Selfless Spark and Desire Destruction Episode 56
The great elder once said: "When used well, sparks can bring hope and light to people; when used improperly, they can lead to destruction."
After Luo Xiaoyi defeated Anwu, he could always feel the power of destruction surging in his body, but the power of Xinghuo did not decrease by half. Finally, late at night, destruction broke away from Luo Xiaoyi's body and formed an individual soul.
At this time, only the "selflessness" represented by Xinghuo remained in Luo Xiaoyi's spiritual realm.
And destruction defined by "desire", after losing the body that carries the soul, becomes a soul that cannot be touched by others, nor can he touch others.
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(Luo Xiaoyi’s character shown below is only selfless and has no desire, that is, he does not think about himself)
"Great Elder, what can you do?"
In the lobby, Luo Xiaoyi, Xi Luo and Ruin were discussing a solution.
Luo Xiaoyi and Xi Luo thought quite seriously, but if they wanted to destroy it... they looked like careless children, sitting on the ground with their legs crossed, looking indifferent.
It's just that other things can't touch him, he can't touch humans, it's not a big deal.
So Destruction doesn't care whether there is a solution at all, as long as he lives - even if he lives in soul form.
The Great Elder had no idea about this. He had never seen such a situation before.
This is equivalent to the fact that a person's body originally has two souls that exist in balance, each representing an extreme. Only by coexisting in the body can the balance of the spiritual character be maintained.
Let people not only be selfless, but also have desires.——This is the common sense of human nature
But one of them has left the body, and now the body has lost a soul, that is, it has lost its balance. This means that the character of the owner of the body will be biased towards one extreme.
No matter which one is out of the body, it is a bad omen for Luo Xiaoyi himself and his friends.
But now there is no way to return the soul to the body, and we don't know how Destruction suddenly left the body.
"Hey, Destruction, you can come out but why can't you come back?" Although Luo Xiaoyi has a "selfless" character, he also understands the consequences of Destruction not coming back, which may be a huge disaster for his companions.
This is one of the manifestations of "selflessness" that he wants to destroy and return to his body from the perspective of his companions.
"Please~ I don't even know how I came out, so how can I find a way to go back?" Destruction crossed his arms and said "cut" with disdain.
"Okay, it's useless to talk about this now. Since you can't go back yet, then you can stay in Starfire Gate for the time being."
"However, don't cause trouble, and don't be seen by others."
Shiloh placed Destruction in a remote courtyard. Because it was just a soul, there was no need to worry about eating.
Luo Xiaoyi, whose body was controlled by "Xinghuo", did not let Kaifeng and the others notice that anything was wrong.
It's just a pity for this kid, Destruction. He stays in a shabby yard every day and can't go there. This is not a good place for him with a naughty nature.
On this day, Destruction was playing with the small stones on the ground out of boredom. He squatted with his legs spread wide, picked up a suitable stone next to him and started drawing on the hard ground.
Damn it! What the hell, there isn’t even a nice scene. Although I’m just a soul, it doesn’t mean I’m blind.
At least give me some scenery to see!
"If I go out, I will definitely kill you all."
Destruction was thinking and muttering in his mouth, while rubbing a stone against the ground, and the gray ground suddenly became filled with a few crooked white lines.
At this time, the sound of human footsteps came from the small forest on the left.
Could it be that someone is here to play with me??
Destruction thought with great surprise, threw down the stone and ran into the small forest. Before he stepped into the forest full of green grass, a purple figure appeared behind the rows of bamboos in front, and there was a small basket next door.
The man seemed to have discovered something. He turned his head warily, and a flawless white face was engraved into the destructive wine-red eyes.
Destruction wanted to move forward, but there was a "dong" sound, and his forehead hit the barrier set up by the great elder.
This is a barrier that souls cannot cross but humans can enter.
Bainuo, who was ordered by Elder Fayue to pick herbs today, was halfway through searching for herbs when, as a dragon-fighting warrior with keen hearing, she heard someone speaking inexplicably.
But isn’t this a forest where no one comes? What’s the deal with the human voices?
Just as Bailuo was thinking about it, he felt a gaze behind him. When he turned around, he saw a transparent thing that seemed... bumped??
