Xia Qing looked at Nalan Lingyu, tears falling on his hands drop by drop.
"Why do you want to take it back? Is it because of me? I give you my life, don't leave! I don't want anything in the next life, I just want us to be together in this life."
The next life will be so meaningless. He is lying to himself when he looks at her. She is really going to leave, and he knows it!
"No, no, don't be sad. Otherwise, how can I make you feel at ease? I really don't have much time, so please accompany me to watch the sunrise."
She didn't know how to tell him, and she also knew that she couldn't deceive him at all. His memory would disappear anyway, and it would be best if he forgot about her.
She looked at him stubbornly, not wanting to waste any more time. She really didn't have much time.
"Okay, let's go watch the sunrise."
Nalan Lingyu had not yet come out of the joy of her waking up. The feeling of powerlessness swept through his body again. He was really going to lose her.
Xia Qing knew that this was unfair to Nalan Lingyu, so she left immediately, and cruelly let him know the truth, but she really didn't know what to do. Forget it, she wanted to leave, but she still cared about so much.
What to do.
Although I really don’t want him to forget me, although I really want to stay with him for the rest of my life, although I really want to...but it’s too late to say anything now.
After packing their things and completing the discharge procedures, the family went home happily.
Of course, Xia Qing may be the only one who is happy and happy, and everyone can see the reluctance in the other people's smiles.
"Mom and Dad, I want to eat the dumplings you made. Can you make them now?"
"good!"
Xia Qing was chattering along the way, and Nalan Lingyu held her hand without saying a word. He was afraid that he would collapse as soon as he was born.
"What kind of stuffing do you want to eat?" Xia's mother forced herself out of her sad mood and asked gently while looking at Xia Qing.
"Chives, Mom, it tastes just like what I remember." It was the last few hours, and she really wanted to be willful and leave without any regrets.
"Okay, mommy will give you a bag." When Xia's mother said this, she almost cried.
She didn't know if the story about the fairy was true, or if Xia Qing told them to lie to them, but the physical examination report and the abnormalities in her body clearly told them that she was indeed not sick, and the vomiting of blood was sudden.
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I hope it's true, I hope he can come back, I hope nothing happens to her.
They had just gotten married and they were still young. How could they suddenly not be together? It would be great if the two immortals could exchange their lives.
"Mom, don't worry about me. I told you I would be back soon."
Xia Qing looked at Su Si's worried face and couldn't help but say.
"Okay, okay. Mom knows." She always felt that her daughter was lying to her, but seeing how relaxed she looked, it didn't sound like a lie.
"Then mom is waiting for you to come back. If you don't come back after a while, mom will let Xiaoling marry another wife!"
"I know, mom! He must not marry anyone else! He must wait for me!"
Her firm look made Su Si feel more reassured, maybe she would come back.
Nalan Lingyu felt unspeakably uncomfortable at this moment, wishing that everything he said was true, but he knew that it was all lies.
"Ah Ling, don't I look pretty in this?"
After returning home, Xia Qing took out her ancient clothes, dressed in white like before, and spun around in front of Nalan Lingyu.
She wanted him to remember her most beautiful appearance before the memory disappeared, and remember the way she had always loved him.
Nalan Lingyu's heart trembled as she looked at Xia Qing, who was wearing white clothes.
He was originally dressed in white. She didn't like wearing white, but in order to find him all these years, she actually wore white.
"It's so beautiful, I think Qingqing is the prettiest." He hugged her tightly, wishing she could be melted into his own flesh and blood.
"If I look good, look at me more. Be sure to remember my most beautiful look." Xia Qing hugged him back, tightly, unwilling to let go.
"A Ling, let's go eat dumplings."
Xia Qing glanced at the kitchen. Rows of white and fat dumplings had been wrapped. To be honest, he really wanted to eat them now and feel the original happiness.
"Okay." Nalan Lingyu doesn't know what to do now. He still can't accept the ending of Xia Qing leaving. He hates it so much and hates the injustice of the sky, but what can he do?
After the founding of the People's Republic of China, people were not allowed to become spirits. Nowadays, people who have any magic skills are just ordinary mortals. Faced with the injustice of heaven, they can only accept it.
"Mom, have the dumplings been cooked? I'm going to starve to death."
I lay in the hospital for a whole day without eating anything. Now that I talk about dumplings, I feel really hungry.
"It'll be ready soon, sit down and it will be served."
"OK."
Xia Qing still held Nalan Lingyu's hand and sat at the dinner table, like a pair of children.
Seeing the steaming dumplings on the table, she felt like she was back when she was a child. At that time, what she looked forward to the most was the Chinese New Year, because there would be dumplings to eat. Even when her father was away, her mother would still make dumplings for her.
