"You have it!" Lu Hanting interrupted her directly, "Xia Xiwan, you are too selfish and cruel. I ask you, why did you send Yiyi to me? Do you no longer want Yiyi or me?
You abandoned us, father and son, from your world. You only raised Pippi and Xingxing, and you didn’t even let me know about their existence. In a blink of an eye, Pippi and Xingxing were so big, and time passed so quickly that I didn’t even see them with my own eyes.
You have grown up little by little, and you have also grown up with Yiyi. In three years and so many days and months, he has become a piece of flesh that fell off of you, and you have never come back!"
Lu Hanting sat up, his muscular chest rising and falling, and the ends of his narrow eyes were quickly covered with a layer of blood-red pain.
Time is really the most hurtful thing. Three years ago at the Forbidden River, she stabbed him hard in the heart, then took Su Xi away, completely abandoning him and abandoning him.
At that time, he watched her and Su Xi disappear at the end of the world and disappear into his life. He naively thought that it would be extremely painful at that time.
But, no.
In the next three years and many days and months, when he was standing alone on the street, little Lu Chen, who was only a few months old in his arms, was babbling and calling "Mom" for the first time. He began to wander around.
When he was looking for her shadow among different women, he discovered that she had only stabbed him once on the forbidden riverside. In the following three years, the knife rotted little by little until he was riddled with holes and beyond recognition.
Seeing his painful expression, Xia Xiwan sat up. Her bright pupils turned red quickly, and she wanted to explain, "Lu Hanting, listen to me, during those three years I..."
"What other sweet words do you want to use to deceive me?" Lu Hanting interrupted her directly. He roughly tore off his shirt and pointed at the scar on his heart, "Xia Xiwan, you can see clearly.
, you stabbed it down here, you know how I survived three years ago, the doctor said that as long as your hand is more accurate by a few millimeters, I will have no chance of survival!"
"I think I should hate you, but the funny thing is... I have already exhausted all my strength to hate you, and when I swore that I wanted to forget you, I actually began to find that the women around me in the past three years have more or less become
Starting to look like you, I look for your shadow in different women."
"Sometimes when I feel tired, exhausted, and lonely, I have also thought about really being with a woman, letting her fill your position, and letting her take good care of Yiyi. I should tell myself that I am not indispensable to you.
, but it’s a pity that I failed, my body has always been unable to arouse any sexual interest to them.”
"As I grow older, I also reach a time when my blood is strong and my desires are abundant. Those women can't arouse sexual interest. But when you enter my dream at midnight, I wake up with a hot body, in the darkness of the room.
When I reached my hand down to soothe myself, you know how powerless and desperate I felt at that time."
Said Lu Hanting stretched out his hand, grasped her shiny and fragrant shoulder, squeezed it hard, squeezed it hard, and squeezed the palm of his hand until the veins popped, "Xia Xiwan, I have never understood a question.
I want to ask you face to face, what on earth did I do wrong three years ago?"
Lu Hanting had always wanted to ask what he had done wrong, and now he finally asked the question.
Although he knew that he had already lost when he asked this question, he once again put down all his pride and dignity.