The so-called genius is a person who is born with an aura.
They may have a noble background, they may have a smart mind that others cannot match, they may have innate special talents, or there may be something that attracts others.
He once thought he was a genius.
Yes, I once thought...
He has an appearance that is deeply blessed by heaven, has a good memory, physical strength, and a strong imagination (fog).
Not only is he good at reading and sports, but he is also smart in mind and legs.
When he was in elementary school, he was the first in his class in everything he did. Whether it was endorsing exams, learning witchcraft, cleaning, gymnastics, or doing tricks, he was excellent in everything. He was the best in his class.
His classmates all regard him as their idol.
The adults around him often praised him as a genius and a child prodigy.
He once thought that a genius should only be someone like him.
It wasn't until he entered middle school that he discovered... that there were many people in the world who were smarter than him, better at sports than him, smarter than him, and even longer and ruthless than him.
At first, he was unwilling to be outdone and would fight to catch up.
Because no matter who you are, there is more or less the feeling of not wanting to lose to others.
But the reality is cruel. No matter how hard he tries, he will never lose to geniuses in all aspects.
And every time he loses anything, it will have a negative impact on his heart, and he will feel a little more inferior.
Until, in a certain competition, he chose to give up.
Because, he discovered a cruel fact.
Although he is not an ordinary person, he is definitely not a genius.
He definitely won the wrong leg that he couldn't beat.
So, he chose to give up.
After giving up the first time, there will naturally be a second, third, and even countless times.
In the past, compromise and giving up became the most common options in his life.
He found a way for himself to escape the pain of failure.
Even after graduating from high school, he did not go to college to continue his studies, but chose to rush into the workforce.
Because of his mother's relationship, he joined the Taishi Bureau's Demonic Reduction Class.
Because he is afraid of entering the university and meeting more geniuses. At that time, maybe he will completely disappear from everyone.
In the eyes of others, he is a very promising spiritual exterminator who can join the Taishi Bureau right after graduating from high school.
In fact, he himself knows whether he is cowardly escaping.
No, he is not strong, on the contrary, he is a weak person.
When faced with real difficulties, he did not have the courage and determination to move forward.
There are concessions and compromises...
At that time, he also chose to give in and compromise.
Maybe he didn't know it at the time, because his choice would change the rest of his life!
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In the past two days, Hoshino Rumi recalled many past events and thought about many things, including some things that she had never thought about before.
For example, "Freedom, death and surrender..."
After becoming the spiritual official of the Taishi Bureau, she has always been able to have smooth sailing because of her mother's care.
My career is going very smoothly. I got promoted in less than a year. There is no danger in my job. I almost always kill some little monsters. I basically don’t encounter any major setbacks.
As a public official, she doesn't have to try her best to compare with them, and no one forces her to compare.
It can be said that the year when he started working after graduation was the most comfortable year that Hoshino had. It was much better than his previous life in school.
But was it because she was used to living a comfortable life? When she met a truly "cruel and cunning" demon for the first time, faced the "cruel" world for the first time, and encountered "unsolvable" difficulties for the first time.
, but became a little overwhelmed.
Now, a huge problem lies before her: whether to "die" or whether to "surrender"!
The choice given by the fox demon is very clear. After three days, you can choose "freedom of the body" or "freedom of the mind". There is no third way!
If she chooses "body freedom", it means that her self-consciousness will disappear.
And when the self-consciousness disappears, then the person is no different from death!
That option means "death"!
Choosing "freedom of thought" means that her sense of self can be preserved, but her body is not her own, and she will become a slave of the fox demon.
In other words, that option represents "surrender"!
She did not give an answer at that time, and the fox demon did not urge her. Even in those two days, the fox demon did not take the initiative to ask her a question, but did not give her enough time to think.
At the beginning, for a moment, she thought about clinging to her dignity and justice as a human being and fighting the monster to the end.
If the wrong party is not an ordinary monster, Hoshino will most likely implement that idea.
But surprisingly, the wrong party is obviously not an ordinary demon, but a nine-tailed fox demon - a terrifying existence that is best at playing with people's hearts.
My own resistance may be the result of the other party finding it interesting and giving it away.
Maybe the more you resist, the more excited the wrong party will be!
Moreover, no matter how much you resist, the past will not change.
After she has been played with, and the fox demon loses interest in her, her sense of self will be completely erased by the fox demon.
She will also truly usher in "death"!
After Minghong's point, and after two days of careful consideration, Hoshino finally thought about something clearly.
She doesn't want to die!
She is not a strong person, she does not want to lose her sense of self and die unknown!
What's more, even if she wants to resist to the end, even if the fox demon finds it interesting, her resistance will not have any effect if her consciousness of "stirring him" is not temporarily eliminated.
That would bring more pleasure to the fox demon, and bring more torture to myself.
As long as she appreciates her resistance, the fox demon will definitely use different methods to torture her, and what awaits her will be endless purgatory month after month.
So, she made a difficult decision.
She decided to surrender to the fox demon, regard him as her only master, and obey all his orders.
And to do that means that she has completely abandoned the so-called dignity and justice.
Of course, maybe she no longer has those things.
because……
The notebook in the fox demon's leg is the best proof.
Was she a shameful traitor, or was she leaking intelligence from the Taishi Bureau to the fox demon?
The fox demon will use that information to carry out cruel revenge on the Taishi Bureau.
Maybe the fox demon is very good at using the information obtained from her legs to design a plan to capture her mother.
Thus turning her mother into a loyal Aheiyan dog with red eyes just like her.
Even the fox demon Keke is very good at bringing her mother in front of her and letting her watch her mother kneeling down and begging for a big bone.
If that's true, what a sad scene...
Bu Nao, there is no way to look back!
From the moment she was caught by the nine-tailed fox demon, her fate of "falling" was already doomed!
"No, he loses, the fox demon... No, Lord Nine-Tails, he promised me and swore the Eastern Spirit Spell to me!"
Outside the guest room in the evening, Hoshino whispered something to Haoren who had just entered the room, and then gently knelt down to Donglai...