"Who are you?" Baino walked to Destruction, thinking he had hit some barrier. When he reached out and touched it, he found that there was nothing. He could still walk to Destruction.
Transparent...aliens??
Bai Nuo was puzzled and touched Destruction with his hand. His slender hand passed through Destruction. In an instant, Bai Nuo's pupils shrank several times.
This...what's going on? I can't touch it??
Bailuo scratched the air a few times. When Destruction, who was lying on the ground with stars in his eyes and seemed to be hanging, raised his head, his forehead hurt so much that he covered his forehead and asked in a bad temper:
"Who are you? Do you know that I was hit by you?"
He...he can touch me??
Bai Nuo quickly retracted his hand, "Who are you?" This time it was Bai Nuo's turn to ask.
Destruction looked at Bai Nuo in front of him, and was fascinated by it for a moment.
Wow, Miss Piao Nong~ She seemed to have touched yourself just now.
"Ahem, I... I am Destruction." Destruction suddenly became shy, but always maintained a... poker face.
destroy?
Xiao Yi’s destructive power?
Can you still use the power to perform out-of-body experiences?
Although Bailuo grasped the key point and accurately guessed his owner, he was still confused about the process.
"Do you know Luo Xiaoyi? Are you the power of destruction in his body?"
"You need to correct your statement, that's right! I am the destruction in Luo Xiaoyi's body, but it's not as simple as power."
He is a soul condensed from the power of destruction.
"Forget it, it's hard to explain anyway. In short, I am a soul now, a soul with the power of destruction!"
Aren't they all the same... Bailuo suddenly felt that the transparent ghost in front of him was, ahem, a soul, quite arrogant...
So in an embarrassing situation for Destruction, Bailuo kept staring at them.
Ah, why is she looking at me? Could it be me... being too abrupt and rude?
Destruction blushed, nervously relaxed his head and turned his head, using the "little bully" tone of a child, pouted and said:
"Human, you haven't told me your name yet!"
"Beno."
"Well, from now on, you will be my playmate, the one who is always there for me!"
How come I have become your playmate after only a few minutes of knowing each other? Bailuo did not respond for a long time. Destroyer thought that she had rejected his request and quickly threatened:
"You! If you don't agree, you won't be able to leave today!"
In order to keep his beauty, his young face was discarded.
"Okay." Bai Nuo agreed when he saw that the destruction really looked like a beating.
"Okay, now, it's time for you to tell me why you are here, right?"
"I'm here to collect herbs."
"Then the Longwu Clan has a lot of places for you to go to, so you don't have to come here."
"But the herbs grow here. If I don't come here, where do you want me to pick them?" To be honest, she really didn't want to come to such a humid place.
"Barely... it makes sense." Destruction just wanted to find a topic to chat with the beauty, but thinking that someone would come to check later, he was a little reluctant to chase her away, "Have you finished picking it?"
"about there."
"Then leave quickly!"
It seems like you left me here?
"Night! You have to come to me too." Destruction was afraid that Bailuo would not agree, so he pointed at the tip of Bailuo's nose and said.
Bai Nuo gave him a look, picked up the basket beside him, stood up, patted the dust on his clothes, and said, "I understand."
Originally, Bailuo went out to the main entrance of the courtyard, but was very speechless and was pushed to the back door by Destruction.
Watching Bai Nuo leave, Destruction returned to the courtyard, leaned against the door, closed his eyes and took a break.
Sure enough, God couldn't stand the physical and white-bearded old man "abusing" me, so he sent me a young lady to accompany me to relieve my boredom.
Not bad, this young lady looks pretty good.
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Destruction originally thought that this would be a wonderful night, but he never imagined such a scene:
Miss Beno was sitting on the top of the stairs reading this book, while she was walking next door kicking pebbles.
Suddenly, Destruction became very playful and jumped up to Baino, poking the side of Baino's face with his hand.
But he forgot that he couldn't touch humans at all.
Destruction looked at the fingertips that passed through it, and disappointment rose on his brows.
"Hey, look at me."
Bailuo finally shifted his gaze from the words to Destruction and paused...
One second.
"What's wrong?"
Hey, why are you asking me? I asked you to play with me, not just to read a book, okay?
Destruction didn't answer and continued to mind his own business... openly and aboveboard... peeking at the little girl's profile.
