The less Zhou Sheng spoke, the less his mother liked his father. He was like that again and didn't care about family affairs at all. Under such circumstances, one day his mother suddenly showed extra kindness to him and said that he could go directly to private school instead of his eldest brother.
Reading here is a dreamlike experience for her.
In fact, Zhou Sheng had always been very uneasy before. She always felt that this matter was so unreal. She always felt that when she woke up one day, she would find that all of this was just a beautiful dream, and he was still the same person.
The younger son, who was not favored at home, had no chance to study in a private school.
After learning that his eldest brother gave up such a good opportunity when he was young, Zhou Sheng actually felt very sorry for his eldest brother. Although he had only been in private school for a short time, he found that the people in Si Shu were particularly friendly to him. Different from those
Fighting among neighborhood children
, the teacher in the private school has very strict management, so there are very few conflicts between students. Even if there are some who don't like each other, few people will directly fight or say bad words. In such an environment, Zhou Sheng feels that he is rare.
I felt peaceful and calm.
And the most important thing is that no one here is hostile to him, which Zhou Sheng is extremely lucky to have. Moreover, the gentlemen's attitude towards him is very good. He even got scared several times because he asked his mother to tear up the book.
Mother, because of family affairs, did not allow her to study. For this, Zhou Sheng was very grateful to the teachers in the private school. As for his classmates, Zhou Sheng did not have much time to get along with them.
After all, he has been working hard to make up for his homework. She was already quite old when she came to the private school. In a classroom, he is actually on the older side, so he is using all his time.
He was trying hard to absorb knowledge, and because of his attitude, the gentlemen valued him as a fish. The younger ones did not dare to disturb him, and the older ones did not dare to directly disobey the gentleman's orders.
So in Zhou Sheng's eyes, it seems to be a very good place. Her husband loves her and her classmates are also very loving. At least no one is really anxious about him. This makes Zhou Sheng very happy and at the same time very grateful that his family can provide him with
This opportunity.
But now Zhou Sheng was a little hesitant. He didn't expect what his mother had just said. When he heard what his mother said, his whole body felt like falling into an ice cave, and the blood in his body seemed to have frozen at that moment. He wanted to
He had to study hard and strive to get a good name to repay his family for nurturing him, but he never thought that his mother had already figured out how to control him.
You must know that humans are such strange animals. His willingness to give and being forced to give are completely different concepts. Although the result is the same, the process determines a person's psychological activities.
In Zhou Sheng's heart, he had never thought that if one day he became successful, he would leave his family behind. On the contrary, he had been looking forward to repaying his family's cultivation after he could get his grades. But this was his own wish.
What he paid was not what he had to pay under forced circumstances. These were two completely different emotions.
Even though Zhou Sheng was persuading his mother in his heart, he was just worried that he would not be able to control himself in the future, but he understood in his heart that any mother would always think about how to control her son. He believed that her mother never thought about it.
I have to control my big brother.
It was because he wanted to understand the hearts of these sentient beings that he felt so uncomfortable. However, Zhou Shen didn't care much about the words of his father who had never cared about him. After all, when he was growing up, his father was...
There has been a lack of missing characters.
However, his mother's words still left a deep mark on Zhou Sheng's heart. In the next few days, even if Zhou Sheng wanted to mobilize all his attention to study, he would no longer be able to work as hard as before.
Every time, I will inevitably think of my mother's true words at night.
Just like that, the teachers in the private school discovered that for some reason Zhou Sheng was still working as hard as before, but his progress was much slower than before. They couldn't help but notice Zhou Sheng again, but found that there was no change in this child, and he was still the same as before.
Reading all the time like that, at least on the surface, is what they don't know. While Zhou Sheng is studying hard, in fact,
His mind was always in a state of bifurcation. He would think of things at home after reading a few sentences, which would inevitably cause a burst of disgust and boredom. For a while, he almost wanted to throw away the book and never come to private school again.
But his reason finally stood up and made him understand that going to study in Fourth Uncle was a matter of his own life. It could not be decided by such easy loyalty.
But no matter how rational he is, he can't ignore what happened before. Often, this thing is like a pervasive devil, repeating his mother's words in Zhou Sheng's heart all the time, like a spell every time.
It could echo in Zhou Sheng's ears all the time. He even had nightmares all over his body for several days, just about this incident. In the dream, he felt that he was being held down by his mother's big hand, and he had no strength left to resist.
She struggled desperately and screamed, calling for her mother, hoping that he would raise his hand, but the end result was that she was pressed tighter and tighter, and eventually it became very difficult to even breathe. Every week, every student would suffocate in their dreams.
wake up.
Therefore, it is inevitable that Zhou Sheng's academic status has plummeted. The teacher in the private school really can't figure out what happened to the child. He went to ask more than one teacher himself, and asked Zhou Sheng several times whether something happened at home or whether his
There is something wrong with the body, but Zhou Sheng always denies it.
Answer, after several times, the gentlemen were helpless. In the end, I could only shake my head, and I could only sigh that this diligent child was really lacking in talent, which caused such a situation. At the beginning, he was able to learn very quickly when the lessons were relatively simple.
After making great progress, when you learn more things, your talent will inevitably fail to keep up.
At this point, Zhou Sheng was helpless. He also wanted to concentrate on studying, but he couldn't control himself and couldn't forget the words he heard before.
After Zhou Sheng's performance in the private school became more and more frequent, those gentlemen no longer paid attention to Zhou Sheng. They could only lament that Zhou Sheng had already exhausted his talent at a young age.