Chapter 38 I have only one sentence that I don't regret
"What does the song title Chengquan mean? The song title shouldn't be I love you, am I willing?" Li Xinxin asked Lin Wanxiang in confusion.
Lin Wanxiang was also stunned. She stared at Qiu Yuan standing on the stage with wide eyes. From this moment on, Qiu Yuan's eyes no longer looked at her, but looked up at the spotlight in the distance.
Yes, what does Chengquan mean? Shouldn't you confess your love now? It's like the upbeat love song "Simple Love".
But no, the moment Qiu Yuan picked up the microphone, the melodious and low sound of the cello was heard in the audience.
This prelude is not the prelude of a confession song, it is very sad.
The screen on the stage behind Qiu Yuan had already displayed the lyrics of the first line of the song.
"Seeing you and him walking up to me, smiling and saying "Long time no see."
When Qiu Yuan sang the first line of lyrics, the original discussion under the stage also stopped abruptly. Qiu Yuan's singing voice echoed throughout the party. The ethereal, psychedelic and gentle singing voice seemed to be telling a story no matter how small it was.
No matter how trivial it is.
Just the first line of the lyrics alone, Qiu Yuan's singing voice conquered everyone present.
But more people are pondering the meaning of the lyrics, ‘You and him?’ Who is singing this?
Some people who didn't understand felt a little confused, but Shi Fangzheng understood the song in an instant.
She covered her mouth with her hand and looked at Lin Wanxiang and Bai Xingchuan.
"Xiao Wan..." When Shi Fang was about to say something, Qiu Yuan had already continued the story.
"If it hadn't been for my help, would I still be hovering in the same place today..."
The moment the second line of lyrics was sung, everyone understood that this was indeed a love song to express love, but it was just a confession of a loser in love.
No...no, not a loser.
"Not for the sake of ridiculous dignity." When Qiu Yuan sang this line, his eyes looked at Lin Wanxiang again, and the cup of red bean porridge that she had thrown away without knowing where.
"All the sadness was left on the day we broke up, and it may not always be possible to fully love." Qiu Yuan accelerated his tone when he sang here, "The perfection of one person is better than the entanglement of three people."
The perfection of one person is better than the entanglement of three people.
This seemingly free and easy lyrics that seemed to be telling something instantly grabbed the hearts of all the listeners.
Even the expressions of those senior students who had similar emotional experiences were completely stunned. They either covered their chests, or tears began to overflow from the corners of their eyes.
Chengquan? Who wants to be fulfilled... If you like a girl or like a boy, who in the world doesn't want him or her to stay with you? Who doesn't?
But I just can’t do it! I can’t do it! There are many reasons why I can’t do it. I am not good enough to be worthy of that girl or boy, but the biggest reason is that she doesn’t like you at all. She likes someone who is better than you.
people.
What can you do at this time? Continue to stalk her? This is really ugly. Some people may continue to pester her like this, but how long can they persist?
Everyone knows that taking the initiative to let go of that girl is the best choice, no matter how unwilling or uncomfortable it is.
But who in the world can be so free and easy that the girl he likes can be with another person?
"I have devoted so many years of youth to you, in exchange for a thank you for your fulfillment." Qiu Yuan's next song once again sang into everyone's hearts.
The good things I do to you are not that important in your eyes, they are all taken for granted. I will tolerate all the bad things you do to me. I don’t think there is anything unfair in all this, because I like you.
Even so many years of painstaking efforts may not be as good as a simple love word from the person you like.
Just like what Qiu Yuan sang in the next line.
"He promised you each other with sweet words, and I... only have one sentence to fulfill it without regrets."
When Qiu Yuan sang this, the cello sound had some unpleasant homophonic sounds. When the camera showed senior Chu Yunzhi playing the cello, she found that she had tears streaming down her face.
Qiu Yuan's singing voice was so contagious that the atmosphere at the scene was close to tears. Juniors and seniors are the ages that have experienced all kinds of love. Maybe some couples talked about it from freshman to senior, but more
Many people have experienced what it feels like to break up.
More people have also experienced what it feels like to like a girl but not be able to get her.
So let it go, no matter how painful it is, the girl doesn't like you, no matter how persistent you are, it will be in vain, and continuing will only make things difficult for her.
But I still love her, I love her so much that I am not selfish. If my leaving can make her life better, I am willing to leave her and let her go.
"Chengquan" sung by Qiu Yuan is about unselfish love. I love you more than I love myself.
But there is no unselfish love in the world. After leaving the person you like, can you really forget her freely?
This is impossible.
"Your chicness and adventure have been fulfilled, and my blue sea and blue sky have been fulfilled." When Qiu Yuan sang to the climax, people began to sing along with Qiu Yuan.
Because the lyrics that followed were all the same, the seniors below also studied music. They looked at the teleprompter behind them silently, and when their emotions reached the right place, they couldn't help but start singing along in a low voice.
But as the seniors sang, they gradually understood the emotions contained in Qiu Yuan's singing, as well as Qiu Yuan's current mood.
That means Qiu Yuan simply can't let go of that girl.
"Xiao Wan..." Shi Fangzheng had already covered her mouth and cried. Now Qiu Yuan was really confessing his love, but it was the most painful and painful confession.