Hmm...like a white melon seed?? Ah, it's a pity that I can't touch it, shit!
"It's getting late, I'm going back." Bailuo predicted the time and planned to leave just like that.
Want to leave now? Want to leave without even playing? He won't do such stupid things. The show hasn't even begun yet!
Destruction followed Bainuo to the back door and wanted to hold Bainuo when he stepped out, but he forgot again.
His five fingers swept across Bailuo's arm in the dim light, but didn't touch anything.
He could only watch Bai Nuo leave and walk towards the dark tree-lined path.
He cannot scream because if he shouts loudly, others will hear him.
This was the first time he felt unwilling.
Damn it, destruction! Tell me, wouldn’t it be great if you were the first to stop her?
Destruction felt sad secretly. There were some lamps placed on the courtyard floor, and even the dim lights made Destruction feel dazzling. He returned to the stairs where Bai Luo had just sat, as if there was still the lingering fragrance of her.
Am I so worried about a woman?
Although he represents desire, it is not his own desire. All the emotions in his heart belong to Luo Xiaoyi.
If I like her...doesn't that mean that Starfire... also likes her??
Is that why I have this uncontrollable impulse?
That night, Destruction was trapped by the disconnected and chaotic connection between himself and his physical body. He sat there all night and thought a lot.
After finally surviving until the sun rose and the birds were chirping in the forest, I came to a devastating conclusion:
I am also a conscious individual. Just because I have a good impression of Bailuo does not mean that Xinghuo does the same. Anyway, the white-bearded old man can't find any way to make me go back. It's better not to go back for the rest of my life!
Destruction secretly thought to himself that he was lucky, but he still had doubts about the question "whether the flesh body also has a crush on Bai Nuo", so he decided to ask Xinghuo.
Hee hee, it's such a coincidence that my body came back to see me today.
Destruction was excited all morning and finally waited for Luo Xiaoyi before breakfast started.
"Destruction, why are you so... strange?" Luo Xiaoyi only knew that Destruction looked like a gangster, but she didn't know that one day he would wander around like a little kid.
"My fleshly body, Bah Xinghuo, let me ask you a question."
"When did you actually think of asking me a question?" It's strange and rare.
"That's right..." Destruction hesitated, pulling at the hem of his clothes with both hands, "Do you have a teammate named Bainuo?"
"So what?"
"Do you like her?" The tone of destruction increased a few decibels, and the expectant look in his eyes could not be concealed.
Luo Xiaoyi was shocked in his heart, and pretended to be calm and smiled: "Destruction, what are you talking about? We... are just friends."
"Really? That proves that my guess is correct!" Destruction jumped up excitedly, happily sharing his guess from last night with Luo Xiaoyi.
"I thought about it all night last night. I was wondering if my liking for Bai Nuo was influenced by your own original consciousness, Xinghuo (referring to when the two souls were still in balance)."
"you like her?"
"yes!"
Now Luo Xiaoyi's consciousness has been occupied by Spark, and there is no thought of love between children at all.
"But you are the soul."
"What does it matter?"
I hope so... Although it was a blessing from the heart, Luo Xiaoyi still felt a little uneasy.
It feels...something is weird...
"Xinghuo, do you think I should confess my love?" "Isn't it too hasty? After all, we only met her for less than two days..." "But I fell in love with her at the first sight!" "I'm so worried that she will like her.
Other humans..."
At this time, Destruction is like an adolescent child, pondering and worrying about his own emotions.
Luo Xiaoyi made a suggestion and said: "Go directly and ask her if there is anyone she likes. If not, confess your feelings."
"Is it really okay?"
"uh-huh."
"By the way, I still want you to help me..."
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So under Luo Xiaoyi's instigation, Destruction invited Bai Nuo again that night.
"Playmate, do you have someone you like?" A straightforward person like Destruction will not beat around the bush and ask straight to the point.
Bai Nuo was stunned for a moment, and a red figure appeared in his mind, as if he was thinking about something, and smiled.
"Yes, I have."
After a meal of destruction, it was like having a fish bone stuck in the throat and it was difficult to speak out, and most of the courage to express my love was gone.
"Who is that?"
"Hmm...secret."
"I...I'm your playmate!" The first time he fell in love, he failed. Naturally, Destruction wanted to catch this love rival and take a good look at it to see if that person...is worthy of the person he likes.