The family, led by Xia Qing, had a lively meal.
"Mom, Dad, A-Ling and I went out to play. Don't worry, we will be back tomorrow."
"Okay, Ah Ling, take good care of her."
Xia's mother and Xia's father stood at the door and looked at Xia Qing and Nalan Lingyu reluctantly. They wanted to go out after recovering from their illness.
"Are you leaving now?"
"No, don't worry, mom, I'm leaving mom and dad!"
Xia Qing lied. She didn't want her parents to send her off for the last time. She just pretended that she would come back. She turned around with tears streaming down her face.
An hour later, their car slowly stopped on the mountain. Xia Qing took Nalan Lingyu and found a flat place to sit down. It was already late at night.
"A Ling, it's so beautiful when you look at the stars in the sky. I heard that people after death will turn into stars. Do you think people who are reincarnated will become stars?"
"Is there any other way? Tell me! How can I save you?"
Nalan Lingyu finally couldn't bear it anymore. His eyes were bloodshot. He really couldn't live without her!
"A Ling, don't be like this. I will come back. Don't be like this, okay?"
Xia Qing's voice became softer and softer, as if a gust of wind could blow her away, but her words still failed to improve Nalan Lingyu, who was on the verge of collapse.
Who can accept the loss of the person they love most? This kind of heartbreak is not something that some people can feel.
"It would be great if human beings' joys and sorrows were not the same, so you wouldn't have to suffer so much."
Xia Qing still held him, as if talking to herself or to him again.
"A-Ling, it's the last minute. Can you send me off properly? If you continue like this, I really want to leave."
"Why……"
Xia Qing's last sigh drifted away with the wind. Nalan Lingyu miraculously calmed down after hearing her last words.
"Is there really no way to save you?"
He stared at him intently, the wind in the mountains ruffled his hair, and his dark and unclear eyes could not be seen clearly.
"Really, Ah Ling, you have to take care of yourself. We will definitely be together in the next life."
It's like saying it to herself, but also like saying it to him, maybe it's her hope.
They are really suffering. After all, they cannot be together and will eventually separate.
"Okay, let's watch the sunrise."
Nalan Lingyu seemed to have made some kind of decision. Since she was not with her, what hope did she have in life?
"Ah Ling, I'm sorry that I can't always be with you. I regret it. I love you so much, I really love you so much. Do you know that after waiting for you for so many years, I have never felt as uncomfortable as I do now?
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Xia Qing leaned on Nalan Lingyu's shoulder and murmured. She didn't know what she was talking about, but she didn't want to stop for a moment.
Nalan Lingyu listened quietly. When the time reached 0::00, the people around him made no sound anymore. The tears from the corners of Nalan Lingyu's eyes finally slowly dripped down.
He turned his head and kissed Xia Qing's forehead and said, "I love you too." After that, he leaned against her and made no sound.
Some people can't wait for their sunrise after all.
Their love began at the first sight and ended under the stars.
I still remember one year, someone asked Xia Qing, if the result was that you two still couldn't be together, would you still choose this path?
She replied firmly, yes!
What do you think is more regrettable, not being together or being separated in the end?
The answer varies from person to person, but I choose to be together.
Many years later, at a painting exhibition by a well-known painter, there was a huge crowd of people, and everyone gathered in front of a painting.
Taking a closer look, the painting shows the backs of a man and a woman leaning against each other. Under the starry sky, one is in a suit and leather shoes, the other is in white clothes like snow, and even the white hairband is flying in the wind. It's a strange combination, but looking at it
Extremely comfortable, the name of the painting is Sunrise.
Everyone is puzzled, why is this painting called sunrise? There is obviously no sun, not even dawn.
There are only a few stars in the dark night, so we can call it starlight.
Some people also say that this must be a particularly beautiful love.
The artist himself stood in front of the painting full of regret, he knew that he had heard it all.
That year when he went out to sketch, he originally wanted to wait for the sunrise to prepare for painting, but when he met them, he only heard them saying that they wanted to watch the sunrise, and then he watched from the side. Their backs were so beautiful. After the sunrise, they still remained
Snuggling up like that, the moment the sun shone down, he really wanted to cheer, but was afraid of disturbing them, so he quietly went down the mountain.
Later, he heard that they all died on the mountain, and their backs could not be removed from his mind, so he couldn't help but draw them.
He suddenly felt enlightened as he stood in front of the painting, then walked into the studio and did not come out until the next morning.
Later, a painting called "Sunrise" appeared in his art exhibition. The characters were still the same, but the stars in the sky turned into a sunrise.
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