"You are a very strong and excellent person, and you are much more successful than I was when I was young." His father spoke to him like a friend.
"Grandpa didn't tell you. In fact, when I was your age, I just wanted to hang out with those gangsters. I looked forward to leaving this boxing gym one day and experiencing the happy grudges in the movies.
"I'm not afraid of your jokes if I tell you. I wanted to be a knight there, or a Taoist person, but I didn't realize it at all. In fact, the real world has always been around me." This secret has never been shared with anyone before.
Jiang Yan mentioned that he was only surprised at this moment. "I almost ran away from home. I ran to a big city to work hard without even reading a book. But even if I was beaten and bleeding, I couldn't take root anywhere: those little gangsters didn't accept me.
, because I refused to do those things of smashing, smashing, and robbing, and I couldn’t defeat ten people with knives. I had no choice but to wander back all the way. When I looked at the sign of the martial arts school, I realized that, in fact, your grandfather
He is the real hero."
"A chivalrous man never relies on his martial arts, just as Jianghu is never about fighting and killing - Jianghu is about human nature, while a chivalrous person relies on a red heart. Having the courage to walk on a right path that does not make you regret is truly great.
Xia."
Father Jiang gently patted his son on the shoulder, "I want to apologize to you, son. Although you have become sensible early, there has been very little communication between us. You may think that your mother and I pay less attention to Xiao Jin.
You have a lot, but actually I'm just afraid of communicating with you, so I don't dare to speak."
"After all, you have always been a very upright person since childhood, but my teenage years were filled with stupid things that are unspeakable. I really don't know how to talk to you, I am not qualified to educate you, and I don't even know how to care about you.
How to speak."
"Son, I'm sorry for you."
Jiang Yan's voice was choked with sobs, "Don't say that, Dad, I didn't blame you. I know that you, Mom, and Xiao Jin actually care about me. I just..."
"I just don't know how to face the future life."
Jiang's father responded softly and said in silence for a while, "When I was young, I liked watching movies. I watched a lot of fighting and killing movies, and also watched a lot of commendable and good movies. There were many things that I wanted to watch.
I studied film and it also opened up a lot of horizons. After there were fewer students in the martial arts school, I was able to pick up my old hobbies and watched some documentaries... For example, this film was replayed today. It is quite new, but it is indeed a good one.
Film.
"If the best rock climber in the world can only have nine fingers, I think a kind-hearted person like you must have a second way out." Jiang's father thought of the day he got a call, and a big man who taught boxing put him on the spot.
I left the food on the side of the road and ran to the hospital. "I heard the doctor said that you protected your sister, and I am very proud of you. So I also believe that you will be able to find a way out and figure out what to do with your future."
.
"It's like persevering, or falling down and then getting up and moving forward. This is certainly a respectable thing. But choosing another path and living your own life in another direction is no better than the former.
Difference."
"Continue to study and go to college, play some music, games, travel that young people like... You still have a lot of time and a lot of choices. As long as you are alive, these choices will not be cut off. It doesn't matter if you become famous or return to peace -
—Who says that living your life smoothly is not a good thing? As long as you like it, we will bless you."
Jiang Yan stared at the end of the film. Finally, when the credits rolled, he spoke:
"Dad, I want to go out and take a look."
——
"Later on, I tried many things." Jiang Yan counted them with his fingers, "Traveling, mountain climbing, painting, cooking, and even learned the guitar... Although none of them finally stuck to me, I don't regret spending the time.
On these things: Experiencing these things makes me know that there are still many things in this world that make people feel happy and interesting.”
"If I can't find something that I can devote my life to now, then what I need to do is to maintain my quiet life, continue to experience things I don't know, and then wait for the thing I am passionate about.
Things happen.”
"Looking for meaning is also a kind of meaning, isn't it?"
Although this is indeed what I thought, in the end, the only things that could be called hobbies were surfing the Internet and playing games and fishing. Thinking of this, Jiang Xi smiled. There was actually nothing wrong with it, at least it was a good way to pass the time.
Method.
"I think this kind of life is pretty good." Shen Mo smiled, "I hope that day will come soon."
Just as Jiang Yan was about to respond, there was a sudden soft noise behind him. It was the sound of something hitting the door. The two of them looked back and saw Shen Xuan holding his head and walking out with a smile, "Oh, I just wanted to go to the bathroom, but when I opened the door, my foot
Wei hit his head on the door..."
Shen Mo blushed in embarrassment, "Xuan, you-"
Ignoring the quarrel between the two sisters, Jiang Yan was attracted by the content on the TV at this moment. It was still the entertainment section just now. This program was really running for a long time. During this period, it seemed that from time to time something like "Losasa's face was actually revealed"
"It's plastic surgery", "The hair of Carters was found in the lounge of the well-known idol Sora, and he is suspected of being his lover", etc. They want to prove that "the hair of his tribe left in Losassa's room proves that he is her boyfriend"
In her room, she knew that the secret lover committed the crime." To be honest, this chain of evidence makes people too lazy to complain. On the contrary, it attracted a little more attention when the news was revealed.
But those are not the point. Jiang Yan is now listening attentively to the first guest speaker, Mr. Moro with a duck voice, who speaks with an uncomfortable rhythm.
"It is true that the cause of Miss Losassa's death is still unclear for the time being, but in fact, I also obtained photos of the scene through some internal information. In addition to the tragic death, there is another thing that caught my attention.
"
Seeing the people around him reacting to the information about the "live photos", he was obviously very satisfied with the feeling of being noticed. "As a result, Miss Losassa lost the 'face' organ. I don't know.
Have you ever heard the rumors about the mysterious killer, the ‘Fang Clown’?”
"Every time a crime is committed, no scene or evidence is left behind. The victim always disappears mysteriously. And when these disappearances are reported, there are always people who swear on anonymous forums that they belong to the fanged clown."
handwriting, and declared:
"The clown robbed the 'mouth' - this kind of similar statement. In short, it is announcing which part of a person has been robbed by the clown. The ones that have been announced so far include 'mouth', 'ear', 'hand', and 'neck'
, the 'eyes' and other parts. If Miss Losassa's 'face' was robbed, wouldn't things become interesting?"
The audience in the audience booed, obviously scorning such a loud and small "urban ghost story" inference, and did not take it seriously. Soon, this statement was forgotten by them, and the following revelations attracted their attention even more.
But Jiang Yan broke into an abnormal cold sweat on his back. As soon as his conversation with Shen Mo relaxed his tense mental state, his rejuvenated brain began to string together several unrelated things.
"Lothazar's face was plundered by the fanged clown".
"Losasa's face was plastic surgery."
If the monster I saw yesterday was really the so-called fanged clown...
Jiang Yan's eyes twitched crazily, "That thing has everything..."