"You know him too." Bailuo leaked important information in one slip of the tongue. He was so embarrassed that he couldn't help but hug his knees with his hands, hiding half of his face.
"Is it... Luo Xiaoyi...?" Destruction effortlessly thought of this answer that surprised him.
Bai Nuo didn't answer, but judging from her expression, she was basically inseparable.
She is also a part of Luo Xiaoyi, so if she likes Luo Xiaoyi, she will also like herself... Destroy comforts herself not to have random thoughts, jealousy or anything like that.
"Do you like me?"
Destruction asked expectantly, feeling that his own had a real existence at this moment.
"I..." Baino finally lifted 1cm, destroying him... Why...asked like this?
Looking at Destruction with confused eyes, he saw a smile on his lips, like a child begging for candy.
Bailuo nodded mysteriously, and sure enough... the child who really wanted to get the candy was destroyed, cheering loudly:
"Haha, I knew it!!"
"Then let's go on a date!" Destruction took a fancy to the small pond behind the courtyard, so he begged Luo Xiaoyi to temporarily lift the barrier in the morning.
"follow me!"
Wait...wait! Bailuo was still there, but he was destroyed by the action group and taken to another place.
The pond in the forest has appeared in many classical Chinese texts since ancient times, such as "The water is all blue, and you can see the bottom thousands of feet away." "You can see the fish swimming in the fine rocks without any hindrance." "The sound of the water is heard through the bamboos, like the sound of a pei ring.
"
On the shore, there are "green trees and green vines, swaying and swaying roads."
This is as beautiful as the description of the ancients.
When you lower your head, you will see the underwater world of fish. “There are hundreds of fish in the pond, all of them seem to be swimming in the sky and have nothing to rely on.” This is the case at night, when the light reflected by the fish scales flashes under the illumination of the moonlight.
, it has not penetrated the water surface, and can only be vaguely seen.
Bailuo was sitting on a low rock on the shore. The white light from the moon overhead illuminated the entire pond. Not only the fish, but also the shadows of the algae plants under the pond seemed to be flickering.
It can be said that "the courtyard is as empty as accumulated water, with algae and waterlilies intersecting in the water, covered with bamboo and cypress shadows." (Children in the second grade of junior high school should be familiar with this sentence)
"Do you like it?" The moonlight softened the girl's back, making Destruction willing to stand behind her.
He felt the moment was sacred: it was their first date.
"Um."
Bailuo was mesmerized by the scenery of the pond at night, and wanted to get closer to watch it, but he didn't notice that the ground on the shore was wet, and he fell into the water without paying attention.
"ah!"
"Bai Nuo!" Destruction, who was standing in the distance, immediately jumped into the water. The distance that was so close to him failed again and again.
"Ah! Help...help." You said that Bailuo can do everything but can't swim.
Why? Why didn’t I leave her?
Benro's screams attracted the man on patrol. The man jumped into the water and brought the soaked Benro ashore. Destruction could only watch from the sidelines.
I...can't save her...
As a soul, he is the least likely to be noticed at night, and it is because of this that he is ignored by men.
"Hey! Child, are you okay?" The man helped Baino perform cardiopulmonary resuscitation. He saw the dragon fighting bracelet on Baino's hand and sent her back after confirming that she was from Yuekongxingliu Sect.
"Ah!" Destruction slapped himself hard in the water, and the water splashed through him and splashed to the shore.
He is very angry, distressed and regretful now.
If only I...had stronger power...and could find a suitable body for me, I could save Bai Nuo...
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Naturally, the next day, the news of Bai Nuo falling into the water reached the ears of other dragon fighting warriors. They all went to see Bai Nuo, but one person...went to look for Ruin.
Luo Xiaoyi guessed that the drowning incident was closely related to Destruction, so he and Xi Luo went to find Destruction.
In the past three days, Shiloh and other elders read through many ancient books and found a solution to the destruction.
That is to use the spirit-breaking array to turn the destruction from the soul state into power for Luo Xiaoyi to absorb.
Although this formation will cause Destruction to suffer great pain when used, perhaps this is the only way out.
Luo Xiaoyi and Xi Luo came to the courtyard and saw Destruction sitting in front of the door while he was making up for lessons.
