Karl said softly: "Senior, we are actually pretty much the same. I have never had a girlfriend."
"Understand, a wealthy young man like you only has one-night stands and kicks her when you've had enough. How can you have time to have a girlfriend?"
Karl smiled bitterly and shook his head, "Senior, you misunderstood. It's just because the girls I met couldn't arouse my interest."
"Senior, I have no other meaning in telling you this. I just want to ask you, do you still have any good memories from the past?"
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head and spoke hoarsely.
"What on earth do you want to do?"
"I'm just out of curiosity, or I want to awaken the good memories of the past in your heart in a planned way. I think it's good to use women as the starting point."
He raised his eyebrows slightly, and Carl's deep blue pupils were filled with smiles.
"Even if a person's past is dark, there should always be a beautiful side of his own, right? I don't believe that your past twenty-three years have been shrouded in bleakness."
"There should be such a person who has at least briefly illuminated your world, right?"
"Senior, am I right?"
Karl showed Huang Xiaobei a smile as heart-warming as the sun.
But all he got in exchange was coldness.
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head, listening to Karl's words and the so-called good memories. Huang Xiaobei lowered his head and said nothing.
After a while, he slowly raised his head, looked directly at the handsome man in front of him, and sneered from the corner of his mouth.
"Aren't you afraid that what you wake up is the thing that a fool least wants to think about? Don't you think that for a fool, oh yes, for a fool who looks pretty good, tragedy is tragedy, just like a fool
Just like a fool, won't there be any big changes?"
Karl stared at Huang Xiaobei with a smile, "Why? Do people who like you also have darkness in their hearts?"
Huang Xiaobei lowered his head
Karl smiled even brighter, "There will always be someone who likes you, right?"
Listening to Karl's words, Huang Xiaobei suddenly felt that the whole world was much quieter.
Looking at the bright smile of the man next to him, Huang Xiaobei, who had returned to reality, couldn't help but smile bitterly and secretly guessed in his heart, "This bastard came to poke my scar on purpose tonight, right? He did it on purpose tonight."
Did you make me so embarrassed and angry to the end? Haha, didn’t I just push you against the wall once? You wouldn’t retaliate against me like this.”
Awaken some fond memories from your past.
Why? Do people who like you also have darkness inside?
There must be someone who has liked you.
Of course it's not all darkness. How can one's heart be dark when you like someone? Of course there are people who have liked someone, but people like me... are too stupid, really, too stupid...
Huang Xiaobei blinked his eyes bitterly. (To be continued)