Turning around, leaning against the railing, looking at the stars in the sky, Huang Xiaobei had a smile on his lips.
A smile that lets go of the past.
"I don't know why, but I suddenly feel better. It's really good. After saying this, I don't feel discouraged at all. I'm not pretending at all. It's true. I really want to say it.
So two words."
Looking down at the bastard holding his knees at his feet, Huang Xiaobei said very proudly: "If it were him, he would have forced himself to say those two words, then ran back to his corner alone and continued to hold him
Knees. Look at me, I am countless times stronger than him. I don’t feel uncomfortable at all after saying this. On the contrary, I really feel that she is very happy.”
Raise your head slightly, the stars are shining brightly.
"If there is no accident, this is the growth that Karl's grandson said, right?"
After saying that, Huang Xiaobei couldn't help but shake his head and smile, "Although he is a chicken soup card, what he said is still quite pleasant, but it is still shameful, especially when you are working hard for your future life, don't be too ashamed!"
Huang Xiaobei gently cast his gaze towards the small rooftop door that Karl just walked into.
But I have to admit that although I have only known Karl for a short time, his influence on me is really not small.
That polite guy with a gentle smile on his face at all times is really hard to describe.
But at this time, Huang Xiaobei curled up his lips out of habit.
Because whenever he thinks of that handsome guy, who smiles all the time but is always a bit annoying to him, Huang Xiaobei feels that he still doesn't want to see him.
Even though he seems to always be doing my best, I just don't want to see him.
Annoying? Isn't he really annoying in the first place? What a stinky guy. What's most annoying is this kind of person who can't tell the difference between smiles and smiles. He always pretends to be a virgin and wants to save you.
Grandma, who do you think you are? Who do you think you are? Do you want to save me too?
Of course, he... is not too holy, but this can be considered a shortcoming! More importantly, have you noticed? He, he...
After thinking about Karl's shortcomings for nearly five minutes, Huang Xiaobei spread his hands in embarrassment and said like a defeated dog.
"Okay, okay, I admit it, it's jealousy. I'm just jealous of Carl, that's all! Principal Carl...it's not that it's not happening, it's just that I haven't noticed it yet, right, right, right, I haven't found it yet.
That’s all!”
Huang Xiaobei put his hands in his pockets and whistled.
It's not my fault, I can't help but feel jealous.
Look at how perfect he is, and look at how useless I am. It’s understandable that I’m a little jealous. Who makes him so good? He seems to have almost no flaws.
Such people are born to be jealous!
By the way, this kind of person is also born to lead those of us who are jealous of him.
When it's over, you have no other choice but to curse him in your heart.
The most important thing is that some chicken soup always pops out of that guy's mouth! The key is that his chicken soup doesn't sound so shameful and annoying?!
This is a bit scary. This chicken soup card might have the potential to become a brainwashing master in the future.
Huang Xiaobei patted his chest and said, "Of course, Commissioner Ben will not be brainwashed by him. You know, except for money, Commissioner Ben has never been afraid of anything in his life. Just those few words of chicken soup? How much is it worth?"
The more perfect Carl performed, the more infected he was by his words, the more Huang Xiaobei couldn't help but want to discredit him, and the more he couldn't help but speak ill of Carl behind his back.
When it comes to dealing with Karl, Huang Xiaobei looks down on his past self.
I just want to discredit him, I just want to discredit that bastard, even if he looks perfect, I just want to say bad things about him behind his back.
What can be done?
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"Chicken Soup Ka, well, since Chu Scumbag, Chu Pervert, Ka Bapi and Dead Baldhead, another nickname was born in the hands of this special commissioner. Oops, I really unknowingly gave our Principal Carl another nickname.
New nickname. Yeah, but compared to Chicken Soup Ka, I still think Ka Papi sounds better."
Huang Xiaobei laughed evilly.