Luo Xiaoyi took the initiative and stepped forward to ask: "Destruction, you'd better explain it honestly and clearly about Bainuo falling into the water!"
If it is really related to destruction, he must also force the destruction to turn the soul into power, because this has violated Starfire's "selfless" principle.
It’s OK to hurt yourself, but you can’t hurt your companions.——The second manifestation of “selflessness”
"So what if you have something to do with me, Luo Xiaoyi, I want power now, give it to me!" Ruin shouted at Luo Xiaoyi with red eyes.
"Impossible!" If you really give him the power, who knows what he will do. He will never allow anything harmful to his companions to happen!
"Why! I am also a part of you."
"Because of this, now we have found a way to get you back."
"Go back? I don't want to!"
He wants to protect his woman, so how can he go back just like he said?
He needs to gain strength to protect her better.
We will never tolerate something like falling into the water happening again.
"Don't forget what you did to my companions. You have exceeded the rules I asked you to stay!"
"So I want power! I want to protect her!"
"Are you carried away by love?"
"Then you are better than a 'hero' like you who doesn't understand other people's thoughts!" He knew that what she liked... had always been Luo Xiaoyi, and his request was just what she should do as a playmate.
She must be thinking so...
He thought about giving up...but in the end he was reluctant...it would be better to protect him by others than to protect him himself.
"Do you know that she likes you!"
"She likes you, you bastard!"
"The selfless Spark who will always move forward without thinking about himself!"
The soul should not be sentient, it really will never exist, but he committed both of these two taboos.
So what is there that I dare not say now?
Xinghuo is also extremely 'selfless'. Luo Xiaoyi, who is controlled by Xinghuo, is very resistant to talking about love between his children. A good man should fight for his homeland instead of talking about personal relationships.
"What does that have to do with me? Although there is temporary peace now, we must be on guard against others. If we are slack for a moment, it will be more dangerous!
By having an affair under such circumstances, she has lost an important quality as a warrior."
"Screw you! As long as you don't care, I don't care! So, you just need to give me strength, and you don't need to interfere with the rest!"
"Give you the strength to continue to harm them?"
"alright!"
While Ruan Yan and Luo Xiaoyi were having a heated argument, Lan Tianhua helped Bai Nuo over. She had been having a high fever as soon as she was rescued. She heard from Kai Feng that Luo Xiaoyi was coming to Ruan Ru, and she was worried about what would happen.
Before her fever subsided, Lan Tianhua came with her.
Seeing Bai Nuo's weak appearance, Destruction felt the true feeling of distress, and he walked up to Bai Nuo with a quick step.
"Baino, what's wrong with you? Don't get out of bed until you recover!"
Bailuo felt as if his head was filled with several kilograms of iron, and he felt dizzy.
"I heard what you just said, I'm sorry...Destruction, you should go back to Xiao Yi's body..."
She also heard what Luo Xiaoyi said...
It seems that I am no longer worthy of being a qualified warrior...
People who value personal relationships... will never become like him... Then the sunshine I have been chasing is really getting further and further away from me.
I really...want to cry...but I can't, I can't shed tears in front of him...
"Why do you even have to say that? I can protect you, even if I don't have a physical body!"
"But I don't need it!" Bailuo didn't know that his voice was already trembling seriously, and tears were ready to burst out, "and we have only known each other for a few days, and we are not familiar at all."
Sorry for the destruction... As you said, what I like... has always been... that him.
"You may not like me, but I must protect you!" Destruction's theory is categorical. The secular conclusion that the soul is just the soul is completely denied in Destruction.
The soul can also have love...it can give the person it likes...a love that is several times more dazzling than a spark.
Luo Xiaoyi saw that Ruin and Bainuo were so entangled, so he expressed the decision in his heart.
"Destruction, since you have heard what Bai Nuo said, you should give up."
"Even if I go back...you won't protect her..." Destruction looked at the person in front of him carefully, and it seemed that he hadn't felt her temperature yet...
"I...will protect my companions."
Just the protection of companions... is not enough...
"Destruction...you go back..."
"That's right, Destruction. If you go back to Captain Xiao Yi, then Captain Yi will have more powerful power to protect Baino, right?" Even Lan Tianhua who accompanied him couldn't stand it. Alas, if Destruction really has a physical body...
