Han Jing meditated like this until the night, and Zhang Yichi thought for a while that he had actually fallen asleep sitting there.
"Ah..." Han Jing finally opened his eyes and breathed a sigh of relief, "I really figured something out and I feel very comfortable now!"
"Really? Can you tell me what you figured out?" Zhang Yichi was about to cook. When he saw Han Jing waking up, he first asked Han Jing what he had gained.
"Well..." Han Jing looked a little embarrassed, but he still said it, "It was about my uncle's family. In fact, there were conflicts and I was hated by my aunt and brother. The main reason was me. They took me to their house.
At that time, my parents had just passed away due to an accident. I was very envious of my cousin at that time, and then it turned into jealousy and cruelty. Why was it that his parents were well and his family was so warm, but I could never see my father again?
Damn it.”
These are real words from the heart, and Zhang Yichi is a qualified listener.
"That's probably it. Gradually, I started to lose contact with my cousin, and I would bully him with malice. My aunt would indulge me at first, but then I would also say bad words to her, and she would hate me more and more. Although my uncle understands me,
, but it was not easy for him to be caught in the middle. I left my uncle’s house when I was in my rebellious period." Han Jing said with an apology on his face, "I never felt that I had done anything wrong before, and I even felt a little irresponsible.
The death of my parents was also blamed on them. Now I think about it, it was actually my fault. I was too ignorant at that time..."
"It's good to realize that it's wrong. Some people carry their wrong opinions about others all their lives. That's sad." Zhang Yichi felt that he understood Han Jing better, "You look like an adult now.
Yes, good job."
After saying these words, Han Jing also felt relieved. He didn't expect that Zhang Yichi would praise him for telling him about his dark past, and he touched his hair with some embarrassment.
"What do you want to eat tonight? I'll make it." Zhang Yichi asked.
“Cola chicken wings!”
"good."
…
Although I didn't take Han Jing out to do anything exciting today, it was still a fruitful day. Han Jing's performance was very good, his mood was very stable, and his appetite in the evening was also good.
After dinner, around ten o'clock, Zhang Yichi asked Han Jing to go to bed.
Training is one thing, and adjusting a healthy routine is another, and Han Jing happily accepts it.
Lying on the floor again, Zhang Yichi put his hands behind his head. He wanted to talk to Han Jing, but Han Jing was too tired from training in the afternoon and suffered from illness, so he fell asleep not long after lying on the bed.
Now it was Zhang Yichi's turn to toss and turn and unable to sleep.
…
On the sixth day, Han Jing still had twenty-five days left.
Zhang Yichi got up first and then woke up Han Jing.
Getting up so early, Zhang Yichi simply took Han Jing out to eat fried dough sticks and tofu.
Today is Thursday, and there is only one day left before their planned singing performance. Han Jing took the initiative to propose that he use his time today to rehearse.
Zhang Yichi's songs have been almost corrected by Han Jing. Han Jing can already play all the songs in the singing list, but in order to perform better, he needs to memorize all the scores as much as possible.
This is a bit difficult, but there are solutions. For example, you can mainly write down the chord direction of each song. The best way to play it is to remember it. If you can't remember it, you can improvise on the spot.
After breakfast, they went home and rehearsed it several times, and the overall effect was good. The only problem was that Han Jing made a few mistakes. Han Jing thought he was nervous, but Zhang Yichi didn't think so. They had rehearsed many times in private.
, basically not nervous, it should be a problem caused by ALS.
Han Jing's hand strength has also begun to weaken, which may affect his singing performance tomorrow night.
Both of them have their own worries.
"Have you had any acting experience?" Han Jing asked Zhang Yichi during the break.
Zhang Yichi recalled: "Yes, when I was in elementary school, our class had a chorus show on New Year's Day."
"Is it gone?"
"It's gone."
Han Jing asked again: "Aren't you nervous about singing tomorrow? There will be a lot of people watching, right? What if something goes wrong?"
"As long as you are fully prepared, there should be no mistakes. And this is a bit mysterious, with some psychological hints. If you always think about whether there will be mistakes, then there will definitely be mistakes. Just change your mentality
Straighten up, face it calmly, enjoy the music, and don't worry about the audience, just like you usually practice singing by yourself." Zhang Yichi is really not very nervous, so he shared some of his own experiences.
Han Jing seemed to understand but also didn't seem to understand. In short, his nervousness was not relieved much, but he worked harder during rehearsals in the afternoon.
Han Jing would definitely not dare to sing for a living by himself. The reason why Zhang Yichi stepped forward and chose to sing and show off his mediocre singing voice was to set an example for Han Jing, inspire his courage, and challenge him.
After practicing all afternoon, Han Jing's hands became more and more tired and he made more and more mistakes. This was a physical problem, so no matter how serious and hard he worked, it would not help.
During dinner, Han Jing couldn't even eat anymore and was worried about tomorrow's performance: "My hands seem to be out of control. I keep making mistakes after playing for a long time. There will definitely be problems tomorrow. What should I do..."
This is an obvious problem. If Zhang Yichi just asked Han Jing to adjust his mentality, it might not be that effective, so he suggested: "There is no need to rehearse all day tomorrow. I think the results of our rehearsal today are already impressive and enough to show
A wonderful performance. You can rest your hands and adjust your condition during the day tomorrow. If there are still problems at night, we will play slower then."
"If it doesn't work, I'll just play arpeggios throughout and make it a little more difficult..." Han Jing himself was also thinking of a solution.
Zhang Yichi was very satisfied.
Although Han Jing is now encountering a difficult problem, he is focused on how to solve it and has never mentioned postponing the performance. In Zhang Yichi's view, choosing to postpone is a cowardly act of evasion. Postponing once will lead to consequences.
The second time. Han Jing did not do this, which is good.
Time passed quickly, and Han Jing fell asleep uneasily.
Han Jing went to the next room to practice Han Jing's original song a few more times, and he still made significant progress steadily.
…
On the seventh day, Han Jing still had twenty-four days left.
In the morning, Han Jing checked whether there were any problems with the equipment. They currently have one speaker, one microphone, and the guitar is a plug-in electric guitar. These things are enough for a simple performance.
While waiting for the night to come, Han Jing couldn't control his mood and wanted to rehearse a few times to feel more confident. However, he was rejected by Zhang Yichi, who insisted on letting him rest his hands.
Han Jing felt that today was going very slowly. He waited for the lights to turn and finally it got dark. To ensure Han Jing's strength, Zhang Yichi headed to the square alone, carrying his guitar, stereo, and microphone.