Her little mouth shrank, and tears as big as beans fell from her eyes.
That look was really pitiful.
But what about Zhou Xing standing opposite her?
He is not a normal man to begin with, so his mental health is not that good either.
At this time, when he saw Jiang Shiyun leaning alone by the bed and sobbing, not only did he not feel any guilt or pity in his heart, but it made the smile on his face even more ferocious and sinister.
"Don't cry, don't cry."
"Money is something external to the body. If you cry your body out because of these things, it would be difficult to deal with it, wouldn't it?"
"Besides, you are just a little girl, in this cold palace, what's the use of having so much silver?"
"Why don't you just leave it at my place and let me take care of it for you."
"Whenever I am happy and happy, it is better to send someone to give you some good food and wine than to keep a lot of banknotes."
After Zhou Xing finished making these sarcastic remarks, he kicked the wooden door behind him open.
His expression also revealed endless arrogance and pride.
Because in his heart, he had already made up his mind about Jiang Shiyun and such a little girl. No matter how much he hated him in his heart and how much he gritted his teeth, he could never do anything to her.
That's why he dared to do this in front of Jiang Shiyun.
Outside the window, the cold wind is biting and snowflakes are falling.
Inside the house, most of the charcoal fire in the brazier has been extinguished.
Jiang Shiyun was curled up on the bedside, wrapped only in a white cotton quilt that had been washed long ago.
His expression was lonely and miserable, and tears as big as beans were still flowing from the corners of his eyes.
After sighing several times, I couldn't help but feel sad in my heart.
If only I had not come to the capital, if my little sister had not betrayed me.
If only the officials had shown mercy and sent me back home.
If only I had been able to hold that little black box firmly in my hand and not be snatched away by that Eunuch Zhou.
If, if...
If only I could have brought one or two personal belongings from my husband.
So at least now, I have those things in my hands and can still think about them.
As she thought about it, tears blurred Jiang Shiyun's eyes again.
At the same time, the 'symptoms' that appeared on Jiang Shiyun became more obvious than in the past few days.
Jiang Shiyun retched more than ten times in a row.
Every time she retched, she would shudder several times.
And during this period of time, she found that she seemed to be more afraid of the cold than before.
In addition, at this time, all the charcoal fires in the house have been extinguished.
Various adverse physiological reactions, plus thoughts and sorrow in my heart.
Jiang Shiyun was suddenly on the verge of collapse.
As her delicate hands trembled slightly, she touched a pair of scissors underneath the pillow.
Then, an extremely extreme idea appeared in her mind.
Instead of being locked up here for the rest of his life and subjected to endless bullying.
It's better to get it over with once and for all.
In this way, my parents will have a lot less to worry about from now on.
And my husband-in-law doesn’t have to go out of his way to put himself in danger just because he wants to save me from here.
Maybe it would be good for me and those who care about me if I leave like this.
Along with the two pieces of white paper, they slowly unfolded on the coffee table.
Jiang Shiyun also wrote down what she wanted to say most in this world.
One of them was naturally left to her parents.
The other letter was for the person she cared about at that time.
At the end of the letter to Wu Zhi:
‘My parents gave me happiness and joy in the first half of my life.
’
‘And you gave me the rest of my life.
’
‘Actually, after I said goodbye to you, I had many, many fantasies in my heart.
’
‘I’m not only dreaming about the day when I can meet you again, but I’m also dreaming about the moment when our child is born.
’
‘I really want to hear you call me, madam.
’
‘But I, really, really can’t stand it anymore.
’
…
When Jiang Shiyun finished writing this letter, not a single part of the two pieces of paper was dry.
They were all wet with Jiang Shiyun's tears.
When Jiang Shiyun held the scissors in her hands again.
It seems that her fate has been determined.
Her weak and gentle character has made her unable to see any other way after experiencing all kinds of misfortunes and hardships.
Perhaps, if Pan Jinlian was allowed to go through what happened, no matter how many hardships were imposed on her in life, she would not easily embark on this path.
Even though Pan Jinlian looks gentle as water on the surface, she is actually quite tough in her temper.
What if that heroine Zhu Ziyun encounters these things?
Perhaps before Zhou Xing could snatch the little black box from her hand, Zhu Ziyun's next sword would hit his head.
If you want her to be bullied like this, there is really no way.
But what Jiang Shiyun suffered was the last straw that weighed on her.
He completely lost the courage to continue living.
As Jiang Shiyun's eyes closed gently, it seemed that she would die in the next second.
But at this moment, a series of knocks suddenly came from outside the door.
Jiang Shiyun was surprised for a long time, then hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and opened the door.
The person who appeared outside the door couldn't help but make Jiang Shiyun look stunned.
But I saw that man, wearing a dark black official uniform, and carrying a huge pure black suitcase on his back.
There are many wrinkles on his face and he looks very old.
Just talking about the appearance, according to Jiang Shiyun's inner estimation, his age must be at least fifty.
Just when Jiang Shiyun was sizing up the old man, the old man nodded slightly and said to Jiang Shiyun:
"I am Dr. Li from Tai Hospital."
"I heard from someone from the Ministry of Internal Affairs that someone here was sick and wanted me to come over and take a look, so I came here after bringing everything."
"I wonder if the sick person is you?"
It wasn't until this moment that Jiang Shiyun realized that after Zhou Xing left here, he actually went to the imperial hospital and called the imperial doctor over.
Although before that, Jiang Shiyun had already had the thought of death in her heart.
But at this time, due to the presence of outsiders, she really couldn't do that.
At the same time, Jiang Shiyun also wanted to hear from the other party's mouth what kind of disease she suffered from that made her feel so uncomfortable during this period of time.