Qiu Yuan knew that it was impossible for him to be with Lin Wanxiang, so Qiu Yuan chose to let go and sang the song "Perfect", which fulfilled Lin Wanxiang and the people who would accompany her in the future.
He said calmly, 'I'm fine, I actually don't like you, and I wish you the best to be with him'.
But every line in the lyrics of this song is about fulfillment, but every line Qiu Yuan sings is about not wanting to be fulfilled!
Shi Fangzheng heard that Qiu Yuan could not let go of Lin Wanxiang, but he could only let her go. There was a feeling of despair in his singing.
This song is really too humble and pitiful, and the same goes for Qiu Yuan on the stage, but who is not the active person in love?
Qiu Yuan raised his voice, singing at the top of his lungs as if he was making a final quibble and pretending to be free and easy.
"I have fulfilled your today and tomorrow, and I have fulfilled my next...summer!"
The moment the song finished, Qiu Yuan put down the microphone in his hand. Shi Fangzheng noticed that although Qiu Yuan did not cry, there was light in his eyes, but he never looked at Lin Wanxiang again.
Qiu Yuan put down the microphone and pointed his finger to his side. For a moment, the spotlight fell on Zhao Hanwei beside him. He took the bass and gave the audience a perfect bass solo.
This solo completely pushed the entire singing atmosphere to its climax, but when the bass solo ended and the singing atmosphere reached its climax, the spotlight turned to Qiu Yuan again.
The accompaniment suddenly became quiet, and everything around him became quiet.
Qiu Yuan's eyes finally fell on Lin Wanxiang again, and then Qiu Yuan sang the following song in the softest voice, as if whispering in Lin Wanxiang's ears.
"I have devoted so many years of youth to you, in exchange for a thank you for your fulfillment..."
Qiu Yuan's singing voice gradually became lower and lower. This was Qiu Yuan's last tender and tender voice.
When Qiu Yuan sang this, she could clearly see tears in the corners of Lin Wanxiang's eyes. She opened her mouth and wanted to shout something to Qiu Yuan loudly.
But it was no longer useful. Qiu Yuan turned his head to look at the girl he once liked and raised his voice.
Qiu Yuan sang loudly to the audience...
"It fulfills your chicness and adventure! It fulfills my blue sea and blue sky!"
The surrounding accompaniment sounded completely louder, pushing the whole song to the climax at the end.
"He promised you each other with sweet words, and I only have one promise that I won't regret... It will fulfill your today and tomorrow, and it will fulfill my next one..." When Qiu Yuan sang this, he raised his hands high and looked at the spotlight like a
Wanting to catch something, I finally sang two words "Summer..."
When the last lyrics were sung, the melodious sound of the violin echoed throughout the hall. No one applauded. They were all immersed in the sad atmosphere. The uncontrollable tears of the seniors were the best for this song.
praise.
But these tears are not all filled with sadness, there are also unwillingness, regret and...relief.
Only when the accompaniment gradually disappeared did someone react and applauded Qiu Yuan's perfect song "Chengquan". Everyone was applauding with tears in their eyes. Qiu Yuan stood in silence and finally bowed deeply to everyone.
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"Xiaowan, you...really don't consider him?" Shi Fangzheng couldn't stop crying. She asked Lin Wanxiang with her last hope.
But Lin Wanxiang didn't answer Shi Fangzheng. She looked at Qiu Yuan who lowered his head and bowed on the stage, and suddenly murmured...
"Drink the wedding wine with tears in your eyes, and wish you a long life with a swallow."
When Lin Wanxiang said this poem, she suddenly couldn't control herself anymore, turned around and ran out of the venue.
"Xiaowan!" Bai Xingchuan wanted to catch Lin Wanxiang, but found that it was already too late.
He didn't dare to chase her because the expression on Lin Wanxiang's face before she left was clearly emotional.
This made Bai Xingchuan turn his head to look at Qiu Yuan again. Qiu Yuan had already bowed and stood up again. He couldn't understand Qiu Yuan's expression. It seemed that he was crying but not crying.
But Qiu Yuan took the microphone and asked everyone present.
"Do you want me to sing it again?" Qiu Yuan asked, but no one present responded.
If Qiu Yuan sang that kind of cheerful love song and could sing it so well, maybe everyone present would shout, ‘Do it again!’ ‘Do it again!’ without Qiu Yuan asking.
The song "Chengquan" did give them a feeling of being reluctant to leave, but they didn't dare to listen to it anymore, at least they didn't dare to listen to Qiu Yuan singing it again.
Qiu Yuan's performance of this song was so perfect, sad and heart-wrenching that the seniors off the stage kept wiping their tears, recalling the atmosphere just now and unable to control their emotions.
It can be said that Qiu Yuan made everyone present sing about depression. In the third and fourth years of college, some people may have never been in love, but...who hasn't had a crush? This song is also a kind of song for people who have a crush.
A bitter feeling.
Now they want to hear Qiu Yuan sing "Cheng Quan" again, but they are afraid of hearing Qiu Yuan sing "Cheng Quan" again.
"Then that's it for today. Thank you all for listening to my songs."
Qiu Yuan bowed again and walked off the stage under the gaze of everyone.
