The words of Jiandi Baby: First of all, let me talk about why I suddenly stopped updating a few days ago. I am still very scared to talk about this now. Even when I touch the keyboard, I feel uncomfortable all over, and it can be said that I am physically repulsed. When I do writing, I am mentally very afraid of writing.
Some friends were surprised and asked whether you were frightened by the story you wrote and even got sick from the fright.
Then my answer is, because I am the author of this story, of course I think more than the readers, and I am many times more in-depth about the plot than the readers. I even often habitually play out the upcoming scenes in my mind. I had to write a plot, so because I was so serious, I was actually a little bit scared by the story I wrote.
But the above is only a small aspect. The largest aspect is that I am a college student who is about to graduate, and there are many things that need to be completed carefully at the end of the semester, so that I can graduate smoothly. I think readers who have graduated from college are more I can understand this. I mostly went to class during the day and stayed up until about 12 o'clock at night. I coded more than 4,000 words and was still not good at it. As you can imagine, I continued writing like this for more than two months because I rented a computer outside. I live in a house and have to go to school on time at 8 a.m., so I don’t have time to eat breakfast, so I just make do with what I have in the evening. I only have the food I bought at school at noon, and I have to walk a lot of distance to and from school, so my body continues like this. No matter how strong I am, it will definitely be too much for me. As a result, I endured the discomfort and fear at night, uploaded the newly written chapter, turned off the light, and lay down on the bed. My brain was numb, stars were flying in my eyes, and my ears were buzzing. My heart was roaring, my heart was beating wildly, I had no strength at all, and I didn’t dare to move. I thought I was going to die suddenly. It scared me. I really can’t describe it in words, and I don’t want to express it. For me, it was simply... It's a nightmare, unforgettable and unforgettable.
The days that followed were very difficult. I suspected that there was something wrong with my heart, because I began to feel flustered and uncomfortable every day. Because I was not a rich second generation, I didn’t dare to think about being hospitalized. I could only go to the emergency room when I felt uncomfortable. , I just slept there if I couldn't. Then I gritted my teeth and took a chest CT scan. The result was that my heart was fine, so why did I feel uncomfortable? I had several heart attacks and the doctors from the cardiology department saw me. Generally speaking, they all said that I was okay. Due to frequent skipping of breakfast, staying up too late, high stress, mental stress, etc., my body's endocrine disorders are disrupted. The doctor told me to get rid of these bad habits and eat on time. Of course I am happy when the doctor says this, but my body still feels uncomfortable. The doctor They said this was a reaction during the recovery stage and told me not to worry about it. I should eat, drink and sleep. But during that time, I was afraid to write about it because the scene was still fresh in my mind.
Finally, I would like to thank my editor-in-chief Yisuo Dada, who is also my teacher. He was also the editor of my idol Sanshu. He helped me when I needed help. When I was confused, he carefully taught me some experience and taught me a lot. It’s helpful. Teacher Yisuo is an incredible person. He is a role model and a model for me to learn from in this life. I wish him good health and all the best.
This experience was a kind of forging and test for me. It allowed me to get rid of my previous bad habits of blind arrogance and lack of understanding of how to behave in the world. Teacher Yisuo's elegance, integrity and kindness influenced me, and I also changed my mind. It makes me better and humbler than before.
I am also very grateful to some book friends and my fans, and my "Tomb Robbers" family reader group for their understanding and care for me. Thank you for having you! While I am recuperating my body, I am also silently hoarding manuscripts, which will be published once and for all.
It’s fun to post, and everyone will enjoy watching it. Secondly, because Baby Jiandi was under great pressure at that time, there may be a few typos when writing, but readers can understand what’s going on. I apologize and will publish it in the future.
There will definitely be no typos, I hope everyone can make up their mind, okay?
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Faqiuzhi looked at my expression, and I was sure he guessed what I was thinking, and said, "I don't know anything now. I won't know until I get in. He is probably a very difficult character to deal with."
Fei Long said: "In the current situation, we can only enter through this golden gate. I wonder if this city gate is different from the bronze gate. Can it be opened with the precious blood of the Witch Burial Sect?" Speaking of this, Fei Long said
Long looked at my grandfather and me, and looked at the golden city gate in front of him with a very melancholy look.
At this moment, a series of lock spring sounds came from the golden city gate, which sounded creepy. In just a moment, the door creaked and opened a crack, revealing two people who were extremely familiar to me and stunned me.
