"Just wait, I can still bear it now. When I can't bear it anymore, I will wear it. Sister, I cherish my life, don't worry." Mu Yao knew Mu Ci's worries.
Every time Mu Ci came to see her, he always asked her to wear a rouge button.
She also wanted to wear it, but she was afraid that she would really let go of Dugu Lianyun, and she still couldn't bear it.
Maybe one day she will think about it, but not yet.
"How can you rest assured when you call me like this? It's all me who harmed you. If you hadn't brought Divine Doctor Xu into the palace, you wouldn't have got involved in this matter." Mu Ci became angry when he mentioned this.
After all, it's all Dugu Liancheng's fault.
"Sister is here again. This is obviously my own choice. It has nothing to do with sister, and it is none of the emperor's business. Don't think I don't know. Sister is resenting the emperor." Mu Yao saw through Mu Ci's thoughts at a glance.
Mu Ci frowned coldly: "Don't mention irrelevant people!"
"What do you mean by irrelevant people? The emperor is my sister's husband. When the emperor was sick before, the thing I was most worried about was not my sister. When the emperor recovered, my sister complained about the emperor again. Isn't this contradictory?"
"There is no reason to treat his illness at the expense of your health. After all, it is his fault. If it weren't for him, you wouldn't have endured these pains! In short, he and I have a bad fate. Don't mention him to me again in the future!" Mu Ci still said
No pretense.
Mu Yao shrank her neck: "Look, what I just said is from my heart. In the end, it is because of me that I blame the emperor."
Mu Ci sneered: "I really don't like Dugu Liancheng. I don't want to see his face. Seeing his face will remind me of you!"
She didn't want to hide it anymore.
She just blames Dugu Liancheng and hates Dugu Liancheng. Without Dugu Liancheng, Mu Yao would be fine.
Mu Yao met such a tragic ending in her previous life, but in this life she tried hard to change everyone's fate and protect everyone, but it was Mu Yao who came to protect her as a sister. How could she be willing to do so?
Why must Mu Yao be sacrificed to fulfill her?
Obviously Mu Yao has been miserable all his life, why can't God be kinder to Mu Yao?
"Sister, I think I'm pretty good. Even if I didn't fall under the Lovesickness Gu, I wouldn't be able to be with him in this life. Now at least I've been completely cut off from my thoughts, isn't it great?" Mu Yao had another opinion.
: "Maybe this is another way out that God has given me."
Mu Ci asked aggressively: "Then do you think you have completely cut off your thoughts? If you can't cut them off, you will only suffer."
And this pain will only get worse and worse, making Mu Yao miserable.
Mu Yao was stunned by Mu Ci's question.
In the end, she still couldn't bear it. The current pain was within the range she could bear, but every time she thought about that person, her pain worsened.
She didn't know how long she could carry it, or whether she would be too painful to wear the rouge button in the end.
"Forget it, pretend I didn't ask." Mu Ci stood up and said, "You should take good care of your health. Just tell me when you are in pain and I will come to accompany you."
After dealing with Concubine He Xian, she took Mu Yao out of the palace for a walk, at least as far away from Dugu Lianyun.
Maybe then, Mu Yao can truly realize that there is no one in this world that she cannot live without.
After watching Mu Ci go away, Mu Yao fell on the couch. She suddenly wanted to see Dugu Lianyun again, even for a brief glance.
But when she thought of this name, the familiar pain hit her again, making her miserable...
Mu Ci didn't go far. When she heard the subtle voice coming from inside, she knew that Mu Yao was starting to hurt again, just because she thought of someone she shouldn't and couldn't think about.
Dugu Liancheng was once her disaster, but Dugu Lianyun will always be Mu Yao's disaster.
"Perhaps the fourth girl will figure it out soon, and you don't need to worry too much," Sizhu saw Muci frowning and was eager to comfort her.
"That girl is so stubborn. I'm afraid she won't be able to figure it out and would rather continue to be tortured than let go." Mu Ci expressed his worries.
Mu Yao was very stubborn when she was a child, and would never change the people or things she believed in. Even though she was beaten by Mu Zhi many times because of this, Mu Yao was unwilling to repent.
Nowadays, no one is whipping Mu Yao with a whip, instead it is heart-wrenching pain. Mu Yao is afraid that she will be as stubborn as before.
She wanted to help, and she even wanted to suffer on Mu Yao's behalf, so that she would feel better.
"This is the path chosen by the fourth girl. There is no point in worrying about it. According to the servant, it doesn't matter if the fourth girl can't figure it out now. When the opportunity comes in the future, the fourth girl will figure it out." Yingchun looked more optimistic.
If it were her, she wouldn't torture herself for a man. What's more, the man doesn't even know about it, so why bother?
She accidentally expressed her thoughts, and Sizhu teased her: "Yes, if everyone thinks like you, everyone in this world will be happy."
Muci smiled and felt that there was nothing wrong with welcoming the Spring Festival.
The master and the servants chatted and diverted Mu Ci's attention, and Mu Ci finally thought about it.
As Yingchun thought, all Mu Yao was missing was a chance to let go completely. Mu Yao was willing to induce the lovesickness Gu in the first place because he wanted to make a complete break with Dugu Lianyun.
But Mu Yao underestimated her feelings for Dugu Lianyun, otherwise she wouldn't be as painful as she is now.
The words are divided into two parts, Yanfu Palace.
Li Yuzhan waited in front of the emperor cautiously.
It's not that he was careless, the emperor looked very different today, looking at him from time to time, this look was a bit strange and a bit unfathomable.
This scared him.
Just when Li Yu was frightened, Dugu Liancheng put down the book in his hand, and Li Yu immediately fell to his knees in fright.
"Why are you kneeling?" Dugu Liancheng's voice sounded above Li Yu's head.
Li Yu was confused, "Slave, I don't, I don't know..."
Dugu Liancheng stepped forward and helped Li Yu up: "I look scary?"
Li Yu nodded, then shook his head hurriedly, with a sad face: "The Emperor is very good, not scary at all."
He was just timid and couldn't figure out the emperor's thoughts, so he was afraid.
He, he was just helped up by the emperor? This is very strange.
"Do you want to go on duty at Yong'an Palace?" Just when Li Yu was in a state of confusion, a stroke of fortune came from outside Dugu Liancheng.
"Your Majesty?" Did he hear it wrong?
Is the emperor planning to abandon him?
"I would feel more at ease if I had you at Yong'an Palace. You have been with me for many years, and you are very reliable and very popular with me..." Before Dugu Liancheng could finish his words, Li Yu knelt down on the ground again.
"Please, Your Majesty, don't abandon this slave. If your slave does something bad, you must correct it. Your Majesty..." Li Yu wiped away her tears.
Dugu Liancheng looked at Li Yu speechlessly: "I want you to go and serve the queen. When the time comes, come back to me. You still have to go back to Yanfu Palace every day."
