"It's okay, come in...Pfft!" The male teacher wearing glasses was drinking water. After seeing the person clearly, he spurted out all the water he had not swallowed. He stared at the person looking up and down for a long time, and the teacher asked with difficulty.
: "Li Duan, why did you come to me?"
It's not that there is anything wrong with the teacher's disdain for Li Chang. Among the problem students in the school, Li Chang is the one with the most righteous views: Although his ideal is to be a gangster, he is a righteous gangster. Although he has gone astray, he can barely
It is still the light of the righteous path. From this perspective, Li Chang's three views do not need a teacher to help him correct it.
Moreover, Li Duan's complicated family background actually helped the teachers in the school: because his guardian was one of the top three elites in the school, all the bad boys in the school secretly followed him. He came to school on time every day, and he wore a school uniform and shaved his head.
Under his leadership, all the delinquent boys in the school had slightly eye-catching hairstyles, but their clothes, words and deeds were all passable. From this point of view, Li Chang's words and deeds did not need the teacher to correct him - it was not too late to thank him.
But for such a student, he usually behaves like that in class - you can't blame him. Everyone has his own ambitions, and you can't force him to study. It's time for him to go to higher school, and everyone who comes here is asking questions. You, Li Duan, come here now
, which left the teacher a little confused.
"Teacher, I..." He seemed hesitant to speak, "I have something I want to discuss with you."
"...Sit down." The teacher mentally shrugged and raised his glasses. Even if there is no distinction between teachers and students, you still have to help.
Li Duan sat down carelessly, but when he really started to speak, he suddenly became cautious: "Teacher, you see, we don't know each other very well."
"……Um."
"But, there are some things you can't discuss with someone you know well."
"Um."
"So I'm going to talk to you about this kind of thing."
"Yeah." The teacher raised the water glass again, took a sip of water, and motioned for him to continue with his eyes.
Li Duan scratched his head in embarrassment: "I seem to be in love."
"Um... ugh!" The teacher turned his face and sprayed water all over the wall, then looked at Li Duan and raised an eyebrow: "What did you say?"
"Well, I seem to be in love." Li Dan seemed to realize something was wrong and said, "Oh, shouldn't this kind of thing be discussed with the teacher?"
"...No, it's okay, you continue." The teacher thought again and again, but put down the water glass temporarily. What surprised him was that this guy actually acted like a child. He didn't have any experience in dating before? It really surprised him.
People were a little shocked.
"Go on... what's the best thing to say..." Li Duan looked confused: "Actually, just yesterday, I met her, and then I knew her name. In order to realize my feelings, I even - climbed on the electric lamp
Zhuzhu went to watch yesterday's fireworks and made a wish to be with her."
"…You just know a name?"
"Um."
"Okay, you go on." It was indeed the right thing to put down the water glass: knowing the name is all it takes - this impulsive, sour-sweet feeling is really too exciting for me, who is talking about entering old age.
.
"Then teacher, I discovered a problem." Li Duan became serious, "I have never been in love, and I don't know, uh, how to chase girls normally."
"Yeah." I saw it.
"So what kind of person can be liked by others?"
A person who is liked by others... "Even if you ask me that, I can only tell you the most basic things, such as a capable person, a considerate person, a humorous person..." The teacher was silent
After a while, he gave his own answer in this area that he was not very clear about:
"However, the most important factor is a kind and responsible person, right?"
"Hey, why do you say that?"
"Because...if you were to choose a partner, wouldn't you choose someone who is reassuring and warm? That's what a responsible and good person is like."
Silent. Li Chang thought for a long time and finally stood up.
"Thank you, teacher...I seem to understand."
——
...Ah, that disgusting feeling.
It's like being shrouded in darkness that cannot be seen clearly, no, it's gray. It's not that black is completely unknown, then at least there is the possibility of exploration. And gray is a color that is clear and distant, making people hopelessly bright.
This is the feeling of loneliness and loneliness, and it is the "friend" Shen Mo is familiar with.
It was so noisy - she buried her face further into her legs and curled up in a baby-like posture, trying to use the warmth of her body to give herself a sense of security, but it didn't help in her heart.
The trust she had surrendered was damaged, but she chose to believe it until it was completely shattered. When her parents just left, some friends came to comfort her, but when a mountain of inexplicable debts piled up on her head, most people
They all chose to leave, and no matter how hard she tried to put herself into school, she couldn't save her. When she entered the society prematurely, no matter how hard she tried to be a clean person, the last group of people still had strange feelings.
Look away.
"...I worked very hard." The devil girl murmured.
"I have worked very hard, and life is good, even if it is..." biting her lip, her voice gradually sobbed, "even if it is, trying to trust others..."
But why, always——
"What should I do...Abba..."
"...I'm really sorry that I'm not your father." A familiar, tired male voice appeared in front of him, "Really, you are running in the toilet crying, where are you from an elementary school girl... We are not a dumpling shop here."
"...Eh?" Shen Mo raised her head, and the cold light that penetrated her eyes for a moment made her eyes even more blinding with tears. She squinted her eyes and recognized that this was the person who had once again broken her trust.
"I want you to take care of it, get out... How can you carry someone?" She realized that the dazzling light was not only coming from the lamp at the top, but also the angel he was carrying - there was also the epaulette of the Guards Bureau on his shoulder.
"Even if you ask me to go out...didn't you hear the fighting outside?" The man was very helpless, "Miss, you really don't want to run at a time like this. When the rescue team comes, you still have to ask them to go out and let you...
…Sigh, the soundproofing in your toilet is really good, but you can’t even hear it.”
"Is there a fight?" Shen Mo realized that the sounds that had gradually become agitated just now seemed to be the sounds of fighting coming from outside.
"Listen, Shen Mo. It is true that I did something wrong. I did tell some lies - but not this time. You may have misunderstood something just now, but you can explain it clearly." The man named Jiang Yan put his shoulder to the shoulder
The angel on the bed lowered himself and squatted in front of her, looking directly into her eyes:
"Everyone has their own unspeakable secrets. Just like I only know that you may have a very painful past, but I will not ask - I also have things that are inconvenient to explain. Each concealment leads to conflicts between people.
Suspicion makes it impossible to trust each other, but if I tell you, 'I'm here to find you,' at this time, I hope you can believe me."
"Shen Mo, I came to find you. Now that I have found you, it's really time for us to leave."