It can be said that after a day's work, I drank some wine and got drunk. I felt very comfortable. Because it was the off-season, there were not many customers. It was a comfortable sleep. I came at seven in the morning and the customers fucked a few more.
As soon as the job was done, they came to take over.
After tidying up, I wanted to go find her after get off work. Just when I was about to go out, there was a slight vibration in the surrounding space. I grabbed it casually and a string of bracelets appeared in my hand. He appeared here. , it can only prove one thing, the body that was cultivated for her has been broken, which also proves that she and her new boyfriend have become one. Looking at the cracks on the bracelet, I finally understand what everything is. Decay? Only Tao will last forever!
Nothing in the world can withstand the erosion of time, only Tao is eternal...
In fact, thinking about it, I also know that watching her live a happy and healthy life from a distance is different and wonderful? Because there is a saying that goes, lick the dog, lick the dog, and there will be nothing left after licking it. It turns out that this is how I am now...
"Brother Zou, I want to take two days off to go out for a walk!" At this time, I took out the phone and called Brother Zou without expression.
explain.
"What's wrong? You suddenly want to ask for leave?" Brother Zou asked me with confusion, because I rarely ask for leave, and we have rest.
"I'm homesick and want to go home for a while!" This is the most unreasonable reason.
"Okay, then I understand. This is our own store. There are not many people now. Pay more attention to safety. That's it. I hang up!" I heard the busy tone coming from the phone and I knew that I was asking for leave.
, Okay, so, I turned around and walked towards the passenger terminal.
To be honest, I actually don't need to ask for leave at all, because I have an avatar in my body, who can help me complete a lot of work. But before I asked for leave and left the avatar behind, Brother Zou knew that something else must have happened.
I bought the ticket in a daze, and took the bus back home in a daze. My mother looked at me and was very surprised: "What the hell, I'm back all of a sudden!"
"Nothing, I won't make any money these days, I'll take two days off!"
"By the way, how are you and Xiaoluo doing? Can we invite you to celebrate the Chinese New Year this year?" After all, I am not young anymore, so my mother is very concerned about my marriage.
"The two of us fell down, yes, that's it!"
"Why did you pull me down? Isn't your head still fine? What's wrong? Tell mom, is it because of money? If you still have some on hand and need something urgently, just use it!"
"It's nothing. I just feel that we are not suitable for each other. Okay, Mom, don't ask any more questions. I'm a little sleepy. I'll take a nap and I'll tell you later!"
My mother saw that I really didn’t want to talk, so she stopped asking me. Finally, she just asked, “What do you want to eat later?” I just said casually, and then I lay down on the bed, feeling dazed.
Fell asleep.
Half asleep and half awake, I came to that space again. There was a winding path under my feet, with unknown flowers and plants growing on both sides of the road. I walked slowly along this path and came to a pavilion.
, there is an old man sitting here, quietly looking at the chessboard on the small table. It is obvious that there is an endgame on the chessboard.
"Come and sit down, are there some things you still can't understand?" He casually picked up the teapot next to him. I didn't know why he had a teacup in his hand. After filling the teacup, he put down the teacup, just like that.
look at me.
"Are you Heavenly?" Holding the tea cup, I couldn't feel any warmth at all. I felt that this should be in my dream.
"Do you feel uncomfortable holding a lot of things in your heart? You can't say that you can't swallow it. He feels particularly uncomfortable in his throat!" He smiled and waved me to sit down, and then asked me.
"I can't say it's particularly uncomfortable, it's just that there are a lot of things I can't figure out!" After saying this, I took a sip of tea. It was really strange. In my dream, the tea smelled so good!
"If you love someone and have to break up in the end, what do you think is the best way to deal with this matter?"
"I don't know. I think love should be about staying together forever, rather than the so-called letting go. I can't let go, because that person really lives in my heart. Don't tell me any big truths, I don't want to hear it now.
I don’t want to know!” Sometimes my personality is like this. I am an Ox. I am sure of something and will not look back until I hit a wall.
"Actually, have you ever thought about your future and her future?"
"Of course I have. I often dream that I am responsible for making money to support the family, and she is as beautiful as a flower. Then we will have children, and we will watch the children grow up together. The two of us will grow old together, and in the future
One day she will leave first, and I will try hard to live and not let her walk behind me, because I am afraid that she will be afraid and that she will be alone!" At these times, there is a sweet smile on my face, because this is my dream
I often dream about it.
"Then do you know why you two ended up today? Don't talk, from the time you met to the time you pity and fell in love with him?"
"Oh, I admit, I thought I was indestructible, but I didn't expect that I would fall in love with someone out of sympathy, and love would be so hard."
"You gave up a lot so that she could live a good life, because you wanted to get more from her. In fact, this is not love at all. Love is a matter between two people, not a matter of shaving one's head and choosing one."
"You are a god, but you know nothing about love!"
"Haha, it's not that I don't understand, but on the contrary, you don't understand. It has been three years since the two of you got together. All your efforts, all your hard work, all your care, and your so-called...
Is love really what she wants?" His rhetorical question sounded like I was completely ignorant.
(Yeah, is all this really what she wants? People have told me before, brother, we are not suitable for each other. I never loved you from the beginning to the end, but I needed someone to accompany me at that time, even without you.
There will also be Zhang San Li Si. At that time, I needed someone to accompany me through those sad days.) These words kept swirling in my mind.
"Do you feel that you have some understanding? He has experienced a failed marriage. Now he wants stability, but it is exactly what you cannot give. Who were you before getting the system? Think about it for yourself!" said
After that, he sat there motionless, just looking at me quietly without even blinking~
"You mean that this matter is completely wishful thinking on my part, and it's the same as what I said before. I just want to accompany her. When she finds happiness, I should leave, right?"
"..." Still no words or movement.
"So I'm one of those so-called licking dogs in the books, right? No, no, she loved me, otherwise he wouldn't have given me everything he could..." At this time, I
My brain is in confusion, it is confirmed here, and it is rejected there.
"No, no, who are you? You are definitely not Heavenly Dao?" After a long time, I finally came to my senses and suddenly yelled at the old man opposite.
"Actually, I am not someone else, I am you~"
The person opposite slowly turned into the myself I often see in the mirror~
Want to know what happened next? Let’s listen to the explanation next time
PS: The protagonist of the transition chapter is an ordinary person after all. After experiencing the setbacks of love, he must reflect, so there is this transition chapter. If you have any dissatisfaction after reading it, you can leave a message below in the comments! (To be continued)