I cannot deny that my nominal husband Allen is a very aristocratic person, but like all aristocrats, he likes to put on airs.
He always wants to show disdain in front of me, but behind his back he is full of care and fear for me. This is probably what Brother Simon calls both contempt and attention.
If he doesn't interfere with me, I can feel better about him. I imagine him as a funny kitten with a bell around his neck, clumsy and ridiculous as he walks, but full of positive cuteness
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——I am really stupid to think so.
Allen's self-esteem is immature, and he always feels that people around him are comparing him with the old Duke.
Yes, the old Duke is so outstanding. His achievements throughout his life are beyond comparison with a young boy who just took over. No matter how outstanding his ability is, without the accumulation of time and years, it is equivalent to nothing.
No?
He was too anxious, always unable to calm down, and his restless heart kept hurting himself, disturbing himself. He began to become violent, and I became the victim inexplicably...
Allen gradually became a double-faced person. He showed his aristocratic side to everyone, and even appeared gentle and gentle when facing servants, but he was cruel to me in every possible way behind his back. I felt different about his appearance.
I felt sick, and I thought more than once, why didn't he just divorce me and drive me away, which would be better for everyone...
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I can't stand the air that is so stagnant that I can't breathe. Even if I have to sacrifice my life to leave here, I don't want to stay here anymore.
Those who are behind the scenes are dirty rats hiding in the dark. They are dirty, despicable, and will only take advantage of others' power to be aggressive and attack me mercilessly.
Brother Simon, I miss you even more deeply. I am really a troublesome woman. I just long for you, even if you only give me a little care.
My plea to you is not unreasonable. I think of the time when we first met. It set up a rainbow in my heart. It has never disappeared and has always been in my heart.
Ah... If only I had not been born, I wouldn't have to be like this pitifully longing for something from morning to night every day.
This hateful tragedy of the century.
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Brother Simon, I pulled up my hair today and dressed up like a mature lady. With the gorgeous hair accessories, I looked like I was wearing a small golden crown. I looked at myself in the mirror. Please forgive me for posing, but my
The neck is indeed fair and slender, and the collarbone is full of beautiful texture.
A woman likes her appearance, how much I want you to come and see me, I really hope to spend the rest of my life with you as a lover. Even if I am not a wife, I can stay by your side as a sister, I can become
Your underground Q person, you can treat me however you want, I have no regrets...
As I write this, my whole body starts to shiver, and my whole body is filled with chills.
What a terrible person I am. Originally, it was not possible for a woman to come to someone's door to be his wife. What's more, it was a lover who came to someone's door on her own initiative, in the name of sister, full of immorality, and shady.
The underground Q people, haha, I think I am crazy!
Maybe it's right to be crazy?
How many people in this world are not crazy and how many are normal?
I look strange in the mirror,
I saw a little girl with makeup that did not match her age appearing in the mirror...
I know you have always regarded me as your sister, but I sadly remember that I am only 12 years old this year... You said that 18 is considered an adult, but I am indeed just a child in your eyes...
Brother, you are 17 years old this year.
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Damn you! You bastard! Disgusting! The most vicious voice in the world is not enough to describe it.
My sister Fiona is pregnant, the son of that bastard Alan. The question is, what do they do to me when they are pregnant with their child?
But they mobilized everyone they could to persuade me to be the mother of their child.
This is simply ignorant!!?
I didn’t know what to say for a moment, so I could only silently raise my middle finger and respond with Brother Simon’s unique phrase - "Fake"!
They didn't understand, so I could vent a little bit, so I couldn't hold them back from kicking them out.
Perhaps sensing my dissatisfaction, they hired someone I couldn't ignore. Damn it, Brother Simon, can you imagine my old father with one arm and a disability coming here to beg me for help? When I think back to that
The scene made me so angry that I was shaking all over.
God, it's so crazy...
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Brother Simon, I love you, you are my only spiritual support now...
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Yang Fei opened the letters one after another and read each letter carefully. The letters hidden in the closet were all addressed to him and were Elizabeth's innermost thoughts that she had not handed over. The more Yang Fei read, the more depressed he felt. Those letters were all addressed to him.
The unknown side of Allen, Elizabeth's helpless and embarrassing situation, and her crazy and passionate love for Yang Fei, all of these intertwined deeply touched Yang Fei and made him regretful.
He suddenly understood why Elizabeth was so crazy. She did have a reason for her madness. What made Yang Fei even more painful was that while Elizabeth was silently enduring all this, Yang Fei knew nothing about him. He didn't know
The seemingly normal Elizabeth has been in pain to the point of going crazy. If he could pay more attention to Elizabeth, stop avoiding her, and give her more love, he might be able to detect this situation earlier, and Elizabeth would not take dangerous measures and do anything.
In such a dangerous situation, there is no room for maneuver, right?
Yang Fei was filled with regret. He suddenly felt that he had a lot to do with the development of the matter to this point. Although Yang Fei did not regard Elizabeth as a woman, she was not a dispensable outsider. There was no doubt that Yang Fei regarded Elizabeth as a woman.
As a younger sister, treat her like a biological sister.
In this unfamiliar world, Yang Fei is lonely, leaving his classmates and wandering alone. Elizabeth regards Yang Fei as a spiritual support, and Yang Fei regards her as a piece of pure land in his heart.
Elizabeth is different from anyone else in Yangfei's heart.
The two have common memories, starting from the first meeting during the winter festival in the imperial capital, to meeting again after Yang Fei escaped from the palace. The two came to the southern border together, but separated, and Yang Fei rescued the dying Yang Fei from the orcs.
Elizabeth, the two of them hid in Tibet in the middle of the beast tide, and returned to the Stone Castle together. They relied on each other when the Stone Castle was besieged, and supported each other to grow up after the Stone Castle was rescued...
It is precisely because of these memories that Yang Fei feels that he is no longer a duckweed. It is precisely because of Elizabeth who is always by his side that Yang Fei can get some comfort in the most painful time.
It is a kind of warmth, a precious strength that can be provided when people face darkness and pain.
Only then did Yang Fei realize that Elizabeth's position in his heart had become so important...