But they cannot forget their own qualities. After all, in their minds, they are much higher than ordinary people. Even when facing Mr. Jia, they feel that their own class or this class itself
Their knowledge and opportunities are much nobler than those of this family. At the very least, the masters they serve are all fake, and people cannot afford to offend them easily. In other words, these days, simple people cannot even meet people.
Therefore, even though other people have come to the house many times, although these servants did not show any indifference, their true thoughts can be seen from their eyes. After all, in their opinion, in front of Mr. Jia
There is no need for special disguise. Of course, these people know exactly what kind of person they need to appear in front of certain people, and people like Mr. Jia have already determined his life's fortune.
In front of such a handsome person, they don't need to wrong themselves or hide their feelings and emotions as a person, so even if they don't show anything on the surface, their eyes naturally reveal their feelings.
inner thoughts, without the need to face their true master as hard as they do
He tries hard to reduce himself to all human things, treating himself as just a plaything or just a tool, just like a piece of wood there, he doesn't need to have feelings, he doesn't need to have emotions, he doesn't need to have any ego.
Things, all he needs is the ability to get things done for his master, and that's enough.
The other people are not stupid people. On the contrary, because he has studied for so long, he naturally knows a lot of human principles. Through his daily observation, he can naturally and easily see the contempt in the other person's eyes. This
The excited Mr. Jia almost jumped up when he came to the house for the first time. He had to stretch out his hand to control the phone.
He had this thought, but he just turned it around twice in his mind while staying at home, and then he pressed it down hard. He really didn't have the ability to actually do it, let alone just exploring the door of Yue's house. He didn't care how big he was.
Reason, no matter how offended the servant's eyes were, he didn't have the courage. He didn't even have the courage to speak louder.
Moreover, Mr. Jia also knew very well in his heart that there was nothing wrong in not recognizing what he showed. If he were in the other person's situation, he didn't think he could perform much better than the other person, but even if
Knowing these things, you still feel extremely uncomfortable in your heart when facing that strange look. He doesn't understand.
Of course he understands that he doesn't. He has studied hard for so many years, worked hard to climb up, worked hard to increase his knowledge, worked hard to please the mayor, worked hard to unite everything, he can unite the strength, in short, he finally succeeded
, he passed the fair exam, but he never thought that after passing the Gongming exam, it would just be another start of poverty.
It was at that moment that the world truly told him what the cruelest truth was. From that moment on, many traits in Jia's heart changed. He wanted more power and wanted to get ahead.
Moreover, there are all kinds of agricultural injustices in the heart of men. He saw people who participated in songs like him and tried hard to get ahead. In the end, they failed to achieve success. The feeling of loss and depression was that even if he was a bystander, or
It was said that he had experienced it personally, so he had the impression
Extraordinarily profound. Anyway, he felt that the current situation could not exist for a long time. He didn't think that the government would always be in the hands of a few aristocratic families, and he didn't think that the officialdom would always be like this. But even if he had a rational thought in his heart
Analysis, we know that in a few years or so
It will take a few decades to wake up sooner or later. At that time, he knows that those students who really value science and technology and gain fame will be the truly blessed people. They don't need to bear the humiliation like he does now, and they don't need to be like him now.
Other students who have left, other places
They have no way out and can only return to their hometowns in frustration. They can choose officials freely, take part in assessments based on their own knowledge and abilities, enter the officialdom that they can long for, and achieve results within their abilities.
a certain official position.
But even so, Mr. Jia is not sure whether this time can be accurate to a few years, ten years or decades. By then, will he still have experience, will he have the strength to continue observing and bumping, or will he still say
Whether or not he was still there at that time is unknown.
In this case, of course he couldn't afford to gamble. He knew that the librarian's resentment was being detained, and he knew that those who had no choice but to show their ambitions in the officialdom were working hard, but he didn't have that
He had the courage to stand with these people. Even in his mind, he had imagined that he would work with those people to create a new era of kiwi, or to bring a new trend to kiwi.
But in the face of reality, he had to lower his head. Reality bent his waist, letting go of his high thoughts and his own dignity. Even the broken man in front of him
Even though he looked down on himself, he still wanted to work hard to make his presence known in front of these people, hoping that these people would think of him. A little diligence would allow him to gain a firm foothold in observation.
At the beginning, all Mr. Jia wanted was to gain a foothold in the officialdom. After all, for him, officialdom was not something he had no connection with. A poor boy could not be said to be a poor boy.
At the relationship level, of course he is a poor boy with nothing but nothing, but
It's a parent or something. No matter what, he has no connection in the officialdom. Everyone knows this, so if anyone with a backstage and a background likes his position, then obviously everyone will not
If you help him, you will easily kick him down.
So not long after his wife passed away, the family began to worry about this matter. What he asked for when he first went to Qian Ye's house was to gain a firm foothold in his officialdom, and not to do so easily.
Being kicked away by others, he wanted to express himself
What a deep relationship he had with his former family. Although his former family would not express how much they valued him, as long as they let him in, he believed that other people in the officialdom would have an eye for him.
Why is it that the energy of the previous company is still relatively high?