Qingyan staying at Mu's house is not a problem after all. As long as Qingyan is around, Suyi will not see him again.
Mu Ling rubbed her temples with a headache, "If Qingyan hadn't been so kind to me, maybe I could have made up my mind to let her go."
He already knew that when he was injured outside, it was Su Yi who saved him despite the consequences of his declining strength.
Dan Qingyan
Saved him once too
And I think about him everywhere.
If he can drive Qing Yan out, what's the difference between him and the beast?
Unknowingly, Mu Ling had walked into the backyard. He raised his eyes and saw a pale and dim face.
Qingyan was originally not as good looking as Su Yi, and after years of baptism, wrinkles had appeared at the corners of her eyes.
Now after so many changes, she was even more vicissitudes of life, but after looking at Chen Qingyan who was sewing, his heart was inexplicably stung.
"Qingyan."
A low cry contained countless guilts.
Every time, facing Su Yi's cold face, he thought about sending Qing Yan away in exchange for her remaining smile.
But he forgot
Forgot Qingyan's devotion to her.
I forgot about that time when she was outside and used her delicate body to block her in front of her regardless of her own safety.
"I'm sorry, Qingyan, I'm sorry." Mu Ling rushed forward and hugged the woman in front of him tightly.
Chen Qingyan stiffened and lowered her eyes, "Brother Ling, are you not angry anymore?"
These days, even though Mu Ling occasionally comes to see her, his attitude is obviously not as gentle as before. Instead, he has become a little colder because of that incident.
The reason why he never drove her away was because of the grace he thought he had in saving her life back then.
There are some things that Chen Qingyan has always seen clearly, but she just hasn't said them thoroughly.
"I was angry. Of course I was angry at first. I was angry that you almost hurt my father, and I was even more angry that you made me misunderstand Su Yi. But then I thought about it. You were only doing it for my father's good, but in fact you didn't know anything. I misunderstood you."
Su Yi is also my problem, I only saw you serving me tea and water, and I thought Su Yi was not there, so I misunderstood you."
"I'm still angry that you secretly took so many elixirs, betrayed my trust in you, and dragged down the Mu family. I'm even more angry because you pretended to commit suicide in order to make me forgive you, but in the end you didn't dare to actually commit suicide.
"
"But you also said that you used those elixirs just to change the old man's medicine. Although the medicine you exchanged almost killed the old man, you pretended to commit suicide, but you didn't dare to actually commit suicide. This is also normal. If it were me
, I don’t dare to harm myself. You care too much about me and don’t want to leave me. You can forgive me for using such methods.”
"It's been a year, I've been angry with you for a year. During this year, I've watched you repent, I've watched you deliberately get yourself bruised, I've watched you tell your mistakes over and over again, after all I'm still
I can’t bear to ignore you for the rest of my life.”
There was a sarcastic arc on the corner of Chen Qingyan's mouth. This arc was so shallow that it was almost invisible.
In this year, she had sacrificed too much to get Mu Ling to forgive her.
He even actually died in the Mu family several times.
she is gambling
Bet on Mu Ling's soft heart
Sure enough, Mu Ling couldn't bear to let her die and pulled her back from the brink of death time and time again.
She won the bet
Of course, she did not claim that she wanted to die to clarify her ambition like before. She just said that shedding some blood would make her guilty heart feel better, and she would live to accept any torture and punishment.