"I'm going to ask Lao Wei and Dead Baldhead later to see which nickname is better for us to call our Principal Carl in private in the future. After all, leaders are just for teasing, right?"
"If he's not a black man, who can he stand up to? Even God may not be able to tolerate it."
After another full five minutes of blackmailing Karl, Huang Xiaobei clapped his hands, feeling extremely relaxed.
"Okay, go to bed. I've done everything I need to do tonight, and I've said everything I need to say. I feel relaxed. Then I'll have a good sleep. I'll go back to my uncle's house tomorrow."
Huang Xiaobei, who had already walked towards the small door of the rooftop, suddenly stopped.
Looking at the phone he took out in his hand, Huang Xiaobei blinked guiltily.
"Call uncle...nothing else, just to get peace of mind. After all, if you really want me to go back, you shouldn't be asleep at this point, right?"
With that said, Huang Xiaobei dialed Uncle Liu's phone with some anxiety.
Although he knew that this time was not good, he just wanted to fight and make sure at the end.
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While Huang Xiaobei was waiting anxiously, the phone only rang three times before someone picked up the phone.
The uncle's voice, which didn't sound like he was angry, rang on the other end of the phone.
Huang Xiaobei quickly grabbed the phone and said, "Uncle, it's me, it's me."
Uncle Liu, who was cleaning the dust under the bed in the guest room, heard Huang Xiaobei's voice. He hurriedly got out from under the bed, took off his mask, and laughed loudly: "It's you, kid. What's going on? By the way, why are you like this?"
If you still can't go to bed late, go to bed quickly."
Huang Xiaobei's nervous mood was instantly relieved by his uncle's caring words. He smiled and said, "Uncle, it's nothing. I just want to tell you that I have asked for leave and will go back tomorrow afternoon."
"Okay, okay! Come back, come back. Don't get on the wrong bus. Also, call me when you get downstairs and I'll call the elevator for you."
The uncle suddenly remembered something at this time and asked hurriedly, "By the way, what do you want to eat tomorrow night? Don't be embarrassed to say it, just order it casually! That's not bragging, your uncle and I have this skill, I will keep it for you to linger over! Then
After eating the last meal, I think about the next meal, and after eating this meal, I think about that meal.”
Huang Xiaobei wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, "Uncle, have you ever talked about cross talk before..."
Uncle Liu felt a little embarrassed on his face and immediately cursed.
"Stop talking nonsense! And that one, it's you. You try to come back as early as possible tomorrow. By the way, you are not allowed to buy anything for me. You must not buy it! I tell you, if you dare to buy it, I will give it to you through the window.
Throw it out!" The uncle yelled at the other end, "Don't buy it, don't buy it! I don't like receiving gifts!"
Huang Xiaobei looked at the sky awkwardly.
I want to buy it, but I have to have money...
However, Huang Xiaobei had a thick smile on his face.
"Oh, uncle, I will never buy it, even if I die, I won't buy it! Uncle, don't worry, you must keep your heart in your stomach! I won't let you see anything tomorrow, and I don't even have the surname Huang!"
Old Uncle Liu almost choked to death at Huang Xiaobei's words.
"I, you...hehe, hehehe, you climbed along the pole, but, you were so fast..."
"By the way, uncle, why are you up so late?" Huang Xiaobei asked with some concern.
When the uncle heard this, he was choked by the dust in the guest room and coughed several times.
"Your house has been unoccupied all year round, and I'm too lazy to clean it. Well, I'm just sweeping out the dust. Ahem, cough, cough. I guess I'll have to find some housekeepers to clean up regularly in the future, otherwise the dust...
It’s really easy for his grandma to be taller than other people.”
Huang Xiaobei was completely relieved about everything.
"Okay, uncle, go to bed early and I'll go back to see you tomorrow afternoon."
"Okay, okay, you should go to bed early. By the way, no smoking and no drinking!"
"Okay, okay, stop being in Moji. I will never go back to Moji in my life."
"I can't beat you to death!"
