After flipping through this thing, he felt that these girls all looked the same. Could it be that they hired a makeup artist or that the painter they hired could only paint this look? Anyway, to him, these girls were exactly the same. , he really couldn't tell who was good-looking and who was not. Even after these faces turned into one, he really couldn't remember them. They even dangled in front of his eyes. He felt that this face was ferocious and terrifying.
He could almost imagine how difficult his married life would be. Even if he never dreamed of hearing the rumors about him growing up, he could still hear some occasionally. After all, he would sometimes pass by those rumors while walking outside. It is impossible for these people to pay attention to him all the time. For the time being, there are even some people who don't care about him at all. After all, his father is just a businessman. His family is rich, but he really has no power. , Under such circumstances, how could these people take his existence into consideration and not talk about his rumors? Therefore, he was very clear about Shen Zhong's bizarre reputation.
On the one hand, he was very angry. How could these people cancel him? He was so powerful and so superior. What rights did these people have and what abilities did they have in school? But his knowledge of real life told him that he could not Angry, as a businessman's son, it doesn't matter if he has disputes with those small businessmen and hawkers, but if there is a person from another class involved in the loan, then what may happen in the end is that his father will apologize and even pay some money. Apologizing to the other party is a trivial matter. If the other party is harsh or has any objections to their family, then he may suffer. When he thinks of this possibility, he of course takes back those thoughts. The idea of teaching others a lesson.
After all, in the world of his own imagination, whoever dares to talk about him behind his back or speak ill of him in front of his face is simply a life-threatening rhythm. In that world, he can just point his finger at it. Harvesting the heads of people who are deceived by big deceivers is definitely an unimaginable thing. But real life is so depressing and boring. Don’t be sad anymore. You are more willing to immerse yourself in the end of the world that you have imagined instead of watching it in reality. , The father and mother who are getting older are showing more and more disappointment in their eyes. They see the servants who are unable to respond to their orders or have incomprehensible faces. They see the unpleasant words that everyone talks about themselves. These are things that make him unbearable. Instead of enduring these things in reality or making him feel uncomfortable, it is better to immerse himself in the world of his imagination, play as he pleases, and fly as he pleases.
So even if no one at home told him, or he was unwilling to admit his failure, he still knew clearly that in the eyes of outsiders, he was nothing but a rich man at home and a rich father. .Although he wanted to resist, he liked to refute, he wanted to yell angrily, but these people seemed to think so.
In some societies like this, every time you go out, you really have to prepare yourself mentally. After all, what kind of people will you meet outside, and what kind of unpleasant words will you hear from these vulgar people?
On the one hand, this young master will think that these people are vulgar, unspeakable and not worth mentioning. They have been struggling on the poverty line all their lives. That's why they are so jealous of themselves, and that's why they use such unpleasant words to describe them. What follows?
Speaking of himself, this also caused the way he behaved outside, becoming more and more arrogant and unattainable, allowing these people to truly and clearly realize that he was different from them.
A simple guy, except for working hard for a day and earning a few copper coins, has no role. He is simply rubbish to this society. He is not as ambitious and capable as he is, but now he is.
They are just too lazy to move. If they want to move their hands, these people will crawl at their feet.
On the other hand, those unpleasant words will inevitably make the young master have resentment and anger in his heart, so he becomes more and more violent in the world of his imagination. Of course, this has nothing to do with the tutor he has always had and the fact that he has never done anything.
This kind of reality, so so far, he has only imagined himself in the world he constructed, and ordered his men to pull them down and chop them down. This is because occasionally he can hear that the court will kill the biggest
The heinous criminal directly asked for execution, and then he thought or consciously noticed that killing people was probably just cutting off the person's head, such a simple thing, so in the world he conceived
At most, he would just chop him down.
And in the world he imagined, whenever he said such a sentence, everyone would tremble and kowtow desperately at his feet, wanting to beg for mercy. This feeling of superiority made him even more
To be satisfied. It’s a pity that in real life, there is no way for me to get such satisfaction. Even if I treat those children to wine and meat, the most I can get from them is to say that I am a genius and that I will be a good person in the future.
To do great things, to be broad-minded, to have a brilliant future, etc. These good words are not concrete or to say, there is no kind of world in the structure, that kind of feeling of being high and high.
Therefore, Master Zhou is very aware of other people's thoughts and opinions about him. In other words, besides his family, his father and his mother, and those scary tools that have no thoughts at all, other people besides these people have thoughts and opinions about him. But it is obvious.
, the wife he wants to marry now falls into the category of these people. Who knows how the woman he marries thinks of him from the bottom of her heart? Maybe she is really like those people, and she looks down on herself from the bottom of her heart.
, if this is the case, if he marries a woman who wants to control him, who wants to persuade him, who wants to annoy him, who wants to make him uneasy, he will definitely feel sorry for himself. He is causing trouble for himself.
, he is putting a ring on his head, or putting a knife on his neck, which may fall at any time. I have too many on my head, and he is not happy with this choice.