Fu Yang's father bear has always been with my fat brother but left
It’s been a long time since I’ve written a chapter review.
For more than half a year, updates have been intermittent, like squeezing out toothpaste. I have not appeared in the book club group to chat and joke with everyone - I used to like to appear in the book club group.
It's like, I half disappeared.
So far, the plot of this book has progressed by about 70%. I have also created many flesh-and-blood novel characters that everyone likes...
Novels are of course fictional.
But every writer, when creating, actually incorporates his own emotions and some shadows of reality.
For me, those who project the most reality are Mr. Xiong and Brother Fat.
These two powerful monsters, one is wretched and talkative, the other is sultry and mischievous. I believe there are many readers who like them.
In fact, their prototype is a puppy that I raised in real life.
It is a chubby pug.
That's right, his name is Fat Brother, which is the same as the breed name of Fu Hai's pet dog.
I still clearly remember how timid it was when it first came to the house. It was a long, long time ago... After getting familiar with it, it started to become arrogant.
He likes to talk back, he likes to deliberately run next to me, farts and then runs away, he likes to meow like a cat on purpose, he doesn't like dogs but likes to hang out with cats, he likes to eat fish, he purrs loudly when he sleeps, and he always gets louder when there are guests at home.
Like girls.
What I like most is that he deliberately slaps my heels with his paws, and then tilts his head to look at me obscenely - Mr. Xiong's habit of attacking people's anus from behind came from here.
So, in fact, the character of Mr. Xiong, the fat cat with three immortals, also comes from the fat brother I raised. And Fu Hai’s fat brother also partly comes from my fat brother.
I divided my own pet into two and turned it into the pet of the two Fu brothers in the novel.
However, real life is never as satisfying as fiction.
About half a year ago, my little chubby brother started to have some abnormal reactions. He no longer hit my heels with his paws, no longer talked back when I scolded him, and no longer ran around the house like a fool...
I went to the pet hospital and was diagnosed with severe kidney failure and pancreatitis.
The doctor said that he could live for another month at most.
At that moment, I felt like the sky was falling.
Some people may say, isn't it just a dog? Is it necessary to be so pretentious?
I want to say that if you have read my novel till now and still say something like this, then I think you are not worthy. Because you have not understood that in the novel, Fu Yang and Mr. Xiong, Fu Hai and Fat Brother,
That deep bond.
Just like a relative.
Kidney failure is a very troublesome thing, because as long as it is detected, it will be critical!
Then comes the long treatment.
Humans are also advanced mammals. Most mammals are similar in physiological structure and medical pathology.
Fat Brother's treatment for severe renal failure and pancreatitis is similar to that of other people. It usually involves injections and infusions in the hospital, and constant use of antibiotics and anti-inflammatory drugs. After fasting and water deprivation to suppress pancreatic secretion, he relies on infusions to replenish physical energy.
Perhaps it was God's blessing that Fat Brother finally survived the first ten most dangerous days and was about to enter follow-up treatment.
Feeding every 2-3 hours, daily infusion and hydration, intramuscular and intravenous injections, various medications, and going to the pet hospital for review every half month...
This is an unimaginable waste of money and energy!
But I don't want to give up.
I can't give up either.
Just like in the novel, Master Xiong will never give up on Fu Yang, and Fu Yang will never give up on Master Xiong.
So, I quit my job and took care of my fat brother at home full time.
This is more tiring than work. It's like taking care of a seriously ill person who is bedridden every day. If anyone has such experience, they will understand me.
So from that time on, the update of the novel has slowed down. Because I have to take care of my fat brother, I hope he can perform a miracle and recover from this terminal pet disease!
Because I resigned and stopped working, I had no salary. My novels could not be updated stably, and the royalties were very small. The financial burden of the family fell on my wife.
But she also said she would never give up!
Unexpectedly, after our care, Fat Brother really improved. In January this year, the doctor said it was a small miracle. This made my wife and I extremely happy.
At that time, we were really determined that Fat Brother might be able to survive.
However, soon, reality took a turn for the worse.
