Su He was obviously waiting for her. In order not to attract attention, she had no choice but to nod to Su He and follow him. Su He finally took her to a deserted staircase and took her to the stairs before she stood.
He held her in his arms steadily.
"Su He, let me go!" Qiao Si frowned and pushed Su He with both hands, trying to break away from his arms.
But Su He refused to let her go. He put his lips to her ear and said to her, "Qiaoqiao, I miss you so much."
One sentence made Qiao Si stop all his movements. His voice was pleasant, and this sentence contained deep affection and deep longing. If Qiao Si said that he didn't feel anything at all, it would be a lie.
"Qiaoqiao, I regret it. I don't want to leave you. I can't sleep at night without you. I beg you, please come back to me."
The past events came to mind one after another, and Qiao Si's eyes gradually became moist, and she said softly, "Su He, please let me go first."
Su He finally let go of her slowly, his eyes turned red, and asked her, "Qiaoqiao, why have you been avoiding me these days? Why have you never accepted my invitation?"
Qiao Si took a deep breath, and the fog in his eyes gradually faded, "Because I don't want to see you. If I hadn't come to your unit for review this time, I don't think I would have seen you in my life."
Her tone was very calm, as if she was talking to an unrelated person.
"Qiaoqiao, are you still blaming me?" Su He looked sad, but prayed in a low voice, "I already know that I was wrong. I have suffered a lot these days and have been punished. Why don't you forgive me?"
Just like every previous quarrel, he admitted his mistakes in front of her with this tone and attitude, and she couldn't bear to be angry with him again. But this time, he seemed to want to use the same method to win her back, but
She will never be moved by it again.
"Su He, I think we had a very clear discussion when we last met." Qiao Si looked at him with no emotion on his face, "I no longer blame you, and I no longer like you. I said
But I don’t like entanglement, why don’t we just end it here?”
"This is impossible!" Su He suddenly grabbed Qiao Si's shoulders, "Qiao Qiao, you are a person who is cold on the outside and warm on the inside. You are also affectionate. I don't believe you will forget the feelings between us."
"Yes," Qiao Si raised his eyebrows and stared into Su He's eyes, "I admit that many times I still feel sad whenever I think of those past moments. But I can clearly tell that those are just the past, and only my feelings about the past.
A kind of remembrance. The past is only for remembering, not for yearning for."
"Since you still miss me, it proves that you still have me in your heart! Qiao Qiao, let's start over. I will never make you angry or make you sad again." Su He shook Qiao Si's shoulders and looked at her.
His eyes are filled with hope.
But Qiao Si felt tired, exhausted, and exhausted. She really didn't want to be entangled with him anymore. She pushed his hands away and turned to leave, "Su He, I don't have you in my heart anymore."
She had just taken two steps when she heard Su He suddenly growl, "Qiao Si, I don't believe you are so heartless and unjust. You let go of our six-year relationship as soon as you said you would let it go! Ask yourself this question."
Heart, doesn’t it hurt? Doesn’t it want to look back?”
Hearing him yelling like this, Qiao Si stopped, chuckled, and turned to look at him. Her face finally showed a bit of sadness, but her voice was still neither salty nor light, "It hurt, but it still hurts."
Never thought of looking back!”
Just when Su He was about to break down and yell, Qiao Si's voice suddenly rose a bit, and she said, "Su He, how long do you want to keep pretending? I feel tired for you!"
"Oh, do you think I am such a heartless person?" Qiao Si sneered with a sharp voice and looked at Su He coldly, "After you broke up with me, I always felt that I was wrong and I should do it for you.
Think more. So, when I passed the civil service interview, I went to the TV station to look for you without even thinking about it. I wanted to give you a surprise. But when I ran here full of joy, what I saw was not you at work.
Instead of reporting the weather, you were hugging a girl. I saw a doting smile on your face. I guess you must have been very happy at that time."
Su He was stunned and even took a step back out of surprise. He looked at Qiao Si in disbelief, as if he didn't expect that she would see those things.
Su He's reaction obviously made Qiao Si extremely satisfied. Her face was full of ridicule, and she sneered again, "Su He, you still want to redeem yourself, right? But do you think you have the right to ask for anything now?"
Have I changed my mind? I am a person who can't tolerate any sand in my eyes. The person I identify must be the only one who only has me in his heart. As long as he doesn't abandon me, I will spend the rest of my life with him."
The last time they met, in order to protect the two of them's face, Qiao Si did not expose the matter. But she did not expect that Su He, whom she once knew so well, would become like this. There was obviously a lot of trouble around him.
She was with someone else, but he still came to provoke her several times, and kept trying to win her back! He even forcibly labeled her as unsympathetic and unjust, which really shocked her!
Su He, on the other hand, was speechless for a long time because his disguise was exposed by Qiao Si. He just looked at her sadly, with deep affection still in his eyes.
Qiao Si suddenly laughed and her voice returned to normal. She said, "Su He, in the past six years, my feelings for you have been sincere. I have never told you that I really wanted to spend time with you."
Lifelong. But it won’t happen in the future, and there won’t be any possibility between us. Because, the person who let go first is not me..."
After Qiao Si finished speaking, he turned around and left without stopping.
There were tears lingering in her eyes, and she blinked hard to push back the tears.
For six years, she had cared for that person at the top of her heart for six years. Now that they were separated like this, how could she not be sad? She once cried in Chen Xiaoxiao's arms all night, and she secretly thought to herself when she dreamed back at midnight.
She shed tears and even got drunk after formally saying goodbye to him.
But none of this could stop her from determined to leave him...
The sadness is only temporary. She will not live in the past, let alone in memories. She will move forward and never look back.