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After hanging up the phone, Huang Xiaobei, with a smile on his face, gently exhaled in front of the starry sky.
Go bye bye!
Yes, he will no longer think about his former self, nor will he look at everything around him with his childish eyes.
It's over, everything must be over.
Huang Xiaobei opened his arms with a smile and breathed in the cool evening breeze.
Life is really pretty good, and God has reserved the last trace of warmth for me.
Come on, I will never say anything against God again. You must know that God is for love, not for me to vent my anger during my unlucky period.
Huang Xiaobei turned around and walked towards the small rooftop building, holding his head and shaking his head, saying: "Go to sleep, sleep well tonight, tomorrow..."
After walking a few steps, Huang Xiaobei slowly stopped in place.
After a few seconds, Huang Xiaobei sighed slightly.
I almost forgot about that bastard.
Gently raising his eyebrows, facing the starry sky, Huang Xiaobei naturally lowered his arms.
Forgot, you are still here.
It's not that easy to say goodbye to the past. It's not just a matter of making a phone call and saying a few words.
There is a more important thing, or rather, there is a more important person waiting for me to solve it.
Huang Xiaobei slowly turned around, and when he suddenly looked back, he didn't have any surprises.
Quietly looking at the man not far away holding his knees and squatting on the ground.
Looking at the man squatting in front of him, and looking at his sad self, Huang Xiaobei's eyes were particularly complicated. In addition to being profound, the expression on his face also contained a lot of helplessness and sadness.
"You are still there, I have to accept a new life, I have to move forward, you just keep that posture and stay where you are."
"Don't move."
He continued to squat on the ground, his head never seeming to rise.
After looking at him for a long time, Huang Xiaobei looked up to the sky and sighed, then walked towards that person step by step.
Coming to his side, Huang Xiaobei stretched out his hand. At that moment, he clearly saw that the man trembled.
He was afraid, probably because he was afraid that Huang Xiaobei would bully him again. After all, the most bullying he had endured over the years was from himself.
But this time he guessed wrong. Huang Xiaobei stretched out his hand and just touched his head.
The commissioner's tone was very calm.
"you can go now."
The trembling stopped.
Huang Xiaobei smiled and nodded.
Yes, you can really leave. I'm going to start a new life. It's not appropriate for you to stay by my side.
In fact, you are not that bad. Many times you are powerless. Maybe I shouldn’t blame everything on you. After all, as a teenager, how can you do things that you can’t do?
What about the things that are done?
You have done a very good job. At least you protected our father, did not let him be thrown away, and lived strong until I appeared. It is very good.
Help me once? Can you help me once? Go on your own. Although I often bully you and look down on you, after all, we are all the same person and we still need to help each other.
Are you right?
He is who he is, so he understands what he means.
The time was only a short minute. After only thinking for a minute, he nodded lightly.
Under Huang Xiaobei's gaze, he slowly stood up, but still lowered his head, and then turned around.
In the past, I kept my head down and walked into the distance alone.
Without any pause, he just left obediently and obediently.
Huang Xiaobei couldn't believe it.
Just leave like this? I said a word and you were willing to leave. Then why did you...
Haha, it doesn't matter anymore.
Staring at that familiar figure, Huang Xiaobei smiled and waved goodbye.
Say goodbye to the old self.
Let's go, let's go, I want to start my life again now, you can go to a place you like.
Go to a place that suits you.
Don't worry, I won't scold you anymore, nor will I look down on you anymore. I will forget you.
Everyone will have a particularly painful few years, and it will pass when it passes. It is not good to be obsessed with the past. You should look to the future. I will give you your freedom now.
Staring at that lonely figure, Huang Xiaobei smiled softly.
"Bye, bastard."
After saying that, Huang Xiaobei hummed a little tune, held his head in his hands, and happily walked towards the small door of the rooftop.
In the past, Huang Xiaobei lowered his head and walked into the distance step by step until he finally disappeared.