Now he was immersed in sadness again, frightened and frightened. His heart was suffering. He tried hard to express his sadness. He wiped his tears. Although he did not dare to cry loudly, he kept sobbing.
In this case, of course he would not notice his biological father's very cold and rational looking eyes, as if he were a kind of cargo, or an object, looking at himself according to a certain standard.
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If Dalang Jia Shao could really see this kind of ruthless gaze, he would definitely be alert. Unfortunately, his heart is trembling now, and he doesn't dare to raise his head at all. He can only keep his head there.
He was crying. In fact, he didn't know what he was crying about. He just knew that his father's expression just now was as if he wanted to eat him. Maybe his butt would bloom. This might be the first time in his life.
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Beating, although he had never been beaten before, but occasionally he would get bruises or bruises. At that time, he knew it was very painful, and he had also seen servants in the family make mistakes after committing fouls.
After being punished by his mother or father, he looked like his skin was torn apart, so although he had never experienced what it felt like to be beaten, Master Jia, at a young age, was self-taught and could understand the extremely painful feeling.
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In this case, of course, he has always been very afraid of being beaten. Although he has always been proud in his heart, he is the eldest son of the family and the treasure in the hands of his parents. Of course, he will not be like those scary people.
Get beaten casually, or get beaten so badly, but once
Thinking of the board hitting him, the painful feeling plus he couldn't help but shiver all over, so as soon as he entered the door, he ran to his mother who loved him the most. As long as his mother protects him, his father
No matter how angry you are, you can't really hit him.
And sure enough, just as he expected, his father could not express his anger even if he stayed by his mother's side. Moreover, it seemed that his father had been comforted by his mother. So, could he avoid it by doing this today?
Has it passed? Although Mr. Jia has been lowering his head and crying silently here, most of his smoking now comes from a habitual function in the chest, and he can't stop for a while.
Come, he is not too sad. The only thing he still has in his heart is a little timidity. He doesn't know if he can successfully escape today's beating. Anyway, he still has a trump card in his heart. Then
Even if his mother is by his side, his father should not think of punishing him again, and even if his father really wants to punish him, his mother will definitely stop him.
He keeps his head down, but Master Jia's ears are sensitive to capture the surrounding information. He knows that his father's anger has been gradually calmed down by his mother. Although he doesn't know what he is doing in such a big and blank time now, but he
But he could instinctively know that the situation around him, or that the atmosphere around him was not very friendly, so he did not raise his head and still hid like a quail.
On the other side, Mr. Jia, who had been looking at his son, couldn't help but sigh in his heart. Alas, the performance of the eldest son in front of him was indeed very disappointing. He clearly remembered that the eldest son behaved the same way when he was young.
He looks very well-behaved and smart, but why has his son become disabled within two or three years?
He does not think that his wife has spent all the effort and care to raise his son. Instead, he thinks that his son's qualifications are just like this. After all, his wife is so virtuous and kind, how could she do such a vicious thing?
What about? He is a
He didn't think about this matter at all on his happy person. What's more, if his wife hadn't come just now, he would definitely give this boy a lesson. But now, looking at the way he lowered his head and cried, he knew that today
It is impossible to educate this kid.
The unwilling adult could only snort coldly, flick his sleeves and turn back to the study outside. The sadness and disappointment in his heart for his eldest son had reached a certain level. It could be said that his original expectations for his eldest son had been lowered.
Halfway through, the reason why there are still certain expectations now is mainly because the family rules have been like this since ancient times, and the eldest son of the family controls most of the property.
Although it seems that the eldest son is now disabled, after all, there are only a few sons who have not grown up yet, and he is still young and strong. It is not yet time to really consider the distribution of family property. Even if it reaches that step, if his son really fails.
If you are angry, I still have my son and third son who are more obedient and sensible to consider.
It's just that it's too early to consider this matter. After all, my children are still young. Let's see how the eldest son behaves in the future. If he can change his past and be like a human being, he can still learn from Lu Xun.
In that way, most of the family property is left to him to manage. After all, his son and third son seem to have been well educated, and their future prospects will probably not be much different with his own efforts.
In this case, it is a very good prospect to raise the second son and the third son and let them help each other in the officialdom. Let the eldest son take away most of the family property and become a rich man.
He now has very high expectations for his second and third sons. After all, having such an ineffective eldest son makes his second and third sons' already excellent qualifications even better.
But now Mr. Jia has not completely given up on his eldest son in his heart. No matter what, he is his first child. His first son was once his only one. He spent a long time by his side to cultivate his son, so
He said that he was indeed very poor now and was far away from the goal he expected, but he did not give up completely. Maybe, as his wife said, if he changed to another private school to treat his son, he would be able to make a good improvement.
What Mr. Jia did not pay attention to was that his original expectations for his eldest son were not like this. He hoped that his son could also obtain a certain official position in the officialdom like himself, and then have his second son and third son in the officialdom.
Support from the side can make this family business prosperous and prosperous.
We can no longer blame him for repeatedly lowering his expectations. The most important thing is that the current state of his eldest son is really disappointing.