Chapter 1021: I still want to say goodbye to my life
Mu Yao's voice was erratic: "Maybe I came here in a dream."
If her dream was true, it would be that she set a fire here in her previous life and burned Mu Ci to death in this palace.
Why was it not someone else but her who had done such a cruel thing?
Mu Ci is her biological sister. Although she once hated Mu Ci so much, how could she do such a cruel thing?
"Yingchun, did you dislike me when I first entered the palace?" Mu Yao asked absently.
Unexpectedly, Mu Yao would bring up the old things again in the Spring Festival. She said with a smile: "The fourth girl at that time seemed not very friendly to the empress, and the fourth girl also had a straight-laced temper. I have misunderstood the fourth girl. Please don't let go of the fourth girl."
In my heart, I have no ill intentions towards the fourth girl, I am just protecting my master."
"Maybe this is the so-called intuition. You know that I have ill intentions towards my sister, so you are on guard against me and don't like me." Mu Yao murmured silently: "You are all right."
"Fourth girl, don't say such silly things. Didn't it turn out later that this slave was wrong about the girl?" Yingchun expressed fear.
Mu Yao just smiled bitterly and said nothing more.
She wanted to go back to Yong'an Palace and take a nap. Maybe when she fell asleep, she could dream about her past life, and then she would understand why she wanted to kill Mu Ci.
It was clear that Mu Ci had already lived in the cold palace at that time, why did she still rush to kill everyone? Was she so heartless?
But the more she wanted to sleep, the more she couldn't sleep.
"Four girls are too preoccupied to fall asleep. Why not exercise more, maybe you can sleep better." Yingchun gave Mu Yao an idea.
Mu Yao thought she could give it a try, so with Yingchun's encouragement, she ran around Yong'an Palace for more than half an hour. She was a puddle of mud from exhaustion, but she still couldn't sleep.
It wasn't until midnight that she finally fell asleep.
There were indeed some messy fragments in the dream, but when she woke up the next day, she found that she could not remember anything.
Mu Yao spent the next few days in a haze. She was in a trance during the day, and could not fall asleep until after midnight at night. Her energy level became worse day by day, and she looked very haggard.
Seeing Mu Yao like this, Yingchun didn't dare to hide Mu Ci anymore, so she told Mu Yao's situation.
It just so happened that Dugu Liancheng no longer wanted to see Mu Ci all the time these days, so Mu Ci went to Yong'an Palace to see Mu Yao.
When she saw Mu Yao's haggard face, she was startled: "How did you girl become like this?"
"It's not a big deal, sister just likes to make a fuss." Mu Yao said, giving Yingchun a hard look, disdainful of her being nosy.
But she didn't dare to look directly at Mu Ci because she felt guilty.
"Don't blame Yingchun. Yingchun told me that you have something on your mind for your own good. But it's because something from your past life bothers you? Tell me what's on your mind. Don't keep it to yourself." Mu Ci said with a straight face.
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Mu Yao's problem started when he asked her about her past life that night. Naturally, it must be related to the past life, right?
"What do I have to worry about? I just eat and sleep like a moth all day long. Even if I am sick, I have some free time." Mu Yao hummed softly.
"Yes, the harem is lonely, and how many women have spent their lives here." Mu Ci sighed with emotion: "Yao'er, I still say the same thing, don't be too stubborn, if you can, leave this palace and live a good life. There is no need.
For a man, I will spend my whole life here."
"Yingchun, please go out. My sister and I have something to talk about alone." Mu Yao looked at Yingchun who was listening with her ears raised.
"My queen didn't even chase me away." Yingchun said, looking at Mu Ci with pleading eyes.
Mu Ci turned a blind eye: "You go out first."
"Empress..."
When Yingchun started acting coquettishly, Mu Yao kicked her out.
After driving away the big-mouthed Yingchun, Mu Yao pulled Mu Ci to sit down and said, "Sister, please tell me about your past life. I remember very few things. I want to know what my sister was like in her previous life."
Mu Ci did not expect Mu Yao to ask about this matter: "Actually, there is nothing to say, after all, they are all bad things."
It's okay as long as she's doing well now.
She failed so much in her previous life and lost everything, so what is there to say?
"Sister, tell me, I want to hear it." Mu Yao teased Mu Ci hard.
In the end, Mu Ci couldn't stand being pestered by Mu Yao, so he decided to talk briefly.
She focused on the key points, and Mu Yao listened carefully.
Although Mu Ci's words were concise and concise, she could still hear a lot of sadness.
Even though Mu Ci was the queen at the beginning, she was still betrayed by everyone. She even failed to give birth to the child she was pregnant with. What Mu Ci didn't know was that she died at the hands of her biological sister.
All truths are ugly.
"My sister suddenly decided to marry the young master before entering the palace in this life because she didn't want to repeat the fate of her previous life, right?" Mu Yao asked.
"I thought that by marrying Dugu Lianyun and no longer having anything to do with Dugu Liancheng, everything would be different. But no matter how hard I struggled, I still had an unbreakable bond with him." Mu Ci smiled bitterly: "On the contrary,
As a result, we have gone through many wrongdoings.”
"I think sister is very amazing, but I only know how to hold her back. Sister, I'm sorry." Mu Yao felt that what she owed Mu Ci was not an apology, but a life.
"How can you say I'm sorry for no reason?" Mu Ci smiled.
Mu Yao stared blankly at Mu Ci's gentle smile: "My sister was so miserable in her last life, but fortunately she is living well in this life, and it will get better and better in the future."
Seeing that it was rare for her to be so emotional, Mu Ci said, "There is no pain or suffering, but I was relieved when I died. No, God was not kind to me and gave me a chance to do it again."
"It proves that God is also open-minded." Mu Yao pursed her lips and smiled: "After chatting with sister, I have nothing to worry about anymore."
Seeing that she finally smiled, Mu Ci felt happy himself: "Anyway, don't keep it in your heart if you have any worries. Remember to tell me. There is nothing in this world that is impossible, so there is no need to get too entangled."
"I understand." Mu Yao asked again about Dugu Liancheng's condition, and Mu Ci told the truth.
After Mu Yao listened, she actually had an idea.
In her previous life, she owed Mu Ci a life. In this life, she might be able to find a way to repay Mu Ci with a life.
Although she could not remember everything in her previous life, the scene in the dream must have really happened. No matter what the cause, she had to find a way to pay it back.
Seeing that Mu Yao had untied his knot, Mu Ci returned to Yanfu Palace.
Mu Yao didn't want Yingchun to keep an eye on her, so she asked Mu Ci to take Yingchun away as well.
No one followed her, so Mu Yao went to see Doctor Xu and asked about some details about the poison in Dugu Liancheng.
Doctor Xu answered one by one, but then he felt something was wrong: "Why are you asking in such detail?"
Mu Yao, this damn girl, has never been an enthusiastic person.
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The babies should be able to see what Mu Yao is going to do, right? The cause of the past life and the result of this life.
