Seeing his second brother who had regained his energy, Gong Jian was of course very satisfied. He sighed softly and nodded: "Okay, I understand. If there is anything I need you to do, I won't be polite.
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Then he changed the topic again, "Yeah, it's getting late now, so you should go back and rest quickly. Why don't you have anything else to do in the past two days, but it seems that it's almost time to meet the salesman.
At that time, we have to listen to his report carefully to see if everything went smoothly when he got there."
After the two brothers exchanged pleasantries for a few more words, they quickly returned to their rooms to rest. As the day for the results was getting closer and closer, the number of cultural gatherings that Gong Jian could attend became less and less.
.The atmosphere in the entire provincial capital has become increasingly tense. Everyone is on tenterhooks but excitedly looking forward to the day when the results will be released.
For the Gong Jian brothers, the day when the list is released is indeed important, but even more important is the day before the list is released. They have made an agreement with the salesman that on that day, no matter how many things the salesman inquires about, he will
He had to rush back to the provincial capital to meet the two brothers.
The two brothers are still looking forward to the time when the salesman comes back from that county and brings first-hand news about the Zhao family. Although they are a little worried in their hearts, after all, they already know the xenophobic ancestral training of the Zhao family, so
They were all a little worried about whether the salesman in that county could penetrate into the Zhao family as expected and even contact Zhao Rong.
At this point, Gong Yu is relatively pessimistic. He feels that since the Zhao family is so exclusive, it is estimated that except for the little brother Zhao Rong he knows, the rest of the Zhao family must not be like him. If the Zhao family
If they could be as cheerful and cheerful as their little brothers, it would be impossible for them to follow such ancestral precepts.
Therefore, in Gong Yu's heart, he has deep worries, always feeling that the salesman will definitely fail in this operation. What he is looking forward to now is that his eldest brother can win the imperial examination in one go. As long as he has the identity of an imperial examination, he will
We brothers can also rely on something when we go to Zhao's house to ask for an explanation.
But no matter what, Gong Yu hated the situation in which he was helpless and could only rely on others. Although he relied on his eldest brother, Gong Yu didn't like this feeling. After all, he seemed to have no care since he was a child.
No matter how hard I try, I can't achieve the effect of turning things around and changing the facts. Instead, I have to rely on my elder brother to make things better for everything at home and outside.
This feeling of powerlessness, or the feeling of sadness and loss when one's efforts are of no use, Gong Yu felt it clearly in the case of Zhao Rong. If it comes to matters at home in the past, he had to rely on his elder brother.
To solve the problem, the family's finances must be improved by relying on the eldest brother, and the happy life of everyone in the family must be provided by the eldest brother. These have left deep and shallow marks in Gong Yu's heart, but for him
The touch was not as obvious as this time.
Maybe it was because of what happened this time that he approached his eldest brother. Gong Yu could only guess this way in his heart. After all, he met Zhao Rong first and became close friends. The two of them had such a good relationship that they wished they were biological
They were like brothers. That's why Gong Yu came up with the idea of introducing Zhao Rong to his eldest brother so that the two of them could get to know each other. But he didn't expect that just because of this incident, he would cause so much trouble later on.
When he thought that it was because of Zhao Rong that he knew, the eldest brother had to change his original plan, and even his original decision. Obviously the eldest brother hated attending cultural gatherings with boring people, but it was because of him that he forced himself to leave early.
Those who come home late should also get to know more people and have more good dealings with those students who are full of sourness and speak inconsistently. The eldest brother is forcing himself like this and working hard like this will add weight to his side.
It's all because of myself.
It can be said that this time, Gong Yu was greatly touched. He had never realized his incompetence so deeply as this time. The eldest brother was obviously only two years older than him, but his behavior and ability seemed to be two years ahead of him.
A lifetime.
As he admired his eldest brother more and more, Gong Yu inevitably disliked himself more and more. Academically, he was not as smart as his eldest brother. The eldest brother only attended a private school for more than a year, and then dropped out of school and did not do anything at home.
He had the opportunity to study, but when the eldest brother made up his mind to take the imperial examination, in less than a year, the eldest brother had reached the level he is now and achieved such achievements, and he would soon be able to obtain the title of civil servant.
Although the results of the results have not been released yet, and everything is still unknown, Gong Yu deeply feels that given his elder brother's level, he will definitely be able to get the honor. After all, the elder brother's goal is to be admitted to the Jinshi and become an official.
Thinking of his eldest brother's life goal, Gong Yu couldn't help but laugh out loud in his heart even though he was depressed. The eldest brother's goal was to marry a young lady from the Tian family, and the reason why he worked so hard in the past half year or so was basically
He forgot about food and sleep, and studied behind closed doors, all in order to successfully pass the imperial examination, but the ultimate goal was to successfully obtain the qualifications to marry Miss Tian.
After laughing, Gong Yu felt something in his heart. He had a slight realization. Could it be that the reason why his eldest brother is so capable is because he always has a clear goal. Once he has a goal, he will try his best to work hard. With this
After realizing this, Gong Yu looked back and thought about his short sixteen years of life.
It seems that this is really the case. Although he has always thought of ways to solve problems when he was young, he has never really regarded solving the problem as his only goal. He remembered the firmest determination he had ever made,
That is to go to the landlord's house and ask for work to earn some wages to supplement the family income.
But at that time, although going to the landlord's house was the only way he could think of, he also knew very well that he would go to work at the landlord's house in the usual style of the landlord's house. Not only would he be exhausted, but he would not get any wages.
A few. But I couldn't think of a better way, so I could only bite the bullet and do the only thing I could do.
Maybe, it's time for him to set another goal for his life. Gong Yu secretly thought in his heart that maybe after having a goal, he could be like his elder brother and work hard step by step, making himself become more and more beautiful.
With power, one day he will be able to become a role model for others and a source of support for others. (To be continued)