…That's good……
"No matter what you say, I will never go back!"
Shi Luo waved his sleeves, and two iron chains lingering with blue light wrapped around the destruction.
"The bad fate...shouldn't stay."
"Old man, let me go!" Although Ruin was struggling, the chains had already wrapped tightly around his hands, feet and neck.
Silla wanted to be tough...
A formation unfolded under everyone's feet, and in the next second they were all in the lobby. The other elders had already drawn the formation and been waiting for it for a long time.
"This ceremony is all your fault, Destruction." After saying that, Destruction hung in the air and floated to the center of the formation.
"Old man Shiloh, let me go!"
"You still refuse to complete the ritual?"
"Asshole, let go!"
Fayue also knew the truth about Bainuo falling into the water this time. The courtyard where the destruction occurred was regarded as a forbidden area, but Bainuo entered it many times. This was a violation of clan rules and should be punished with a stick.
"Come here, the light elephant fighting dragon warrior breaks into the forbidden area privately. He will be punished with 20 strokes with a stick."
"Stop! It's none of her business that I asked her to come in!"
As soon as he heard the punishment of 20 sticks, Destruction became anxious. His ferocious face looked like he wanted to peel off the skin and bones of the two disciples holding long sticks.
"Then will you accept the ceremony?"
"I'll take it!"
When Fa Yue asked people to leave, Shi Luo stopped him.
"Those who deserve to be punished must be punished. This is not as simple as breaking the rules of the family, but the rules of the entire clan. Only by killing the chicken to scare the monkeys can we avoid similar incidents from happening."
"Disciple...is willing to be punished." Bai Nuo responded and knelt down. How could his thin body withstand twenty sap blows!
"You're not allowed to kneel down and get up for me!"
"Old man, what are you doing to me to deal with a sick patient?"
"Didn't you say that a ceremony was going to be held? I promised you to let her go!"
After receiving Shiloh's instructions, the two men in black began to beat him with sticks, ignoring the roar of destruction.
Lan Tianhua wanted to step forward to stop him, but because it was Xi Luo who gave the order, her words were of no use, so she hurriedly asked Luo Xiaoyi for help.
"This is punishment." Luo Xiaoyi's expression remained unchanged, which made Lan Tianhua feel a little strange...
"Captain Xiaoyi, you!"
"Luo Xiaoyi, you bastard! You are not worthy of protecting her!"
Destruction watched the hardwood stick hit Bainuo, and at this moment, Shiro activated the magic circle, and red light converged from the surrounding patterns to the central pattern, and a kind of bone-shrinking pain was felt.
But...he couldn't let go, he couldn't fall before her.
Even if it hurts my heart...
"Well……"
As the function of the magic circle increases, the destruction gradually becomes unbearable.
"ah!"
Bailuo continued to be punished with sticks.
It was obvious that she couldn't hold it any longer and her body couldn't
You need to rely on your hands to stand upright.
There were two strings of tears hanging on her face that was almost as white as paper. She looked at that person...
What a selfless person...
What kind of sunshine... This is not the sunshine I want to pursue... It's just cool...
The last look Destruction took was that she was still looking at the 'selfless' Starfire.
Bailuo's last look before he fell: still his serious profile...
It is really like what the world says: I have you in my eyes, but you are not looking at me.
The destruction finally returned to Luo Xiaoyi's body, but because the destruction itself had a repulsive effect, the great elder temporarily sealed the power of destruction.
Even if...it's not the 'selfless' Spark controlling consciousness...
After Baino was punished with a cane, only a few drops of blood (vomited) were left in the lobby, and he became bedridden after that.
Therefore...as Luo Xiaoyi said before, she is no longer qualified to be a dragon warrior.
Bailuo still firmly believes that Luo Xiaoyi will be her sunshine again after recovery.
So after Bailuo recovered, the two met again. (Three years later)
She still expressed her feelings to him, but he... was always a 'selfless' Spark, and he had forgotten the promise he made to a soul in that courtyard.
He said: "He will protect his companions."
But he forgot that he still chose 'selfless' without hesitation.
And the other soul that promised to protect her forever was sealed under the spark forever...
The love of the soul can confirm the right person at one glance.
But the right person spent his life wrongly...
Chapter completed!