In early February, Fat Brother began to suffer from constant vomiting and diarrhea. The doctor said that he had tried all the treatments and medicines that should be used for this disease, and the next step would be God's will.
At that moment, I, a grown man in his thirties, hugged my little fat brother and burst into tears.
From early February to now, for more than a month, I feel like I have been living in a state of confusion... Every morning when I open my eyes, I give Fat Brother an infusion, and then feed him small and frequent meals.
This Wednesday night, he suddenly couldn't stand up. His limbs were limp and weak, and he huddled up in his nest, making very painful sounds. I knew that it might not be long before he left me.
Finally, at 9 o'clock last night, I was writing an update. Just after I wrote that Mr. Xiong did something bad again in the novel, Fat Brother suddenly wanted to stand up desperately.
When my wife and I saw it, our first reactions were very happy. We thought he was finally recovering after being paralyzed for a week.
But soon we knew that this should be a comeback.
After he stood up, he tried his best to walk towards us crookedly with his already skinny body, but halfway through, he fell to the floor with a "thud". He just looked at us with nostalgia in his eyes and kept wagging his tail.
…
At that moment, I burst into tears again.
A few minutes later, Fat Brother stopped breathing in my arms.
My wife and I cried for a long time before we recovered and began to wipe his body and tidy up his hair. We called the pet funeral home to contact him to handle the funeral arrangements.
I hope like never before, how wonderful it would be if our real world was really like the novel!
In that case, there will be magical spells, there will be the underworld, and there will be a chance to bring Fat Brother back.
I also hope like never before, what if my fat brother is really a monster like Fu Yang's Mr. Xiong and Fu Hai's fat brother? He will not die of illness.
However, novels are novels and reality is reality... No matter how painful it is, we can only accept it.
I didn't sleep all night last night.
In the morning, a car from the pet funeral home came to pick us up and took Fat Brother to be cremated.
I was very sad at first, but when I saw my wife’s eyes were swollen from crying, I could only hold back and comfort her: Fat Brother has lived a very happy life, and we have really tried our best.
I was so tired that when I got home, I fell asleep.
When I woke up in the evening, I had an unreal feeling - because before Fat Brother got sick, no matter when he went to bed, the first thing he saw when he woke up was his chubby dog head.
Since he fell ill more than half a year ago, he has never woken us up.
But now and in the future, it will no longer be possible.
After getting up, I sat there for a long time, looking at his photos in a daze.
After thinking about it, I feel that I should give everyone an explanation. I will tell you about the situation in which I have been updating intermittently for more than six months, and I no longer appear in the book club group to chat with everyone.
In fact, if you think about it, my little chubby brother is quite lucky. After all, I wrote this novel - although it is not too popular, there are so many good readers like you.
He will always continue to live in my mind as Mr. Xiong and Brother Fat in the novel on another level... But I am afraid that every time I write about Mr. Xiong and Brother Fat in the future, I will be very sad and sad.
.
I wrote those funny and happy plots with my hands, but I was sad.
Please give me a little more time to relax my mood and get over my sadness.
This book was originally the sustenance of my imagination, and I also wanted to improve my life with the royalties. But now, this book has a greater meaning! That is, to let my little fat brother live in another form.
.In the novel, he is Mr. Xiong and Fat Brother. He can transform into a powerful demon emperor, and he is invincible in both worlds...
I will try to update it tomorrow, but if not, please give me some understanding.
Maybe I won’t be in the mood to chat with you in the book club in the short term, so please understand.
But, I will eventually come out of the haze!
At that time, I will resume the normal update speed and reappear in the book club, so that everyone can see the occasionally talkative, occasionally funny, and occasionally serious Lao Wu.
I hope this day comes soon. I will try my best!
Because my little chubby brother who has returned to Wang Xing definitely doesn’t want me to wallow in sadness for a long time...and he definitely also hopes that his own incarnation in the novel can appear more often.
Finally, thank you all, thank you, I really appreciate it. Even though this book has been updated at a frustratingly fast pace for more than half a year, you still have never left me. It has made me feel more sad.