When he was a child, Zhao Rong might have complained that the old man’s lectures were too profound and that he could not understand. But after several complaints were suppressed by his parents, coupled with so many years of nurturing, Zhao Rong had to admit it in his heart.
, is it because I am too untalented that I am inferior to ordinary people?
Therefore, instinctively in his heart, Zhao Rong actually admires those who can read and read. But although he has admiration in his heart, if Zhao Rong really sees such a reading seed, he will actually be in his heart.
Under that kind of pressure, it is impossible to truly make friends with others.
This is also the case if the person who met Zhao Rong today was not Gong Yu but Gong Jian. It is estimated that Zhao Rong had already escaped from Gong Jian's side, and it would be impossible for him to feel any closeness to Gong Jian.
Being around such scholars, Zhao Rong will inevitably have an inferiority complex. It is like a fable he once understood: Ye Gong likes dragons, so in general, Zhao Rong is also very aware of his own contradictory feelings, but good.
The person I met was Gong Yu.
Gong Yu studies very seriously and is very diligent, but he lacks that spirituality. This also determines that he will not perform too well in studying. But fortunately, their family does not require their children to study in a certain way.
In this aspect, we must do an outstanding job. On the contrary, we hope that they can grow up happily and healthily.
Therefore, Gong Yu had already made it clear that he had no talent in reading through a few words of chat knowledge. It was this point that made Zhao Rong, who was listening next to him, feel that he seemed to have encountered someone.
Good friends.
While getting closer to Gong Yu, Zhao Rong actually felt a little ashamed in his heart. He didn't dare to express his true thoughts so clearly like his second brother. At home, he even said that he didn't like reading.
, dare not confide in anyone.
Looking at Gong Yu who said so openly that he did not have much talent in reading, and at the same time he was not interested in the Four Books and Five Classics, but he preferred to read those travel notes and miscellaneous stories. Zhao Rong was filled with excitement.
It's envy and admiration.
Zhao Rong was also full of curiosity about what Gong Yu mentioned about his extremely powerful elder brother. After all, in his opinion, being a scholar was already a very great thing. But Brother Gong did even more.
It's amazing.
Yes, Zhao Rong already knew clearly at this time that there is an essential difference between a real scholar and the scholar his father claimed to be. A real scholar is either doing university studies or taking part in the imperial examination to gain fame.
Prove yourself. And my father's lazy appearance, drinking and entertaining guests or having fun in the study, is not the appearance of a scholar.
Zhao Rong knew the difference between scholars very well in his heart. Deep down in his heart, Zhao Rong had a vague feeling that maybe the only person in his family who could truly be called a scholar was his uncle, whom no one in the family dared to mention.
Zhao Rong once overheard that some gossiping relatives were lamenting to each other behind people's backs: "The Zhao family only had such a scholar. I don't know how the boss (that is, Zhao Long's uncle) grew up at that time."
Of the three brothers, he is the only one who is so good at studying. The other two brothers are not interested in studying at all. It is difficult for the elder to be so talented in studying at a young age, and he became an official at a young age. It is a pity that his life
No, the whole family has lost their lives outside."
Even if Zhao Rong overheard such words, they would inevitably leave a deep impression on his little mind, so he still admired scholars very much.
But as the old man looked at me again and again, his eyes were obviously disappointed, coupled with the sound of shaking his head and sighing, and although his parents kept urging him to study, they never asked him how he had learned.
Zhao Rong knew clearly in his heart that he had no talent for reading.
This realization made Zhao Rong feel sad for a while. But no matter how hard he tried, he could not understand the difficult square characters in the book, let alone understand the so-called teachings given by the old gentleman. Gradually,
Zhao Rong also lost confidence in his own study.
Therefore, although Zhao Rong is very envious and admires those who are good at reading, if she really gets along with such people, Zhao Rong will feel uncomfortable.
Zhao Rong was very clear about his own contradictory mentality. For a while, he even wanted to correct his strange mentality. So he proposed to his parents that he would go out to visit some famous local scholars. At that time, it was not long before Zhao Rong's enlightenment.
, also just passed two or three
Years ago, he also realized that he had psychological problems when a famous scholar came to visit his old gentleman. Only then did Zhao Rong make a request to his parents. The most important thing was that he still had to overcome it.
Myself, this is obviously a problematic mental state.
Of course, there is also a little reason, because Zhao Rong heard that the great scholar who visited his old gentleman actually spoke very cordially. And sometimes, what this great scholar said was actually better than what his own gentleman said.
The words are easier to understand. Zhao Rong can also understand, so he still has a small hope in his heart, whether he will know more scholars, which will also be helpful to his own study.
But unexpectedly, his request was rejected by his parents. The reason why his parents rejected him at that time was, of course, that the old gentleman was the most famous in the local area, and if this famous old gentleman could not teach him anything,
Other scholars do not have that ability.
They emphasized once again how much effort they put into inviting this rare old gentleman to enlighten them. This made Zhao Rong should cherish this rare opportunity, and in the presence of the old gentleman
Before he has taught himself, he will not allow him to go out to find other people.
Faced with such teachings from his parents, Zhao Rong had no choice but to accept it. In the following years, he stagnated in his studies and even showed signs of retreating. Zhao Rong never mentioned it again.
Such a request.
And the second brother he just met introduced his eldest brother to him, and Zhao Rong certainly had a strong curiosity in his heart. Since the elder brother Gong and the second brother are not much different in age, and they are so powerful
Not only in reading, but also in hunting and doing business, people are better than ordinary people. If you encounter such a rare person, of course you have to get to know them. (To be continued)